I'm approaching the last hour of 2009, and I would like to thank everyone who made my year. Without you guys I would never be where I am now. Thanks to all.
Jiajian, Hweepin, Yi Jia, Toon, Yanwen, Zhangxin, Wenning and the rest of 3C.
I would also like to thank all my friends and facebook friends and the bballers.
And special thanks to the teachers.
My mother.
My father.
Sister.
~~~
And all my fans out there.
Love yall man.
Wish yall a good 2010 ahead.
2009 has been up and down for me, but I guess what goes up must come down. But without you, I would have been nothing in this year. I would like to thank you for your time and consideration, and all the good memories. It's been great. You made my 2009. Wish you the best in the next year :) .
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
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"If there’s one thing every kid needs growing up, it’s a best friend. Someone you trust. Someone who trusts you. Someone you measure yourself against. You go through everything together. Important things. Stupid things. Things that matter. Things that don’t."
— The Wonder Years
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— The Wonder Years
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Sunday, December 20, 2009
216
"Being single used to mean that nobody wanted you. Now it means you’re pretty sexy and you’re taking your time deciding how you want your life to be and who you want to spend it with."
— Sex and the City
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— Sex and the City
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"Forget about all the reasons why something may not work. You only need to find one good reason why it will."
— Dr. Robert Anthony
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— Dr. Robert Anthony
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Friday, December 18, 2009
214
Sup peeps. I'm back. I should be posting pics and stuff about the trip tmr or something. Now very sian. And chionging blogs and facebook. Ok a fair warning before going to china for extended periods of time. Either set some auto blog thing to post at a specific time or update alot alot. or go there and get something called a proxy server to access facebook or blogger. otherwise you gonna die there. btw there also ban youtube. so its like wtf. ok i should stop. later kena assasinated or something haha. woops.
Man it feels good to be back.
Man it feels good to be back.
Friday, November 20, 2009
213
Hey peeps, i'm going off tmr. should be back on the 7th december. so see yall around. keep coming to this blog cuz i've got internet there. and i will be on msn also. so i won't be gone from this world haha. see yall around. have fun. buh bye
212
Words Women Use and What They Really Mean:
Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.
Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it’s an even trade.
Nothing - This means “something”, and you should be on your toes. “Nothing” is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. “Nothing” usually signifies an argument that will last “Five Minutes” and end with “Fine”.
Go Ahead - At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.
Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows) - This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over “Nothing” and will end with the word “Fine”.
Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) - This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care” You will get a “Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by “Nothing” and “Fine” and she will talk to you in about “Five Minutes” when she cools off.
Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over “Nothing”.
Soft Sigh - Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.
That’s Okay - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and in conjunction with a “Raised Eyebrow”.
Please Do - This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay”.
Thanks - A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you’re welcome.
Thanks A Lot - This is much different from “Thanks.” A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh.” Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh,” as she will only tell you “Nothing”. (Via)
Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.
Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it’s an even trade.
Nothing - This means “something”, and you should be on your toes. “Nothing” is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. “Nothing” usually signifies an argument that will last “Five Minutes” and end with “Fine”.
Go Ahead - At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.
Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows) - This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over “Nothing” and will end with the word “Fine”.
Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) - This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care” You will get a “Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by “Nothing” and “Fine” and she will talk to you in about “Five Minutes” when she cools off.
Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over “Nothing”.
Soft Sigh - Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.
That’s Okay - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and in conjunction with a “Raised Eyebrow”.
Please Do - This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay”.
Thanks - A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you’re welcome.
Thanks A Lot - This is much different from “Thanks.” A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh.” Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh,” as she will only tell you “Nothing”. (Via)
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
210
"Sometimes, it’s easier to say that you’re fine instead of having to explain all the reasons why you’re not."
— Littlemiss
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— Littlemiss
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009
208
Sup peeps, nothing much to post about these days, just that training lasts from 1 pm to 6 plus, which screws up the entire afternoon of slack time we could have. damn man
and btw today training finish got this heavy rain, then me, toby, fraser, toon, jz and keejin were like chionging through the rain, damn joke. then got this place outside the school gate like river liddat, walk through the whole foot wet. damn big
anyways tmr is finally a slack day, but i think going out with family, so sorry dudes. next time outing bah haha
btw i leaving on saturday. for 2 fucking weeks. thats damn long. but i think i can go on msn every couple of days or so, so yay
nothing much to post le luh. very sian and emo these days. see ya
and btw today training finish got this heavy rain, then me, toby, fraser, toon, jz and keejin were like chionging through the rain, damn joke. then got this place outside the school gate like river liddat, walk through the whole foot wet. damn big
anyways tmr is finally a slack day, but i think going out with family, so sorry dudes. next time outing bah haha
btw i leaving on saturday. for 2 fucking weeks. thats damn long. but i think i can go on msn every couple of days or so, so yay
nothing much to post le luh. very sian and emo these days. see ya
Sunday, November 15, 2009
207
Ever wondered what life is and what its about? Well now you have an answer :D. Visit this blog often for the new "Life : " column! i should be posting a " Life : " column every few days or so. so stay tuned! today i shall post 2 of them ,
Life : You get so bored during holidays that you decide to start a column about life on your blog.
Life : Mother shouts at you and slams the door, complaining about how much you're using the com, even though you just used about 2 hours of it and its 10.45 pm on a Sunday night during the holidays.
Life : You get so bored during holidays that you decide to start a column about life on your blog.
Life : Mother shouts at you and slams the door, complaining about how much you're using the com, even though you just used about 2 hours of it and its 10.45 pm on a Sunday night during the holidays.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
206
The two hardest things in life are saying hello for the first time and goodbye for the last time- especially when goodbye isn’t what you want. When you lose someone you love, you never get over it. You just get used to it.
(not mine)
(not mine)
205
"In the end, what we regret most are the chances we never took."
— Frasier Crane
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— Frasier Crane
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Friday, November 13, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
198
"Girls are like apples… the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren’t as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree…"
— Pete Wentz
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— Pete Wentz
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Monday, November 9, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
196
Initial Enthusiasm
First we do it, second we don't,
Third, we stop coming to the phone.
Fourth, we close and lock our doors.
Fifth, we don't talk anymore.
We smile, say hi and say goodbye,
We fly, we fall and then we die.
At first we were flying in the sky,
Now we come crashing down, you and I.
We used to be the on top of the world,
Now the same world feels so cold.
We can't buy love but our love is sold,
But money can't buy love, I was told.
I was so happy then, and so were you,
We were together as one, not two.
But I don't know what things that I do,
And the same thing goes for you too.
We were able to talk about everything, this and that.
And we would text till our batteries went flat.
I luv u, n i like dat :)
We would text till our batteries went flat.
I could look to my left and see you there,
I could look to my right and feel you there.
I could know that you would care.
We would make a perfect pair.
At the start, we were shining like the stars,
Our paradise we fantasise was our class.
We were cruising even though we don't have cars.
We were flying hand in hand to Mars.
Sixth, we try to do it but it won't happen.
And we do this seven times a week.
Eighth, we talk but its by accident.
To me, its heaven, but to you its nothing big.
Nine, we do and then we don't.
We go back to what we were before.
Ten, ten, ten, ten...What? We won't.
Because there's no love anymore.
Copyright (c) Chen Wei Heng
First we do it, second we don't,
Third, we stop coming to the phone.
Fourth, we close and lock our doors.
Fifth, we don't talk anymore.
We smile, say hi and say goodbye,
We fly, we fall and then we die.
At first we were flying in the sky,
Now we come crashing down, you and I.
We used to be the on top of the world,
Now the same world feels so cold.
We can't buy love but our love is sold,
But money can't buy love, I was told.
I was so happy then, and so were you,
We were together as one, not two.
But I don't know what things that I do,
And the same thing goes for you too.
We were able to talk about everything, this and that.
And we would text till our batteries went flat.
I luv u, n i like dat :)
We would text till our batteries went flat.
I could look to my left and see you there,
I could look to my right and feel you there.
I could know that you would care.
We would make a perfect pair.
At the start, we were shining like the stars,
Our paradise we fantasise was our class.
We were cruising even though we don't have cars.
We were flying hand in hand to Mars.
Sixth, we try to do it but it won't happen.
And we do this seven times a week.
Eighth, we talk but its by accident.
To me, its heaven, but to you its nothing big.
Nine, we do and then we don't.
We go back to what we were before.
Ten, ten, ten, ten...What? We won't.
Because there's no love anymore.
