Thursday, November 29, 2007
Best Times
I got my new phone...N81...damn nice and got alot entertainment stuff..still havent got used to nokia phone yet...so need some time...all this is gettin better and better...got new phone...got slightly more freedom...but i still havent done holiday homework...and they are quite pissed...wahh sian...dun feel like starting...but CAP should be quite easy for me...and i havent visited asknlearn for more than a month lol...i'll be posting more next time...now very sian...
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
The Next Outing
Hey yos...quite some time bo post le rite eh? lols...i'm posting in the mornin as both parents got work at the tv station going on...so yeah...no intently peering eyes at the computer screen and sudden rushes into the room to see what i'm doing...so its good :D. Eh anyways whens the next outing? my parents are softening up recently for some particular reason...i dunno which...and they start asking me how come i'm not asking them for permission for more outings...well...thats what they said ..."嗨，为什么最近没来烦我？为什么不出去和你那些一天到晚出去玩的朋友玩呢？是不是考试不好呢？lol...thats kinda what they said...cuz they ask me for the exam results for nearly everyone i know...which is nearly everyine in the class...and they compare me with them - -"...and also...it appear i did not seem as lousy as they expected....compared to the others hehe...yeah...not in the bottom of the class at least? hehe...they say the others all whole day go out play play also exam not so good lol...actually very good le...in my opinion...then i tried to rebel and stuff...but then they say don't care what others do and think..."just do what we tell you to do"...but then when they go for those boring buisness dinners and meetings and stuff they seem to mind "quite some" about what others think of them...like my dad saying his buisness is blooming and he wants a new car...apparently a better good looking luxury sedan to have a show for his fellow buisness partners...and my mom saying i must wear collared shirts and long pants when his buisness partners heartily invite the whole family to expensive dinners...and also they want to return the favour by treating them too...to great good expensive dinners..."to my advantage too...hehe...good food yeah"...
So anyway...whens the next outing? since they are softening up i better seize the chance eh? or i got something to write about for chinese compo if next year give us same topic...
The Next Outing ,Version I
I'm here,withering in my house,
Stuffed with boredom and wrapped in restlessness,
In a bucket of fun i tried to douse
myself,
But the bucket had a leak,curses!
Finally i recieved news of the next outing,
I've seized the chance and i'm already preparing,
Finally an end will come to this boredom and pain,
And i smile at the thought that i will see you again.
So anyway...whens the next outing? since they are softening up i better seize the chance eh? or i got something to write about for chinese compo if next year give us same topic...
The Next Outing ,Version I
I'm here,withering in my house,
Stuffed with boredom and wrapped in restlessness,
In a bucket of fun i tried to douse
myself,
But the bucket had a leak,curses!
Finally i recieved news of the next outing,
I've seized the chance and i'm already preparing,
Finally an end will come to this boredom and pain,
And i smile at the thought that i will see you again.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
we met today...a rare chance...
We Met Today (15th November AD 2007)
One month from my birthday 2007,
I met the one who made my world truly vibrant,
Even though we met in the dark and dim,
That meeting meant much more than it seems.
It was on a Thursday,my frequent routine,
Of practice and training,endless it seems,
I've always faced it with fear and dread,
But today it will change,i will revive from the dead.
I've always taken it at a walk,
Walking in silence without noise and talk,
But then in the distance i saw you there,
I will jerk out of my silence today,I don't care.
We neared each other at the other side,
Thinking quickly,i will decide,
To do this or to do that,i don't know,
But i will try a different image to show.
I decided on a simple talk of hello,
And hoped it would be sweet and mellow,
But then you did not reply nor respond,
I was afraid i had done something wrong.
I hung my head and walked on,
A heavy coat of disappointment i had donned,
But then miraculously everything turned 180,(one eighty)
You looked up in surprise,enthusiastic and friendly.
You said hello,i said hi,
My spirits were lifted up high,
I could've sworn i saw you smile,
That scene i'll remember for quite a while.
Mingled awkwardness,happiness and surprise,
They formed a bridge between us,forever it will rise,
You had changed my ordinary,boring day,
To something i shall remember forever,i could say.
As you walked away,too did i,
That brief 3 seconds i will not forget till i die,
Smiling as i walked into the drizzling rain,
I hoped in secret it will happen again.
One month from my birthday 2007,
I met the one who made my world truly vibrant,
Even though we met in the dark and dim,
That meeting meant much more than it seems.
It was on a Thursday,my frequent routine,
Of practice and training,endless it seems,
I've always faced it with fear and dread,
But today it will change,i will revive from the dead.
I've always taken it at a walk,
Walking in silence without noise and talk,
But then in the distance i saw you there,
I will jerk out of my silence today,I don't care.
