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Hey yos, it's been a while,
Since we last had a laugh or a smile,
But I just wanna let you know,
That I'll be waiting, even though I'm cold.

So just take your time, don't worry 'bout it,
Just remember what I've said,
Just a girl trying to protect herself,
And I don't want no half-hearted love.

So go on, go and do what you want,
I'll sit here and watch what I can't.
Just remember that if everything fails and you heart's in fear,
Just turn around, I'll be waiting right here.

Haha... And this is a promise. And you know I keep my promises.

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Ice

We're sittin', ain't no lookin',
Trying to make it work but it ain't workin',
We're side by side, but miles away,
I'm wondering if I can make it through the day.

The air's so frozen I can walk on it,
The floor's so icy I can skate on it,
I'm having hypothermia, get the emergency,
She's looking but she won't dial the number in.

We're standin' on the north pole, I need my coat,
I'm drowning in ice water, make me cold,
But maybe its the hope of your love keepin' me afloat,
You feel it but you ain't helpin', though.

So now we sittin' side by side,
We ain't lookin' into each other's eyes,
No words said to break the ice,
My silent tears frozen so I can't cry.

So we let our messages fade to dust,
Allow winter to come and cover us,
Stare at things falling apart, because
we doing nothing to salvage this love.

I'm forced to look at you drift away,
Through the white snow that we used to play,
This ain't Christmas, its doomsday,
So is this the price I've got to pay?

I'm just trying to give my love to her,
I mean no harm, I'm a peacemaker,
But it ain't workin' out, I'm not sure
if we can continue like this any longer.

So we sittin' side by side,
Nobody's talkin', no one's listenin'.
Our relationship has turned into ice,
I wish I can melt it back to the way we've been.
So we sittin' side by side,
But what use is it when it makes me wanna cry,
When you ain't lookin' down the row,
And I'm finding my courage but I'm not bold,
I'm cold.

Please end this pain, light the fire again,
And shield it from the pouring rain,
Let's save it together, its not too late,
So we can feel the warmth of our love again.

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Don't Give Up On Me
Daniel Powter

I don't know what I did
But I must have been a fool
I got no excuses
So I wrote this song for you

Whatever the reasons
did you come to say goodbye
I'm hoping for one more try
I wanted to change your mind

So I pick up the pieces
I swallow all my pride
I don't wanna wake up feeling this empty inside

Did it spin you around
Did it turn you upside down
I wonder when you found out I'm a waste of your time

So don't give up on me (don't give up on me)
I never meant to steal your smile
I haven't seen it for a while

Don't don't give up on me (don't give up on me)
Just try to understand
I can be a better man
I tell you once just don't give up on me
I tell you once just don't give up on me

And now I feel I'm out of place
I look for you on every stranger's face
I don't think I can do this any more
Don't think I do this any more

And every little things just falls apart
From the very first that day that I broke your heart
It only makes me want you more and more
Just like before

'Cause you spin me around
And now you turn me upside down
I never meant to be a waste your time

So don't give up on me (don't give up on me)
I never meant to steal your smile
I haven't seen it for a while

Don't don't give up on me (don't give up on me)
Just try to understand
That I can be a better man
I tell you once just don't give up on
Me and before
If you're not that alone
What am I supposed to do?
I tell you once just don't give up on me

Baby say you won't give up on me.

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"Do you know what it feels like, loving someone, who's in a rush to throw you away?"

Do You Know - Enrique Iglesias

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Monday's temperature readings : 36.8 , 36.8
Tues : 36.9 , 36.8
Wed : 36.9 , 37.2 , 37.5
Thurs : 36.7 , 36.4
Fri : 36.2 , 36.0

I feel so cold. So cold. But your hand is colder than mine.

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Shoulda shot me right here and now, personally.