Copyright (c) Chen Wei Heng
Saturday, November 7, 2009
195
Sup peeps, long time nvr post like this le haha...
nothing interesting these few days, except for training luh, and training damn guailan now eee
saturdays must have 2 consec. trng in a row sia, morning with bernard and afternoon at home u...damn tiring and sian...then i say i very sian then my father hear come guailan me summore -.-
anyways next week most fun.
monday - milo cup
tuesday - sch training
wednesday - milo cup
thursday - sch training
friday - milo cup
saturday - sch training
sunday - milo cup
best.
anyways today training play friendly with njc peeps. and i miss like 3 out of 4 shots from the same place and damn open summore. the only shot i got from there was this floater because i sian of shooting keep miss liaos -.-
lols ion outing is screwed, everyone schedule different, got problems. lets try to work this out
i will end this post with this picture :D mr seow and this tiny bald scout boy who guailan-ed jiajian a year ago at the buona vista mrt haha, ask jiajian for details
nothing interesting these few days, except for training luh, and training damn guailan now eee
saturdays must have 2 consec. trng in a row sia, morning with bernard and afternoon at home u...damn tiring and sian...then i say i very sian then my father hear come guailan me summore -.-
anyways next week most fun.
monday - milo cup
tuesday - sch training
wednesday - milo cup
thursday - sch training
friday - milo cup
saturday - sch training
sunday - milo cup
best.
anyways today training play friendly with njc peeps. and i miss like 3 out of 4 shots from the same place and damn open summore. the only shot i got from there was this floater because i sian of shooting keep miss liaos -.-
lols ion outing is screwed, everyone schedule different, got problems. lets try to work this out
i will end this post with this picture :D mr seow and this tiny bald scout boy who guailan-ed jiajian a year ago at the buona vista mrt haha, ask jiajian for details
Friday, November 6, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
191
Maths tells 3 of the saddest love stories ever.
Tangent lines, once had the chance to meet, then part forever.
Asymptotes, get closer and closer, but never get together.
Parallel lines, were never meant to be together. Yet they have the same gradient.
Tangent lines, once had the chance to meet, then part forever.
Asymptotes, get closer and closer, but never get together.
Parallel lines, were never meant to be together. Yet they have the same gradient.
190
Tell Me What To Feel
If I die, its because of her.
If I cry, its because of her.
And if I lie, its because of her.
And when I fly, its 'cause of her.
Heart-stopping wonder in her smile,
I haven't felt that for a while.
Coldest winter with her back turned.
She lit a fire and my heart got burned.
Should I be sad because she ain't here?
Or should I be happy because she was here.
Should I still smile because I used to?
Or should I stop because I have to.
I felt that I could just run and fly,
Taste this life and happily die,
Listen, trust me, this is true.
It's all because of you.
Tell me, what should I feel now?
When you've been gone for quite a while.
I want to smile because memories remain.
But I want to cry because this makes me insane.
Tear me into two, my heart too.
Because love isn't one, it takes two.
Please, do what you used to do.
So I can feel what it feels with me and you.
I'm torn apart, a broken man.
I've been hurt more than anyone can.
But still, I smile when I see your face.
And I can still feel us when I walk past that place.
Smile, laugh, fall and cry.
Smile, talk, jump and fly.
No one else can make me feel this much.
I can feel everything at your very touch.
So tell me what to feel.
Thanks very much.
P.S. I think this is damn lousy. Couldn't concentrate properly tonight,
Copyright (c) Chen Wei Heng
If I die, its because of her.
If I cry, its because of her.
And if I lie, its because of her.
And when I fly, its 'cause of her.
Heart-stopping wonder in her smile,
I haven't felt that for a while.
Coldest winter with her back turned.
She lit a fire and my heart got burned.
Should I be sad because she ain't here?
Or should I be happy because she was here.
Should I still smile because I used to?
Or should I stop because I have to.
I felt that I could just run and fly,
Taste this life and happily die,
Listen, trust me, this is true.
It's all because of you.
Tell me, what should I feel now?
When you've been gone for quite a while.
I want to smile because memories remain.
But I want to cry because this makes me insane.
Tear me into two, my heart too.
Because love isn't one, it takes two.
Please, do what you used to do.
So I can feel what it feels with me and you.
I'm torn apart, a broken man.
I've been hurt more than anyone can.
But still, I smile when I see your face.
And I can still feel us when I walk past that place.
Smile, laugh, fall and cry.
Smile, talk, jump and fly.
No one else can make me feel this much.
I can feel everything at your very touch.
So tell me what to feel.
Thanks very much.
P.S. I think this is damn lousy. Couldn't concentrate properly tonight,
Copyright (c) Chen Wei Heng
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
186
Hey guys, i'm sorry for not posting shits about my life now. because everyday very boring and all the same. just school, training and crap that life throws at us.
but all the quotes and songs and lyrics and poems i post here all reflect what's happening in my life right now, so feel free to interpret haha
anyways i should be trying to post things about life soon, when things happen, so do stay tuned
also, i may be starting another blog plainly on photography, entertainment and music and fashion stuff, for leisure. i will keep you guys updated on the new blog.
should be making it soon.
see ya , and dun get bored to death in this period of time haha
but all the quotes and songs and lyrics and poems i post here all reflect what's happening in my life right now, so feel free to interpret haha
anyways i should be trying to post things about life soon, when things happen, so do stay tuned
also, i may be starting another blog plainly on photography, entertainment and music and fashion stuff, for leisure. i will keep you guys updated on the new blog.
should be making it soon.
see ya , and dun get bored to death in this period of time haha
Friday, October 30, 2009
185
"To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful."
— Bess Myerson
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— Bess Myerson
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
184
"A stupid mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won’t hurt you again."
— Unknown
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— Unknown
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
183
"I can’t help but remember everything. I mean, you see somebody and you think about all they’ve ever said and done. The good and the bad. It all comes back to you, and it feels so right and hurts so bad all at once."
— Unknown
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— Unknown
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
182
So what if everything, and I mean everything, falls apart?
Friends, grades, family, love...everything which make up your life.
You lose interest in what used to be your favourite things.
You lose out to everyone else in everything.
You lose, to life.
Ah fun. Coincidences are merely coincidences.
There's no such thing as fate or love or crap like that.
No, life don't offer you anything, you get them yourself.
But what if you give your best, and get nothing in return?
Absolutely.
Nothing.
At.
All.
Is this what it means to be human?
I'm not complaining.
Just thinking.
What can be done to make this all better?
Disappear.
Coincidences are merely coincidences.
Love? What is that?
Teach me how to smile again.
True friends can be so hard to find.
Oh I'd like to learn how to make it better. But it betrays our conscience.
My conscience.
What's the point of memories if they can't continue?
What's the point of hard work if you don't get anything?
Taken for granted.
I'd like to see you smile.
I'd like to see your smile.
Ah.
So we live life like a routine.
Nothing interesting.
Repetition.
Repetition.
Repetition.
...
So we keep going.
Keep counting.
Let memories fade to dust.
We move on.
Oh wait, you move on.
Yeah right.
What a joke.
Cruel joke.
Life.
Being too nice never brings you anything.
It hurts.
Burns.
Drains.
Makes you pay.
So does money matter now?
Love.
What is that? Can you teach me?
Friends.
Define them.
Smiles.
I have forgot how to do that.
Grades.
Fuck.
No.
We do things we don't like.
Because we're forced to.
Never get what we want.
Need.
Lower expectations.
Get less.
Raise hopes.
Get nothing.
Get hurt.
Get hit.
Pain.
Ouch.
Ah.
Oh, nothing matters anymore.
Coincidences?
Yeah.
Fate?
Fuck that.
Love?
I need a dictionary.
You are my dictionary.
Teach me how it feels to live again.
Breathe again.
Even though you take my breath away.
Oh wait.
Sweet talk.
Dosen't work for me.
Might for someone else though.
Why me Josh?
Ah. See what the school does to us?
Why me?
Haha...
We type that so often, it loses its meaning.
Laugh.
Smile.
Teach me how to smile. Please?
Down to three.
Ah desperately holding on.
What's the point?
There's nothing you can do.
Like you said.
So I blame it on myself.
Myself.
Me.
Walk alone.
Meet my friend, his name is My Shadow.
Friend.
Define it.
Love.
Find it.
Wait.
Teach me.
Love?
No, it dosen't exist.
Nope.
No.
I miss you.
Wait, more like.
I missed you.
Homies?
No more.
Go back to my prison.
Walk alone.
Ah fun.
Ah fun.
Ah fun.
There's no such thing as fate.
All that love bullshit.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong anywhere.
Love?
What's that? o.o
Oh, so everything starts to fall apart.
And I mean everything.
Friends, grades, family, love...everything which make up your life.
You lose interest in what used to be your favourite things.
You lose out to everyone else in everything.
You lose, to life.
Ah fun. Coincidences are merely coincidences.
There's no such thing as fate or love or crap like that.
No, life don't offer you anything, you get them yourself.
But what if you give your best, and get nothing in return?
Absolutely.
Nothing.
At.
All.
Is this what it means to be human?
I'm not complaining.
Just thinking.
What can be done to make this all better?
Disappear.
Coincidences are merely coincidences.
Love? What is that?
Teach me how to smile again.
True friends can be so hard to find.
Oh I'd like to learn how to make it better. But it betrays our conscience.
My conscience.
What's the point of memories if they can't continue?
What's the point of hard work if you don't get anything?
Taken for granted.
I'd like to see you smile.
I'd like to see your smile.
Ah.
So we live life like a routine.
Nothing interesting.
Repetition.
Repetition.
Repetition.
...
So we keep going.
Keep counting.
Let memories fade to dust.
We move on.
Oh wait, you move on.
Yeah right.
What a joke.
Cruel joke.
Life.
Being too nice never brings you anything.
It hurts.
Burns.
Drains.