We neared each other at the other side,
Thinking quickly,i will decide,
To do this or to do that,i don't know,
But i will try a different image to show.
I decided on a simple talk of hello,
And hoped it would be sweet and mellow,
But then you did not reply nor respond,
I was afraid i had done something wrong.
I hung my head and walked on,
A heavy coat of disappointment i had donned,
But then miraculously everything turned 180,(one eighty)
You looked up in surprise,enthusiastic and friendly.
You said hello,i said hi,
My spirits were lifted up high,
I could've sworn i saw you smile,
That scene i'll remember for quite a while.
Mingled awkwardness,happiness and surprise,
They formed a bridge between us,forever it will rise,
You had changed my ordinary,boring day,
To something i shall remember forever,i could say.
As you walked away,too did i,
That brief 3 seconds i will not forget till i die,
Smiling as i walked into the drizzling rain,
I hoped in secret it will happen again.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
other nice poem
I feel your eyes upon me,
and force myself not to look your way.
This endless game we play gets harder
each cold night and empty day.
Its always been written in the pages,
its always been between the lines.
Those invisible clues
we leave for each other to find.
How long will our game last?
How long till you are just a ghost in my past?
I sense you pass behind me in a crowded room,
back to back we stand
and I feel your fingertips brush mine.
Yet that is as close to holding hands as we shall get,
without leaving clues others may find.
How long till you next come to me?
How long till we may steal a moment
a touch out of range of prying eyes to see?
You know I cannot tell her.
You know I do not know how.
Yet we both know it is impossible,
theres nothing we can do now.
So we’ll meet in secret,
Every mark hidden,
Never to be known,
For our love is forbidden.
this nice poem is done by someone else other than me...found it while surfing online...its kinda nice...i hope i will be as pro as that guy one day...
also...if there is any more outings tell me early early...otherwise my chances are very low...haiz sianz...holidays = sianz...not posting longer cuz they are coming back from buisness dinner soon...sianz...gotta post in secret...
and force myself not to look your way.
This endless game we play gets harder
each cold night and empty day.
Its always been written in the pages,
its always been between the lines.
Those invisible clues
we leave for each other to find.
How long will our game last?
How long till you are just a ghost in my past?
I sense you pass behind me in a crowded room,
back to back we stand
and I feel your fingertips brush mine.
Yet that is as close to holding hands as we shall get,
without leaving clues others may find.
How long till you next come to me?
How long till we may steal a moment
a touch out of range of prying eyes to see?
You know I cannot tell her.
You know I do not know how.
Yet we both know it is impossible,
theres nothing we can do now.
So we’ll meet in secret,
Every mark hidden,
Never to be known,
For our love is forbidden.
this nice poem is done by someone else other than me...found it while surfing online...its kinda nice...i hope i will be as pro as that guy one day...
also...if there is any more outings tell me early early...otherwise my chances are very low...haiz sianz...holidays = sianz...not posting longer cuz they are coming back from buisness dinner soon...sianz...gotta post in secret...
Friday, November 9, 2007
Night isn't a limit...for me...
Yos...i'm posting again as now very sian nobody online maple and mom go out...so seize the chance to post lo...heheh...erms...about the monday watching anthony dance through the HD camera thing...i am quite certain i can go!its certainly a miracle coming true! Yeah!...lols...dunno why la...now stuff getting better lo...but it still comes with a price though...hafta answer a massive payload of questions and stuff...and much doubts from my answers and mistrust etched in their faces...but they have no proof i've been to the arcade and been shopping...so yeah its fine...and i just got selected for the SF yeah...its gonna be fun haha...go play play with the next year the year 1s hehe...others are Elaine,Jia Ling,Wee Qin,both justin'n's and HongYi...yeah...
I'm beggining to feel night isn't a limit for me...its 6.30 pm...way past the time my parents usually allow me out alone...dunno for what reason haha...shing chun should very well know...lol...well...but its until 8.30pm and they have hardly any objections...so its getting better and better...it used to be once in 3 or 4 months but now i can go out like once in a week...better than what i expected once in 2 weeks...YEAH!
I've decided to reveal the first 2 verses of my 7th poem in the CAP,"The 7th Poem"...
I'm sitting here,writing this,
Hoping it will not go amiss,
This is the 7th poem of my CAP,
Which you are dearly welcomed to read.
Why am I writing this,i don't know,
But it's simply for marks i've been told,
Marks,grades,certificates,all,
Is all this world only cared for.
Whatdayya think? good enough to inpress who would be most likely our LA teacher, A.A.?
I'm trying not to accept the fact...but if it really is...then i have no choice but to face it...
Thats the problem with some of you...you don't choose to accept the facts even though its true reality...this leads to over thinking and usage of brain and avoiding the painful,cruel reality.Thats the problem...
