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Tell Me What To Feel


If I die, its because of her.
If I cry, its because of her.
And if I lie, its because of her.
And when I fly, its 'cause of her.

Heart-stopping wonder in her smile,
I haven't felt that for a while.
Coldest winter with her back turned.
She lit a fire and my heart got burned.

Should I be sad because she ain't here?
Or should I be happy because she was here.
Should I still smile because I used to?
Or should I stop because I have to.

I felt that I could just run and fly,
Taste this life and happily die,
Listen, trust me, this is true.
It's all because of you.

Tell me, what should I feel now?
When you've been gone for quite a while.
I want to smile because memories remain.
But I want to cry because this makes me insane.

Tear me into two, my heart too.
Because love isn't one, it takes two.
Please, do what you used to do.
So I can feel what it feels with me and you.

I'm torn apart, a broken man.
I've been hurt more than anyone can.
But still, I smile when I see your face.
And I can still feel us when I walk past that place.

Smile, laugh, fall and cry.
Smile, talk, jump and fly.
No one else can make me feel this much.
I can feel everything at your very touch.
So tell me what to feel.
Thanks very much.







P.S. I think this is damn lousy. Couldn't concentrate properly tonight,

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