Makes you pay.
So does money matter now?
Love.
What is that? Can you teach me?
Friends.
Define them.
Smiles.
I have forgot how to do that.
Grades.
Fuck.
No.
We do things we don't like.
Because we're forced to.
Never get what we want.
Need.
Lower expectations.
Get less.
Raise hopes.
Get nothing.
Get hurt.
Get hit.
Pain.
Ouch.
Ah.
Oh, nothing matters anymore.
Coincidences?
Yeah.
Fate?
Fuck that.
Love?
I need a dictionary.
You are my dictionary.
Teach me how it feels to live again.
Breathe again.
Even though you take my breath away.
Oh wait.
Sweet talk.
Dosen't work for me.
Might for someone else though.
Why me Josh?
Ah. See what the school does to us?
Why me?
Haha...
We type that so often, it loses its meaning.
Laugh.
Smile.
Teach me how to smile. Please?
Down to three.
Ah desperately holding on.
What's the point?
There's nothing you can do.
Like you said.
So I blame it on myself.
Myself.
Me.
Walk alone.
Meet my friend, his name is My Shadow.
Friend.
Define it.
Love.
Find it.
Wait.
Teach me.
Love?
No, it dosen't exist.
Nope.
No.
I miss you.
Wait, more like.
I missed you.
Homies?
No more.
Go back to my prison.
Walk alone.
Ah fun.
Ah fun.
Ah fun.
There's no such thing as fate.
All that love bullshit.
I don't belong here.
I don't belong anywhere.
Love?
What's that? o.o
Oh, so everything starts to fall apart.
And I mean everything.
Monday, October 26, 2009
180
Sometimes its best not to try to predict the future.
It may just come true.
No one's to blame but myself.
It may just come true.
No one's to blame but myself.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
179
Trey Songz - Can't Help But Wait
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Can't Help But Wait
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I see you, you're with him
He ain't right but you don't trip
You stand by, while he lies
Then turn right 'round and forgive
I can't take to see your face, with those tears run down your cheeks
But what can I do
I gotta stay true
'Cause deep down I'm still a G
And I don't wanna come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can
Girl I can't help but wait
'Til you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
'Til you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
'Til you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait
Listen, it ain't fresh to just let him call the shots
You're a queen, you should be, getting all that someone's got
You should be rocking the latest in purses, bracelets, and watches, your worth
Much more than an occasional "I love you"
I'm thinking of you
And I don't wanna come between you and your man (No)
Even though I know I treat you better than he can
Girl I can't help but wait
'Til you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
'Til you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
'Til you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait
Get it together
You can do better
See-ers believers
And I see what you need so
I'm gone play my position
Let you catch what you've been missin'
I'm calling out
Girl 'cause I can't help but wait
'Til you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
'Til you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
'Til you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait
Girl I can't help but wait
'Til you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
'Til you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
'Til you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait
Oh - can't help but wait, babe
No-no-no-no-no-no
I can't help but wait
Oh-oh-oh, can't help but wait
No, no, no
178
"Love is a force more formidable than any other. It is invisible- it cannot be seen or measured- yet is powerful enough to transform you in a moment, and offer you more joy than any material possession ever could."
— Barbara De Angelis
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— Barbara De Angelis
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Saturday, October 24, 2009
177
"If it is important enough to you, you will find a way. If it is not, you will find an excuse."
— Unknown
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— Unknown
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Friday, October 23, 2009
174
"Love is a two-sided issue: Just as it can give one the greatest ecstasy, it can cause one the greatest pain. Yet most of us are willing to take the risk."
— Kahlil Gibran
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— Kahlil Gibran
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
173
"You can’t do this. You can’t put one relationship on hold for another. It’s like a call waiting… you leave one person on hold long enough, and they are gonna hang up."
— Unknown
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— Unknown
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
170
If I really have to lose, I will lose with a smile.
If I really have to fail, I will fail it in style.
If I really have to fail, I will fail it in style.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
169
"The truth is, everyone you meet will hurt you at one point or another. You just need to decide who is worth the pain."
— Unknown
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— Unknown
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Saturday, October 17, 2009
167
"They give their hearts to each other unconditionally… That’s what true love really is. It’s not this fairy tale life that never knows pain, but it’s two souls facing it together and diminishing it with unconditional love."
— One Tree Hill
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— One Tree Hill
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Friday, October 16, 2009
166
Wasting Time
Why am I looking at the clock,
When I already know my time has run out?
How could it be that we let our thoughts,
Waste away in those seconds, tick tock?
So I let myself sit down here alone,
My hands are frozen but my heart reaches for my phone.
What would I make of myself by making that call?
Because we both know its far too late now.
Hey I'm sorry that I have wasted your time.
I know that wack idiots like me had no right.
I can see when I came in from the right, you moved to the left.
That you had no more thoughts of you and me left.
I'm sorry that I have wasted your time.
Because you're a million dollar bill, not a dime.
So this poor dude's wallet's empty now.
Just like his heart.
Ouch.
I'm sorry this boy had no right.
Because some other man had both sides.
I could only talk to you in the day,
While he held you in the night.
All the time you wasted on me.
All of the things that you could be.
All his wonders that you could've seen.
I'm sorry I'm just a beggar, not a king.
Wasting time is my niche,
I guess for that you can call me a bitch.
Because I'm unworthy for those beautiful eyes of yours.
Even when I knock, you don't have to open the door.
So we let our memories fade to dust.
Like sand through a broken hourglass.
So I can never see your beautiful face...
Wait wait wait! Were there even memories in the first place?
Copyright (c) Chen Wei Heng
Why am I looking at the clock,
When I already know my time has run out?
How could it be that we let our thoughts,
Waste away in those seconds, tick tock?
So I let myself sit down here alone,
My hands are frozen but my heart reaches for my phone.
What would I make of myself by making that call?
Because we both know its far too late now.
Hey I'm sorry that I have wasted your time.
I know that wack idiots like me had no right.
I can see when I came in from the right, you moved to the left.
That you had no more thoughts of you and me left.
I'm sorry that I have wasted your time.
Because you're a million dollar bill, not a dime.
So this poor dude's wallet's empty now.
Just like his heart.
Ouch.
I'm sorry this boy had no right.
Because some other man had both sides.
I could only talk to you in the day,
While he held you in the night.
All the time you wasted on me.
All of the things that you could be.
All his wonders that you could've seen.
I'm sorry I'm just a beggar, not a king.
Wasting time is my niche,
I guess for that you can call me a bitch.
Because I'm unworthy for those beautiful eyes of yours.
Even when I knock, you don't have to open the door.
So we let our memories fade to dust.
Like sand through a broken hourglass.
So I can never see your beautiful face...
Wait wait wait! Were there even memories in the first place?
Copyright (c) Chen Wei Heng
Thursday, October 15, 2009
164
"The sooner you realize things will never be the same again, the sooner you can move on."
- The O.C.
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- The O.C.
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163
I'm like so breaking the "not posting during EOYs" thing ... haha
anyways 3 papers down. left 5 more... and tmr and tuesday is kinda screwed. only got half an hour break in between the 2 papers. screw them lols... on the first day in between the 2 LA papers got 1 hour break. then now half hour only... -.-
anyways jiayous for studying luh. tonight chiong lots and tmr after the exams slack a bit and can slack also during the long weekend haha.
jiayous and good luck for the coming papers :)
anyways 3 papers down. left 5 more... and tmr and tuesday is kinda screwed. only got half an hour break in between the 2 papers. screw them lols... on the first day in between the 2 LA papers got 1 hour break. then now half hour only... -.-
anyways jiayous for studying luh. tonight chiong lots and tmr after the exams slack a bit and can slack also during the long weekend haha.
jiayous and good luck for the coming papers :)
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
162
When I'm Gone
We say goodbye, but don't really mean it.
We say see you later, but do we really do it?
When you're gone, I'll do anything to find you.
But when I'm gone, what will you bother to do?
When I'm here, I didn't change anything.
I didn't make you better, I just complicate things.
I'm sorry I didn't make things better.
I guess its just my screwed up nature.
There's this painful feeling in my heart,
Which I feel everytime we are apart.
But I think you're smiling in the dark,
Because I'm not there to screw things up.
There's no need to tell me the wrongs I do,
Because I know its my mistake for loving you.
But it's just so clear to me,
You're the only person I can see.
Tell me again why did you have to make me live for you.
Tell me please why did you have to do what you do.
Because thats just what I want to know.
But you're busy with someone else, so...
I should get the hell outta your life,
And let you be free to be another man's future wife.
So if you're feeling angry or sad just play this song.
Because you'll be happier when I'm gone.
Copyright (c) Chen Wei Heng
We say goodbye, but don't really mean it.
We say see you later, but do we really do it?
When you're gone, I'll do anything to find you.
But when I'm gone, what will you bother to do?
When I'm here, I didn't change anything.
I didn't make you better, I just complicate things.
I'm sorry I didn't make things better.
I guess its just my screwed up nature.
There's this painful feeling in my heart,
Which I feel everytime we are apart.
But I think you're smiling in the dark,
Because I'm not there to screw things up.
There's no need to tell me the wrongs I do,
Because I know its my mistake for loving you.