But some however,can think it through in a very sensible and open way...and not get more problems with the harsh reality...I admire those who can...i really do...but its amazing how you could do it...thats what i call 想得开。。。
More revelations...
I am here,you are there,
There's many things we can compare,
And differences we need to share,
And i hope that you would care.
Yeah well...its kinda difficult to convey those messages...most of you wouldnt understand...~
I still remember those words...
夸张。。。
Its ok 的啦！
Terming me as "he"...lols...how we always tried to avoid looking at each other ~
Even so we got a glance or two lols...
I'll see you on mon...yeah...
I'm beggining to feel night isn't a limit for me...its 6.30 pm...way past the time my parents usually allow me out alone...dunno for what reason haha...shing chun should very well know...lol...well...but its until 8.30pm and they have hardly any objections...so its getting better and better...it used to be once in 3 or 4 months but now i can go out like once in a week...better than what i expected once in 2 weeks...YEAH!
I've decided to reveal the first 2 verses of my 7th poem in the CAP,"The 7th Poem"...
I'm sitting here,writing this,
Hoping it will not go amiss,
This is the 7th poem of my CAP,
Which you are dearly welcomed to read.
Why am I writing this,i don't know,
But it's simply for marks i've been told,
Marks,grades,certificates,all,
Is all this world only cared for.
Whatdayya think? good enough to inpress who would be most likely our LA teacher, A.A.?
I'm trying not to accept the fact...but if it really is...then i have no choice but to face it...
Thats the problem with some of you...you don't choose to accept the facts even though its true reality...this leads to over thinking and usage of brain and avoiding the painful,cruel reality.Thats the problem...
But some however,can think it through in a very sensible and open way...and not get more problems with the harsh reality...I admire those who can...i really do...but its amazing how you could do it...thats what i call 想得开。。。
More revelations...
I am here,you are there,
There's many things we can compare,
And differences we need to share,
And i hope that you would care.
Yeah well...its kinda difficult to convey those messages...most of you wouldnt understand...~
I still remember those words...
夸张。。。
Its ok 的啦！
Terming me as "he"...lols...how we always tried to avoid looking at each other ~
Even so we got a glance or two lols...
I'll see you on mon...yeah...
Thursday, November 8, 2007
100% to 1%..........
Hey all...i can't wait for tomorrow...its gonna be fun yeah...but i'm missing out the front...kinda nice part though...shopping...
Ah shopping...the simple act of exchanging hard earned cash for simple life's needs and wants...erm...mostly wants in your case ...haha...
Sorry for this ultra short post...mom's eyeing me from the sofa...simple to see my screen...eh...ah...sad...see you all tomorrow...even though i am missing out on some...i am contended with little...100% against 1%...
Yos...wanna save posts so i'm stating todays post from yesterdays...
Today quite fun la...play 1 round of daytona and watch the bee movie...lol...justinn's idea...nearly fell asleep halfway through...and i've just discovered...ant can dance! thats amazing...street jazz huh?...not bad eh?...haha...ima come attack you with High Definition Camera...i still can't imagine ant trying to dance...but ima go to samsung for help...as its not that hard to imagine...lol...
Dude you are making me excited about monday...ima get 2.0 megapixels definition of anthony's true dance talent...haha...all quite free eh? can go dance lessons de...me no freedom nor time nor fun...so sad lors lols~...
I've nearly finished my CAP lo...so now sianz....but i'm always open and eager for outings...if conditions permits...yeah...most of you are quite fine and free with stuff but i am not...yeah...so its not my fault if i can't join you in your fun eh?...but today was lucky though...they were in a good mood yesterday i guess...so yeah...
Quotes and stuff...
"How would you feel,if your privacy is heavily penetrated and invaded?In incidents such as,having your handphone and email message inbox "ripped through" by your dad?They belong to you and is yours to peruse when desired,not for others..."
"How would you feel,if others are enjoying at a minor level of labour,but you are hardly getting anything from a result of heavy labour and stress?"
"How would you feel,if you can't join your friends in their moments of fun,but instead forced to be confined at home,or rather,prison,to do stuff which are not of enjoyment and fun,but merely more stress,strife,and pain?"
"How would you feel,if all the above statements are not your fault and you did nothing to deserve them,but yet still receive them while others are being treated the opposite or much less of it?Which is to mean,they are enjoying while you are not,but its not your fault..."
"I tell you how i would feel,i would feel curious...how did they manage to get so much freedom and fun?And i will try to pursue it..."
"I tell you how i feel,i will feel a ripple of inspiration for rebellion for my own rights..."
"I tell you how i would feel,i would feel like simply crashing down 11 floors through numerous bamboo poles to my death..."