But it's just so clear to me,
You're the only person I can see.
Tell me again why did you have to make me live for you.
Tell me please why did you have to do what you do.
Because thats just what I want to know.
But you're busy with someone else, so...
I should get the hell outta your life,
And let you be free to be another man's future wife.
So if you're feeling angry or sad just play this song.
Because you'll be happier when I'm gone.
Copyright (c) Chen Wei Heng
161
"I know you think of me as just a friend, and that crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you’d ever consider. But I have to say it… I can’t stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can’t look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can’t talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are."
- Chasing Amy
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- Chasing Amy
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
160
"Infatuation is when you find somebody who is absolutely perfect. Love is when you realize that they aren’t and it doesn’t matter." - Unknown
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Monday, October 12, 2009
159
"Finding someone isn’t about trying to transform yourself into the perfect image of what you think they want. It’s about being exactly who you are and then finding a person who appreciates that."
— Unknown
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— Unknown
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Sunday, October 11, 2009
158
...
I'll go by myself, just get me a drink.
A shirt and a hoodie and a fresh pair of jeans.
Ima take a walk in this city, nope, no phone.
And show myself some magic of being alone.
I'll go by myself, just get me a drink.
A shirt and a hoodie and a fresh pair of jeans.
Ima take a walk in this city, nope, no phone.
And show myself some magic of being alone.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
157
Wassup yall. 300 views. thanks for coming to this blog :D keep coming haha.
btw jiayous for eoys :D i shouldnt be posting until eoys are over bah, need to go chiong study shitz..haha
jiayous, and good luck.
btw jiayous for eoys :D i shouldnt be posting until eoys are over bah, need to go chiong study shitz..haha
jiayous, and good luck.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
156
I Don't Know
You tellin' me all this crap?
Wait, you ain't tellin' me all these crap.
I can't and I won't take it back.
Because you won't let me do that.
I don't know why I had to do that to you.
I don't know what hell of a shit did I do.
I don't know if you've been reading me through.
But what I know is that I was a fool.
Oh, you think its fun? Check this out.
This painful exterior shadows my doubt.
I'm being whipped but I won't shout.
Because I have no other route.
I don't know if you're playing my heart.
I don't know if they are giving a fuck.
I don't know if I still have a heart.
But what I know is that he played a part.
Ah, still don't feel me? Come this way.
Hear a little of what I gotta say.
Give me your heart and let me play.
Oops I dropped it, but I don't care anyway.
I don't know if you feel the pain,
I don't know what you have to gain.
I don't know if you feel the same.
But instead of the sun you gave me the rain.
I don't know if you know what I said.
But I do know I'd be better off dead.
Do you love me? IDK.
But it wouldn't happen anyway.
You don't tell me no shit, so I don't know.
If you're playing me, keep it on the low.
If you're saying me, please don't let it show.
'Cause my heart can't take it anymore.
Copyright (c) Chen Wei Heng
You tellin' me all this crap?
Wait, you ain't tellin' me all these crap.
I can't and I won't take it back.
Because you won't let me do that.
I don't know why I had to do that to you.
I don't know what hell of a shit did I do.
I don't know if you've been reading me through.
But what I know is that I was a fool.
Oh, you think its fun? Check this out.
This painful exterior shadows my doubt.
I'm being whipped but I won't shout.
Because I have no other route.
I don't know if you're playing my heart.
I don't know if they are giving a fuck.
I don't know if I still have a heart.
But what I know is that he played a part.
Ah, still don't feel me? Come this way.
Hear a little of what I gotta say.
Give me your heart and let me play.
Oops I dropped it, but I don't care anyway.
I don't know if you feel the pain,
I don't know what you have to gain.
I don't know if you feel the same.
But instead of the sun you gave me the rain.
I don't know if you know what I said.
But I do know I'd be better off dead.
Do you love me? IDK.
But it wouldn't happen anyway.
You don't tell me no shit, so I don't know.
If you're playing me, keep it on the low.
If you're saying me, please don't let it show.
'Cause my heart can't take it anymore.
Copyright (c) Chen Wei Heng
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
155
"If there's no love, make some."
"Falling hurts. So why fall in love?"
This is what happens when you're supposed to be studying but you're bored.
This is what happens when you're supposed to be doing work, but you're not.
Haha. Those quotes are by me.
Woo EOYs coming in 5 days, and I'm still posting. Ah I'm slacking too much. Somebody save me.
Anyways Jiajian came up with a nice analogy for this situation.
"Your situation is like doing a very tough test. You write essays, do equations, analyse passages and much more. This test is very difficult and you have given and written a lot. But you get no marks for it. Its a zero. NO MARK IS LEFT. But what's more. You only get the results by MAIL, its not a personal delivery. No. Somebody else does it."
Credits to Jiajian
Why?
"Falling hurts. So why fall in love?"
This is what happens when you're supposed to be studying but you're bored.
This is what happens when you're supposed to be doing work, but you're not.
Haha. Those quotes are by me.
Woo EOYs coming in 5 days, and I'm still posting. Ah I'm slacking too much. Somebody save me.
Anyways Jiajian came up with a nice analogy for this situation.
"Your situation is like doing a very tough test. You write essays, do equations, analyse passages and much more. This test is very difficult and you have given and written a lot. But you get no marks for it. Its a zero. NO MARK IS LEFT. But what's more. You only get the results by MAIL, its not a personal delivery. No. Somebody else does it."
Credits to Jiajian
Why?
Monday, October 5, 2009
154
"Love is unconditional, relationships are not."
— Grant Gudmundson
"Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love."
— Erich Fromm
"It’s so easy, to think about love, to talk about love, to wish for love, but it’s not always easy, to recognize love, even when we hold it… in our hands."
— Jaka
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— Grant Gudmundson
"Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love."
— Erich Fromm
"It’s so easy, to think about love, to talk about love, to wish for love, but it’s not always easy, to recognize love, even when we hold it… in our hands."
— Jaka
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Friday, October 2, 2009
153
Am I Still The One
Daniel Powter
I don't get much from heros
I don't give them much thought
I crumble under pressure, made of steel I’m not
I don't like my reflection
I don't like what I see
I'm scared of my shadow, it cast this doubt on me
But am I still the one?
Am I still the one?
Am I still the one?
I was standing in your shadow just to understand your pain.
But when I needed you the most you looked the other way.
I wanted you to comfort me the moment we begun.
I loved you through your nothingness. Am I still the one?
You’re coming through the windows.
You’re crawling through the floor.
You sent the spies to find me.
Now they’re kicking down my door.
But am I still the one?
Am I still the one?
Am I still the one?
I was standing in your shadow just to understand your pain.
But when I needed you the most you looked the other way.
There’s nothing left but emptiness it’s all been said and done.
I know you want me to believe that I’m still the one.
So long to the angels.
You got me on the run.
Tell me that you’ll never leave me again, and you're sorry.
Tell me that you'll never leave me again, now you're sorry.
(All these lovers)
tell me that you'll never leave me again, sorry.
tell me that you'll never leave me again, sorry.
(All these lovers)
Tell me that you'll never leave me again, sorry.
Tell me that you'll never leave me again.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
152
Angel of The Northern Lights
I'd like to make myself believe,
That you are not what you seem to be.
It must have been a long fall from heaven for you,
And you chose to land right in front of me.
Tell me why, why did you have to,
Change me from the person that I used to be.
I'm very afraid to lose you 'cause,
Nothing as good as you will happen to me again,
You're the one in a million gifts in all,
But comes with you a note which says "pain."
An angel is as an angel does,
You lit up my life with a thousand stars.
You reached out to me from afar,
And gave me a love-filled candy bar.
I have never seen your beauty shine so bright,
Just like a show of northern lights.
I want to reach out to you in the sky,
But you chose to watch me die.
You ran to the left when I went to the right.
You would hide in the day while I walked the night.
I'd never see a jewel this bright again,
But this very same jewel drives me insane.
You would run from me and into the night,
Beautiful angel of the northern lights,
When you said no, you broke my heart.
So I know you're nice to see, but not to touch.
Copyright (c) Chen Wei Heng
I'd like to make myself believe,
That you are not what you seem to be.
It must have been a long fall from heaven for you,
And you chose to land right in front of me.
Tell me why, why did you have to,
Change me from the person that I used to be.
I'm very afraid to lose you 'cause,
Nothing as good as you will happen to me again,
You're the one in a million gifts in all,
But comes with you a note which says "pain."
An angel is as an angel does,
You lit up my life with a thousand stars.
You reached out to me from afar,
And gave me a love-filled candy bar.
I have never seen your beauty shine so bright,
Just like a show of northern lights.
I want to reach out to you in the sky,
But you chose to watch me die.
You ran to the left when I went to the right.
You would hide in the day while I walked the night.
I'd never see a jewel this bright again,
But this very same jewel drives me insane.
You would run from me and into the night,
Beautiful angel of the northern lights,
When you said no, you broke my heart.
So I know you're nice to see, but not to touch.
Copyright (c) Chen Wei Heng
Friday, September 25, 2009
151
Random Love Shit
Oops. You dropped my heart and now its shattered into pieces. :) No worries, I will pick them up myself. Ah. Many pieces are missing, but don't worry about it. I will find them myself :) . Go on, I don't blame you for breaking my heart :) . Because in fact, you did not even do anything at all. Maybe my heart is too unworthy for your hands, you had to ask someone else to come do the job. But haha, I also don't want your hands to get dirtied. I know I am only a piece of dirt in your eyes, but will you let me try again if I polish myself until I'm a diamond? Probably not. Why give diamonds to a diamond? You deserve much better. All the best :)
Oops. You dropped my heart and now its shattered into pieces. :) No worries, I will pick them up myself. Ah. Many pieces are missing, but don't worry about it. I will find them myself :) . Go on, I don't blame you for breaking my heart :) . Because in fact, you did not even do anything at all. Maybe my heart is too unworthy for your hands, you had to ask someone else to come do the job. But haha, I also don't want your hands to get dirtied. I know I am only a piece of dirt in your eyes, but will you let me try again if I polish myself until I'm a diamond? Probably not. Why give diamonds to a diamond? You deserve much better. All the best :)
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
148
Hey yos wassup yall. I'm just gonna list my end of year holiday plans here so i won't forget them haha. i know theres this klp subway outing ystd after mooncake festival and details about mooncake festival but i wont post about it tonight, i just wanna list down those plans because i just remembered all of them and i dun wanna forget those
and because of jiajian's influence, i have mindlessly produced many acronyms for these plans, even if they make no sense, screw you jj -.-
1. PPP = professional physical practice (this should be professional physical training, but i just put the extra p to make it more nice...)
this is about my parents training me the way they were trained, cuz i wanna get the full marks for napha next year, so i gotta buck on on the physical side of training
2. PP = Project Photography
this is about me investing in a good camera and experimenting with photographs and stuff, because its really cool and inspiring, besides putting my thoughts down in words like poems and lovestuffs, now i have an additional route which is photos
3. P = Purchase
this is about me actually buying some stuffs with the money i have saved, and those are not yugioh cards of some games for my psp or stuff like last time, those are too old-school. I'm gonna invest in some shit like photoshop or video converter things, because i wanna make sure my potential phone (sony ericsson aino) is loaded with entertainment by the middle of the holidays. and that means tons of music and videos
4. Wardrobe Revolution
this is about me researching and checking out stuffs about fashion online, and trying to match them with my existing clothes, OR investing just a liil bit of money on some stuffs which i can get easily to fit those styles, and i'm also gonna try to find a style which suits me, and the reason why i'm getting steadily more obsessed with dressing because. Dress for Success, simple as that
5. Self-Improvement
this is quite simple to understand. just look at the title. i'm gonna be back changed and improved for the better next year. look out for me
ok i guess thats about it, and i should be posting regularly during the holidays about stuffs, so stay tuned.
but now's not even EOY yet haha. anyways, during this mug period, i should be posting less often, but don't stop coming here haha, i will post some stuffs occasionally. and rmb to tag
see ya
and because of jiajian's influence, i have mindlessly produced many acronyms for these plans, even if they make no sense, screw you jj -.-
1. PPP = professional physical practice (this should be professional physical training, but i just put the extra p to make it more nice...)
this is about my parents training me the way they were trained, cuz i wanna get the full marks for napha next year, so i gotta buck on on the physical side of training
2. PP = Project Photography
this is about me investing in a good camera and experimenting with photographs and stuff, because its really cool and inspiring, besides putting my thoughts down in words like poems and lovestuffs, now i have an additional route which is photos
3. P = Purchase
this is about me actually buying some stuffs with the money i have saved, and those are not yugioh cards of some games for my psp or stuff like last time, those are too old-school. I'm gonna invest in some shit like photoshop or video converter things, because i wanna make sure my potential phone (sony ericsson aino) is loaded with entertainment by the middle of the holidays. and that means tons of music and videos
4. Wardrobe Revolution
this is about me researching and checking out stuffs about fashion online, and trying to match them with my existing clothes, OR investing just a liil bit of money on some stuffs which i can get easily to fit those styles, and i'm also gonna try to find a style which suits me, and the reason why i'm getting steadily more obsessed with dressing because. Dress for Success, simple as that
5. Self-Improvement
this is quite simple to understand. just look at the title. i'm gonna be back changed and improved for the better next year. look out for me
ok i guess thats about it, and i should be posting regularly during the holidays about stuffs, so stay tuned.
but now's not even EOY yet haha. anyways, during this mug period, i should be posting less often, but don't stop coming here haha, i will post some stuffs occasionally. and rmb to tag
see ya
Thursday, September 17, 2009
147
When someone breaks your heart, it teaches you that loving someone does not always mean that the person will love you back. But don’t turn your back on love, because when you find the right person, the joy that one person brings you will make up for all of your past hurts. Times a thousand fold.
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Monday, September 14, 2009
146
Go On Girl
Ne-Yo
I can't get it back, but
I don't want it back, I
Realized that,
She don't know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No I'm not dense
I just had a slight lack of common sense
I was the good guy
She was the bad girl
I'm thinking one girl
She thinking me, Earl, James and Jimmy
Yep she had plenty
But love for me, she didn't have any
I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Wont take long for me to move on
Please don't worry bout me I'm fine(Please don't worry bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That I'll be OK
Go on girl(Go on girl)
Go on girl(Go on girl)
Go on girl
I can't get it back, but
I don't want it back, I
Realized that,
She don't know how to act
Tried to settle down and look what I get
Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
I'm in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriends
Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man, I was open
I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Wont take long for me to move on
Please don't worry bout me I'm fine(Please don't worry bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That I'll be OK
Go on girl(Go on girl)
Go on girl(Go on girl)
Go on girl
The mistake I made is clear
(we never should've been together)
Thats the reason you're not here
(I know that I can do much better)
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my ches
tBaby I'm feeling no stress
I'm too fly to be depressed
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Please don't worry bout me I'm fine
(Please don't worry bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time
(Only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say
That I'll be OK
Go on girl(Go on girl)
Go on girl(Go on girl)
Go on girl...
Haha...this song's for you, but thing is, are you even pretending to worry about me?
Saturday, September 12, 2009
145
When you told me to have sweet dreams, you probably didn't mean it, but I did have sweet dreams that night.
When you didn't, you probably meant it, so I did see you in my nightmares that night.
When you didn't, you probably meant it, so I did see you in my nightmares that night.
144
hey yos. just wanna drop by here to thank yall for coming to this blog. 200 views already! haha. i know it ain't nothing much compared to other peeps' blogs because stuff here aint that interesting, haha but i'm trying to make it more interesting so more peeps would come here. btw try to tag more heheh, in case you dunno the navigations are in the "kanye in the house" words on top, just click on them to go to archives, profile or tagboard. SO GO AND TAG NOW :D
ah holidays ending soon, jiayous for all the last minute work chionging and stuff, but mind you many things can go school copy de, so don't stress yourself out too much hehe
and btw, don't be me, a member of slackers united, because we are always busy. busy slacking, that is.
see ya
ah holidays ending soon, jiayous for all the last minute work chionging and stuff, but mind you many things can go school copy de, so don't stress yourself out too much hehe
and btw, don't be me, a member of slackers united, because we are always busy. busy slacking, that is.
see ya
Friday, September 11, 2009
143
Wassup peeps, just a short post haha.
Today went to KLP to study......ok change that to slack. Instead of studying or doing work, me, jj, ant and hweepin went to arcade and bowled, 3 damn games sia. anyways is use my class fund money, so its ok :D dun worry peeps, the money you give to the class fund is going to good use, VERY good use indeed.
anyways just slack alot luh, and i talked with jiajian for 15 mins on the phone today, and it drained my batt to left one bar. at first got 5 bars out of 6, then drop to 1. siala noob phone
at least i changing phone soon, and sony ericsson aino looks promising haha, go check it out online
Sony Ericsson Aino
haha the screen is touch screen, and it has 8.1 megapixel cam, now thats great. plus bluetooth earphones, and that means no more bothering with wires haha
and plus it is a slide phone, which makes me like it alot, cuz i like touch screen alot and i simply love slide phones, so this is like the 2 combined. sweet
haha thats it for today, see ya guys soon
Today went to KLP to study......ok change that to slack. Instead of studying or doing work, me, jj, ant and hweepin went to arcade and bowled, 3 damn games sia. anyways is use my class fund money, so its ok :D dun worry peeps, the money you give to the class fund is going to good use, VERY good use indeed.
anyways just slack alot luh, and i talked with jiajian for 15 mins on the phone today, and it drained my batt to left one bar. at first got 5 bars out of 6, then drop to 1. siala noob phone
at least i changing phone soon, and sony ericsson aino looks promising haha, go check it out online
Sony Ericsson Aino
haha the screen is touch screen, and it has 8.1 megapixel cam, now thats great. plus bluetooth earphones, and that means no more bothering with wires haha
and plus it is a slide phone, which makes me like it alot, cuz i like touch screen alot and i simply love slide phones, so this is like the 2 combined. sweet
haha thats it for today, see ya guys soon
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
141
hey yos wassup. i just wanna drop by here to show you how guai lan jiajian can be haha
i was doing this note on facebook asking you some questions while you have to answer them with song names while pressing shuffled songs on your phone or music player. so i got some pretty cool or funny or weird answers, but here's one...
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
I'm Missing You - Case (haha i can't link this)
haha i said that i can't link this, but jiajian could
Jiajian : it means that you're missing the person, and what's missing is just the special someone. you just don't have the person. the person is just not there.
wah screw him sia, it hurts me a lot leh...
so will i ever get married? no, i'm missing you.
haha post more next time, but now "holidays" got hell lotta work to do, so wont be that often haha paiseh
see ya
i was doing this note on facebook asking you some questions while you have to answer them with song names while pressing shuffled songs on your phone or music player. so i got some pretty cool or funny or weird answers, but here's one...
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
I'm Missing You - Case (haha i can't link this)
haha i said that i can't link this, but jiajian could
Jiajian : it means that you're missing the person, and what's missing is just the special someone. you just don't have the person. the person is just not there.
wah screw him sia, it hurts me a lot leh...
so will i ever get married? no, i'm missing you.
haha post more next time, but now "holidays" got hell lotta work to do, so wont be that often haha paiseh
see ya
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009
138
So, you're leaving, aren't you'
I knew it when you said just then when you told me you were leaving
That's when I definitely knew
But if you're trying to break my heart
Your plan is flawed from the start
You can't break my heart, it's liquid
It melted when I met you
And as you turn around to leave
Don't' turn back to me
Don't turn around and see if I'm crying
I'm not crying
I'm not crying
It's just been raining on my face
And if you think you see some tear tracks down my cheeks
Please. Pleasee, don't tell my mates
I'm not crying
No, I'm not crying
And if I am crying
It's not because of you
It's because I'm thinking about a friend of mine who you don't know who is dying
That's right, dying
These aren't tears of sadness because you're leaving me
I've just been cutting onions
I'm making a lasagna
For one
Oh, I'm not crying
No
There's just a little bit of dust in my eye
That's from the path that you made when you said your goodbye
I'm not weeping because you won't be here to hold my hand
For your information there's an inflammation in my tear gland
I'm not upset because you left me this way
My eyes are just a little sweaty today
They've been looking around
They're like searching for you
They've been looking for you
Even though I told them not to
These aren't tears of sadness
They're tears of joy
I'm just laughing
Ha ha ha-ha ha
I'm sitting at this table called love
Staring down at the irony of life
How come we've reached this fork in the road
And yet it cuts like a knife
I'm not crying
I'm not crying
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
136
Yos peeps. Just wanna drop by here for a break from studying and drop a few quotes which I had recorded or I had thought of myself recently.
Those quotes without any names given are made by me. Others will be credited.
About what to wear on teacher's day...
"Wear something fun, because Mr S**w wants to play with it."
Ching Ying
About Jiajian's statement of wanting to screw Zhangxin...
"Why do you want to screw Zhangxin, if you already want to screw SOTA girl?"
Ching Ying
During Physics lesson...
Me : "I don't like physics."
Ching Ying : "No no, its just Mr S**w."
Ching Ying can make interesting quotes lols.
the next few are by me
"Promises are easy to make if you know you're going to break them."
"It hurts me to see you together with someone else. But it makes me happy to see you smiling with that person."
"You lied when you said you did not know what to do. You already knew what to do. It was only a matter of time."
Haha so this is what boring lessons in school has made me create.
Also, I have found new inspirations for writing during those boring lessons too.
My So Called Life
When I'm Gone
Stay tuned to this blog haha, see ya
Those quotes without any names given are made by me. Others will be credited.
About what to wear on teacher's day...
"Wear something fun, because Mr S**w wants to play with it."
Ching Ying
About Jiajian's statement of wanting to screw Zhangxin...
"Why do you want to screw Zhangxin, if you already want to screw SOTA girl?"
Ching Ying
During Physics lesson...
Me : "I don't like physics."
Ching Ying : "No no, its just Mr S**w."
Ching Ying can make interesting quotes lols.
the next few are by me
"Promises are easy to make if you know you're going to break them."
"It hurts me to see you together with someone else. But it makes me happy to see you smiling with that person."
"You lied when you said you did not know what to do. You already knew what to do. It was only a matter of time."
Haha so this is what boring lessons in school has made me create.
Also, I have found new inspirations for writing during those boring lessons too.
My So Called Life
When I'm Gone
I, You and Him
I Don't Know
Wait, Wait
Favourite Mistake
Stay tuned to this blog haha, see ya
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
135
Yo wassup peeps. I know today is supposed to be a mugging day but somehow I don't care about doing work anymore.
Somehow I'm feeling a change in me, I'm no longer putting in effort in my work as compared to first sem, and everything is kinda dropping now and i'm starting to hand in more and more late and lousy work recently. screw
i'm supposed to get more than 3 gpa this year, at this rate i'm going its prolly gonna stay at 2.8, damn
ah screw, i seem to have changed a lot in the past couple of months i think...
HAHA ok enough of this deep-emo shit, and enough grades talk to last us for liftetimes
yall should go check out the song Forever by Drake ft Kanye West, Lil Wayne and Eminem, its a smoking hot song and it has great guest artists
btw Jay-Z's new album, The Blueprint 3, should be dropping on september 11th, so yall stay tuned to itunes
anyways I was just regretting this afternoon for not being a fan of kanye earlier, because kanye had only came to concert on his Glow In The Dark tour in october last year, if only i had known more of him last year, i would definitely have went for that concert. damn man, hope he comes soon, and its rumoured that he wants to tour with lady gaga, haha thats hot man
anyways kanye's got this new book, its called Thank You and You're Welcome, and its like a collection of quotes about life and stuff, and its quite inspirational
To most people, the saying "to use someone", carries a negative connotation. But, I don't see it that way. To 'mis' use, 'over' use or 'ab'use someone is negative. To use is necessary. If you can't be used for anything, then you're useless.
Haha this is quite interesting
anyways, i will throw in a quote i made myself today
"To be in love, you have to give love. But love cannot be defined. Nobody knows what love is. So I don't know what to give."
Somehow I'm feeling a change in me, I'm no longer putting in effort in my work as compared to first sem, and everything is kinda dropping now and i'm starting to hand in more and more late and lousy work recently. screw
i'm supposed to get more than 3 gpa this year, at this rate i'm going its prolly gonna stay at 2.8, damn
ah screw, i seem to have changed a lot in the past couple of months i think...
HAHA ok enough of this deep-emo shit, and enough grades talk to last us for liftetimes
yall should go check out the song Forever by Drake ft Kanye West, Lil Wayne and Eminem, its a smoking hot song and it has great guest artists
btw Jay-Z's new album, The Blueprint 3, should be dropping on september 11th, so yall stay tuned to itunes
anyways I was just regretting this afternoon for not being a fan of kanye earlier, because kanye had only came to concert on his Glow In The Dark tour in october last year, if only i had known more of him last year, i would definitely have went for that concert. damn man, hope he comes soon, and its rumoured that he wants to tour with lady gaga, haha thats hot man
anyways kanye's got this new book, its called Thank You and You're Welcome, and its like a collection of quotes about life and stuff, and its quite inspirational
To most people, the saying "to use someone", carries a negative connotation. But, I don't see it that way. To 'mis' use, 'over' use or 'ab'use someone is negative. To use is necessary. If you can't be used for anything, then you're useless.
Haha this is quite interesting
anyways, i will throw in a quote i made myself today
"To be in love, you have to give love. But love cannot be defined. Nobody knows what love is. So I don't know what to give."
Monday, August 31, 2009
134
A billion mistakes that I had made.
A million people telling me different things.
A thousand regrets that I have.
A hundred reasons to do or not to do.
Tens of hours spent thinking each day.
All of that is just for one, for you.
Haha i got this inspiration somehow. I think i'm doing too much maths damn
Btw sentosa was pretty fun, but due to my life i had to leave early, as usual, i shall elaborate and explain next time
teacher's day was pretty ok, and 2 straw hats for $5 at the mamashop is a cool deal
justinn's vest is almost just like the one hard gay wears, and i think i traumatized a few people by imitating hardgay during the potluck session. TRAMAUTIZED HOOOOOOOO~
hmm anyways shall elaborate more next time, its been quite a tiring day
Damn I don't know what to do.
I'm so confused.
Screw the confucius statue dammit
A million people telling me different things.
A thousand regrets that I have.
A hundred reasons to do or not to do.
Tens of hours spent thinking each day.
All of that is just for one, for you.
Haha i got this inspiration somehow. I think i'm doing too much maths damn
Btw sentosa was pretty fun, but due to my life i had to leave early, as usual, i shall elaborate and explain next time
teacher's day was pretty ok, and 2 straw hats for $5 at the mamashop is a cool deal
justinn's vest is almost just like the one hard gay wears, and i think i traumatized a few people by imitating hardgay during the potluck session. TRAMAUTIZED HOOOOOOOO~
hmm anyways shall elaborate more next time, its been quite a tiring day
Damn I don't know what to do.
I'm so confused.
Screw the confucius statue dammit
Saturday, August 29, 2009
133
yo wassup peeps. just wanna update yall on michael jackson. yall should've watched the show just now on channel 5 if yall havent, because it was amazing. the concert songs and dances were fantastic and the crowd was simply o.o ginormous.
and his dances and outfit almost fit perfectly, and that makes him look damn cool
haha anyways nothing much happen these days, but expect me to be posting some more poems or LoveStuffs soon, so stay tuned
see ya
and his dances and outfit almost fit perfectly, and that makes him look damn cool
haha anyways nothing much happen these days, but expect me to be posting some more poems or LoveStuffs soon, so stay tuned
see ya
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
132
LoveStuffs : Mistakes I
First instalment in Mistakes series
Mistakes happen all the time. Everyone makes mistakes. Nothing is perfect, nobody is perfect, no love is perfect.
I don't want to accept that love is selfish, but maybe, just maybe only, thats the fact. Many times, though not always, some of us fail to see how devastating love can be. Okay, maybe you have went through tough periods of love's down times, of course you need the consoling and listening ears of your friends or family, and we often try to get it. Of course, we feel that pain when we are going through that period, but do we actually know how it feels for the other person who gets the same?
Okay, I do agree that at times we feel that we are the centre of the universe. We are trying to do things for ourselves, and we don't want ourselves to get hurt, and we always want to make ourselves better. That is perfectly normal. But what makes one special is that willingness to look at somewhere, or rather someone, other than the mirror.
I agree that putting yourselves into someone else's shoes can be very difficult. You are you, that guy is that guy. However, its not the actual act of stepping into the other's shoes which matters to him/her. Its simply you trying to do so, and he/she seeing or feeling your efforts, which is the real factor in lifting him/her up. You don't have to really do it, you just have to try and look like you're doing it, and that makes all the difference. No one can really feel what the other is feeling. Maybe you can have a rough idea, but never the full high-definition picture.
Even a consoling question or guesture can save a person on the edge. What you can do only takes you a few seconds, and what it means to him/her can last him/her for years. Because we all are only human, and we are not capable of extraordinary things. But we don't need such miracles to happen. A simple thing can change everything.
However, not everyone chooses to do it, and by some it is considered as a mistake. But to that person who makes that "mistake", he/she may not actually feel the magnitude of that action, or rather, no action.
"Sometimes its not what you do which hurts, its what you do not do which does."
or something like that haha. credits to jiajian who so memorably screwed up my recess by dropping a note on my table.
Anyways lets continue. I'm not saying not trying to do something is a mistake. Of course everyone has their reasons. Life is fast paced and it takes a toll on time. People are too busy to even care about themselves, let alone care about others. The thing is, people who receive care and love almost always remember how happy they felt and they will return the favour to their saviour. Same goes for people who receive neglect and pain. They will return the "favour" too.
So think of it this way, just like Mr Seow Swee Hong so memorably told me during an assembly dance performance, "action reaction forces", the same physics principle applies in this aspect of mistakes in love.
Of course we always try to take an easy way out. Don't we all want care and love, and don't want neglect and pain? But we give that neglect and pain to other people and we often do not feel it. But don't worry about it, its just human nature. People do it all the time, and soon we grow accustomed to it. People who received neglect and hate and pain before are many times more as likely to give the same things to someone else than someone who gets love and care. Its easy to say "I hate you", but it is never easy to replace the word "hate" with "love". But rewards only come to those who go the extra mile.
So if he/she is looking or feeling down, don't hesitate to initiate a conversation online, or simply drop him a short and simple one-word text message during the middle of a lesson : "Emoing?" , I'm sure it will mean a lot and go a long, long way.
Its just whether you choose to do it or not.
I want to thank a special someone who really made me think that I was loved and cared for.
I would also like to apologise, because all that crap above about a mistake in love, I made that mistake. I'm sorry.
First instalment in Mistakes series
Mistakes happen all the time. Everyone makes mistakes. Nothing is perfect, nobody is perfect, no love is perfect.
I don't want to accept that love is selfish, but maybe, just maybe only, thats the fact. Many times, though not always, some of us fail to see how devastating love can be. Okay, maybe you have went through tough periods of love's down times, of course you need the consoling and listening ears of your friends or family, and we often try to get it. Of course, we feel that pain when we are going through that period, but do we actually know how it feels for the other person who gets the same?
Okay, I do agree that at times we feel that we are the centre of the universe. We are trying to do things for ourselves, and we don't want ourselves to get hurt, and we always want to make ourselves better. That is perfectly normal. But what makes one special is that willingness to look at somewhere, or rather someone, other than the mirror.
I agree that putting yourselves into someone else's shoes can be very difficult. You are you, that guy is that guy. However, its not the actual act of stepping into the other's shoes which matters to him/her. Its simply you trying to do so, and he/she seeing or feeling your efforts, which is the real factor in lifting him/her up. You don't have to really do it, you just have to try and look like you're doing it, and that makes all the difference. No one can really feel what the other is feeling. Maybe you can have a rough idea, but never the full high-definition picture.
Even a consoling question or guesture can save a person on the edge. What you can do only takes you a few seconds, and what it means to him/her can last him/her for years. Because we all are only human, and we are not capable of extraordinary things. But we don't need such miracles to happen. A simple thing can change everything.
However, not everyone chooses to do it, and by some it is considered as a mistake. But to that person who makes that "mistake", he/she may not actually feel the magnitude of that action, or rather, no action.
"Sometimes its not what you do which hurts, its what you do not do which does."
or something like that haha. credits to jiajian who so memorably screwed up my recess by dropping a note on my table.
Anyways lets continue. I'm not saying not trying to do something is a mistake. Of course everyone has their reasons. Life is fast paced and it takes a toll on time. People are too busy to even care about themselves, let alone care about others. The thing is, people who receive care and love almost always remember how happy they felt and they will return the favour to their saviour. Same goes for people who receive neglect and pain. They will return the "favour" too.
So think of it this way, just like Mr Seow Swee Hong so memorably told me during an assembly dance performance, "action reaction forces", the same physics principle applies in this aspect of mistakes in love.
Of course we always try to take an easy way out. Don't we all want care and love, and don't want neglect and pain? But we give that neglect and pain to other people and we often do not feel it. But don't worry about it, its just human nature. People do it all the time, and soon we grow accustomed to it. People who received neglect and hate and pain before are many times more as likely to give the same things to someone else than someone who gets love and care. Its easy to say "I hate you", but it is never easy to replace the word "hate" with "love". But rewards only come to those who go the extra mile.
So if he/she is looking or feeling down, don't hesitate to initiate a conversation online, or simply drop him a short and simple one-word text message during the middle of a lesson : "Emoing?" , I'm sure it will mean a lot and go a long, long way.
Its just whether you choose to do it or not.
I want to thank a special someone who really made me think that I was loved and cared for.
I would also like to apologise, because all that crap above about a mistake in love, I made that mistake. I'm sorry.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
130
hey yos. ain't gonna post much today, very tired, want sleep liaos
went for dinner at suntec city, and its surprisingly not crowded, maybe all the peeps flock to vivocity or ion orchard liaos. btw jiajian was at ion, was sms-ing him just now. it appears that he has got new shoes and is suspected to be wearing a girl shirt LOL
anyways, dinner was at new york new york. and i must say, they GIVE TOO MUCH FRIES. really, its like a total overload. almost every order got fries with it de. and the ginormous burger for 4 ppl is deceiving, the pic in the menu no fries, then serve that time got hell lotta fries sia. so many fries until my family and i had to ask them to pack it up then bring back home LOL
anyways the chinadude was with us, what a bad taint to the family mood haiyos..anyway i shall not elaborate here, i shall talk more about this guy next time haha
hmm, in the meantime, i shall post something educational here, as jiajian does on his blog haha, just something short luh
LoveStuffs : Rejection
When you're trying to get into a relationship, you must first understand that even if you love someone, it does not mean that the person must love you back. You can give all the love you have to that special person BUT, if that person does not like you in "that way" or have any such feelings, he/she just can't. If he/she does not love you, there may not be a reason for it. Maybe you're the nicest guy in the world or the most caring and cute girl on this planet, but, if that person dosen't love you, he/she simply does not. It is UNEXPLAINABLE. People can not like a particular person because he has a bad habit, or looks ugly, or has character issues. But when there isn't much things flawed, it is unexplainable if that special someone does not choose to get with you. In that case, you should learn to accept the fact that the two of you can't be together, or simply wait for feelings to appear, grow and nurture. Its a choice between the two paths. So one should not whine or complain if there isn't any love coming back from who he/she is giving their love to. Its simply fate, or maybe you did something wrong.
However, (siala this is like history essay lols)
The least, the very least, that person you're trying to love can do, is to let you know. Okay lets say that you confessed and tried to do things to the best of your ability to show him/her that you love him/her. But he/she does not have the same feelings for you. But he/she does not want to hurt your feelings so he/she does not reject you on the spot. So he/she keeps quiet and keep you hanging on for an answer. You're clinging on to a thinning rope but you're still alive. You feel like you're dying because of all the negative signs but still dare to continue hoping because of positive memories. Now I understand how that hurt. I know.
So, again, its a choice. Would you rather be ignored, neglected, and untold of everything which matters to you? Then you will be suffering slowly. Confused, slightly angry, and feel emo and uncertain about what may happen the next day, and the next, and the next. You are hanging on because there's a bit of hope but you feel like giving up because there is only a bit of hope.
OR
Would you rather be told directly the truth of how he/she feels? Then it will be like being shot on the spot in the heart. As all the painful truth comes crashing into you head on like a speeding train called Heartbreak Express. Then maybe you will feel like the world is over, and everything is pointless. Yes, you can never ever recover from wounds made by love. Even though love wounds never heal completely, they heal slowly nevertheless. So after some time of intense self-satisfactory emo (credits to jiajian), you will pick yourself up, and get on with life. As usual, as normal, as before. I'm pretty sure some of you out there know the feeling of break-up. And I see all of you recover and get on after some time of emo. So its nothing to worry about.
So, its again a choice between being slowly cut and bleed, or being shot quickly. But this choice is not in your hands. It's in the hands of the person you're trying to get together with. So for those people out there who have this dreadful responsibility on your back, make your choice wisely. I'm sure you do not want to hurt your friend's feelings, but I'm also sure you want to let him/her know the truth and get this burden off your back and his/her back too. So show him/her some respect, treat him/her like a human being, regard and acknowledge his/her efforts and love. Tell him/her what you feel and I'm sure thats what he/she wants, even if it hurts him/her. At the end of the day, lies hurt more than the truth. If that person truly loves you, then he/she should agree that your choice must be respected, and that love cannot be forced, and he/she is happy that maybe you will find more happiness elsewhere with someone else.
But does all that run through your mind when you make that choice?
went for dinner at suntec city, and its surprisingly not crowded, maybe all the peeps flock to vivocity or ion orchard liaos. btw jiajian was at ion, was sms-ing him just now. it appears that he has got new shoes and is suspected to be wearing a girl shirt LOL
anyways, dinner was at new york new york. and i must say, they GIVE TOO MUCH FRIES. really, its like a total overload. almost every order got fries with it de. and the ginormous burger for 4 ppl is deceiving, the pic in the menu no fries, then serve that time got hell lotta fries sia. so many fries until my family and i had to ask them to pack it up then bring back home LOL
anyways the chinadude was with us, what a bad taint to the family mood haiyos..anyway i shall not elaborate here, i shall talk more about this guy next time haha
hmm, in the meantime, i shall post something educational here, as jiajian does on his blog haha, just something short luh
LoveStuffs : Rejection
When you're trying to get into a relationship, you must first understand that even if you love someone, it does not mean that the person must love you back. You can give all the love you have to that special person BUT, if that person does not like you in "that way" or have any such feelings, he/she just can't. If he/she does not love you, there may not be a reason for it. Maybe you're the nicest guy in the world or the most caring and cute girl on this planet, but, if that person dosen't love you, he/she simply does not. It is UNEXPLAINABLE. People can not like a particular person because he has a bad habit, or looks ugly, or has character issues. But when there isn't much things flawed, it is unexplainable if that special someone does not choose to get with you. In that case, you should learn to accept the fact that the two of you can't be together, or simply wait for feelings to appear, grow and nurture. Its a choice between the two paths. So one should not whine or complain if there isn't any love coming back from who he/she is giving their love to. Its simply fate, or maybe you did something wrong.
However, (siala this is like history essay lols)
The least, the very least, that person you're trying to love can do, is to let you know. Okay lets say that you confessed and tried to do things to the best of your ability to show him/her that you love him/her. But he/she does not have the same feelings for you. But he/she does not want to hurt your feelings so he/she does not reject you on the spot. So he/she keeps quiet and keep you hanging on for an answer. You're clinging on to a thinning rope but you're still alive. You feel like you're dying because of all the negative signs but still dare to continue hoping because of positive memories. Now I understand how that hurt. I know.
So, again, its a choice. Would you rather be ignored, neglected, and untold of everything which matters to you? Then you will be suffering slowly. Confused, slightly angry, and feel emo and uncertain about what may happen the next day, and the next, and the next. You are hanging on because there's a bit of hope but you feel like giving up because there is only a bit of hope.
OR
Would you rather be told directly the truth of how he/she feels? Then it will be like being shot on the spot in the heart. As all the painful truth comes crashing into you head on like a speeding train called Heartbreak Express. Then maybe you will feel like the world is over, and everything is pointless. Yes, you can never ever recover from wounds made by love. Even though love wounds never heal completely, they heal slowly nevertheless. So after some time of intense self-satisfactory emo (credits to jiajian), you will pick yourself up, and get on with life. As usual, as normal, as before. I'm pretty sure some of you out there know the feeling of break-up. And I see all of you recover and get on after some time of emo. So its nothing to worry about.
So, its again a choice between being slowly cut and bleed, or being shot quickly. But this choice is not in your hands. It's in the hands of the person you're trying to get together with. So for those people out there who have this dreadful responsibility on your back, make your choice wisely. I'm sure you do not want to hurt your friend's feelings, but I'm also sure you want to let him/her know the truth and get this burden off your back and his/her back too. So show him/her some respect, treat him/her like a human being, regard and acknowledge his/her efforts and love. Tell him/her what you feel and I'm sure thats what he/she wants, even if it hurts him/her. At the end of the day, lies hurt more than the truth. If that person truly loves you, then he/she should agree that your choice must be respected, and that love cannot be forced, and he/she is happy that maybe you will find more happiness elsewhere with someone else.
But does all that run through your mind when you make that choice?
Thursday, August 20, 2009
129
hey yos wassup yall. decided to post something about the stuff which happen these 2 days haha.
yesterday play with the hong kong team again, own them 20 plus points i think. but it was a tiring day, wake up at 6 plus in the morning go school early go take the china idioms things test then it was a wednesday so got lecture and shit so very long and tiring. then after school went to the screwed-rim sbc court to play with them then after that watch the senior team play then after that go to town go some CHIJMES place to eat dinner.
when we started dinner it was like 9 plus then eat finish at about 12 plus. siala, lucky today no school, otherwise i cannot wake up liaos. the food was great and there were like 5 tables of about 12-14 each table, so thats hell lotta peeps.
i was sitting beside this guy who works for the police or something, he's my father de fren and he's damn joke. i think he's called Ah Su or something, i'm not sure, but lets just stick with Ah Su for the time being.
Ah Su was an EX-DUNMANIAN. LOL. and the way he talks is damn funny. i let yall see some of the things he talk with me during a few of our conversations
Ah Su: eh boy, 你是读德明啊？
Me : Yeah
Ah Su : eh 我以前也是读德名 leh!
Dad : 听说以前德明有很多坏学生 leh
Ah Su : 啊就是我的那个时候 loh
...
Ah Su : 现在你们的校服还是那个 metal button arh?
Me : Yeah
Ah Su : Aiyos. 那个 button 很不舒服，应该叫他们去换掉。以前我出去和别人打架，他们 whack the chest 就很痛 *mimes pounding his chest*，一打就受伤了. 所以一直打不赢 ... walao
...
then he ordered a can of coke, then the waitress come ask if he wants to add ice
Waitress : Excuse me sir, 你要不要加冰?
Ah Su : 要加什么冰 arh，我是嘉宾(guest)还要加冰meh!?!?
...
Ah Su : eh boy, 你们现在是穿长裤(long pants)对吗？
Me : Yeah
Ah Su : walao eh, last time arh, 我们中三,中四还是短裤(shorts)leh. the last time arh, the leg hair arh. 脚上都是长的毛，走出去别人都看我们的毛这么长，我们还是穿短裤. now better liao hor?
LOL
anyways, the place is damn nice. its called CHIJMES and there got alot of bars and restaurants and stuff. its those kinda night atmosphere place. drink beer and watch soccer and stuff de. then got this cafe inside got pool table de :O
then there's this huge open space got this restaurant, at night only light the candle on the table then the atmosphere very de romantic haha. so listen up dudes, thats a great place to take the special "her" along, but sadly the atmosphere is only there late at night, but anyways there aint no beer for you man, so just wait a couple more years haha
anyways the dinner was long and the food was nice. but they were giving out some prizes halfway through the dinner so it took about half an hour plus. anyways got home and sleep like dog the moment i lie down
today went to ion orchard with family, and that place is just holy shit man. now that's what i call a high-class place. anws went inside the louis vuitton shop just to glance around and i found this
MAN these are hot. but they burn a hole in the pocket man. a pair of these babies are like $1340. SO START SAVING NOW.
i prefer the black colour one. cuz if you wear dark coloured long pants/ jeans/ trousers with the black LV's, the white bottom sole along the shoe is very eye-catching and adds a kinda "feel" to your overall look. check out the "because of you" video by ne-yo and check out his fashion. you'll see what i mean
then theres even this pair of LV's which look like school shoes. and they're about $890. imagine strutting around in school with LV's on your feet. damn man
then was walking around the place, saw this handphone shop and THIS was on display
now the sides and buttons are real-gold plated
one word for this : screw
haha
anyways thats about it luh, quite a long post, havent posted liddat for a long time haha.
btw tmr got maths test, jiayous for studying bah
k see ya
Ah, I'm lying to myself again.
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