"I tell you how i would feel,i would feel the cruel intent which preceded murder,to fight for myself and not go down that easy..."
"Heheh...you can keep doing this to me...but you better be aware of what you would get if this continues..."
"Years from now...rebellion will stir among me...and possibly...us..."
"You better watch out..."
Ah shopping...the simple act of exchanging hard earned cash for simple life's needs and wants...erm...mostly wants in your case ...haha...
Sorry for this ultra short post...mom's eyeing me from the sofa...simple to see my screen...eh...ah...sad...see you all tomorrow...even though i am missing out on some...i am contended with little...100% against 1%...
Yos...wanna save posts so i'm stating todays post from yesterdays...
Today quite fun la...play 1 round of daytona and watch the bee movie...lol...justinn's idea...nearly fell asleep halfway through...and i've just discovered...ant can dance! thats amazing...street jazz huh?...not bad eh?...haha...ima come attack you with High Definition Camera...i still can't imagine ant trying to dance...but ima go to samsung for help...as its not that hard to imagine...lol...
Dude you are making me excited about monday...ima get 2.0 megapixels definition of anthony's true dance talent...haha...all quite free eh? can go dance lessons de...me no freedom nor time nor fun...so sad lors lols~...
I've nearly finished my CAP lo...so now sianz....but i'm always open and eager for outings...if conditions permits...yeah...most of you are quite fine and free with stuff but i am not...yeah...so its not my fault if i can't join you in your fun eh?...but today was lucky though...they were in a good mood yesterday i guess...so yeah...
Quotes and stuff...
"How would you feel,if your privacy is heavily penetrated and invaded?In incidents such as,having your handphone and email message inbox "ripped through" by your dad?They belong to you and is yours to peruse when desired,not for others..."
"How would you feel,if others are enjoying at a minor level of labour,but you are hardly getting anything from a result of heavy labour and stress?"
"How would you feel,if you can't join your friends in their moments of fun,but instead forced to be confined at home,or rather,prison,to do stuff which are not of enjoyment and fun,but merely more stress,strife,and pain?"
"How would you feel,if all the above statements are not your fault and you did nothing to deserve them,but yet still receive them while others are being treated the opposite or much less of it?Which is to mean,they are enjoying while you are not,but its not your fault..."
"I tell you how i would feel,i would feel curious...how did they manage to get so much freedom and fun?And i will try to pursue it..."
"I tell you how i feel,i will feel a ripple of inspiration for rebellion for my own rights..."
"I tell you how i would feel,i would feel like simply crashing down 11 floors through numerous bamboo poles to my death..."
"I tell you how i would feel,i would feel the cruel intent which preceded murder,to fight for myself and not go down that easy..."
"Heheh...you can keep doing this to me...but you better be aware of what you would get if this continues..."
"Years from now...rebellion will stir among me...and possibly...us..."
"You better watch out..."
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
wahh sian just cut my hair look moronic...
There was this plan i had which was to be executed during the holidays...i will not cut my hair for the length of time if the holidays...and see how i look by the end of it...and its easy to expect...with the Discipline Master out of the way...next come parents...my dad is quite ok with it...but my mom...she came back from china after a 3 week trip 2 days ago ...and the moment she saw me...well...you can guess...all the usual came...and especially my hair...which was just touching my eyebrow and reaching my ears...well...just cut tonight and i look moronic...well...i'm not saying that Gordon is moronic but...well...his hairstyle suits him but mine don't...my original what i call "untidy" style suits me best...mine now resembles a pinecone with short spikes and with a slightly longer fringe coming down at the front...its stupid i tell ya...
This has been the worst ever...i've never been more angry at my hair...THIS IS MY BODY,MY FACE,MY HAIR! WHY MUST YOU MAKE DECISIONS HOW THEY MUST LOOK LIKE?
THIS IS MY LIFE AND I SHALL DETERMINE HOW ME,MYSELF LOOK!(under rules and restrictions of course) BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH! AND YOU SCOLDED ME LYK SIAO FOR JUST HAVING SLIGHTLY LONG HAIR AND IS NOW FORCING ME NOT JUST TO TAKE A TRIM...BUT TO CUT TILL LYK...LYK...I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY!
of course...if one day we are going for another outing and you see me wearing a hat...dun ask why..
"You own your own body,your own mind,your own soul.Don't let others make decisions for it or take control for it.Whats yours is yours...nobody else should interfere..."
I always suffer what the message above is trying to prevent...take the example of my haircut i just gave...take another one...neoprint...its ok la...except for the pink part...but my mother absolutely detests it...everytime she sees that while window shopping she will point it out to me and say..."That is an awful waste of money.All those rich and spoilt girls go there to waste their parent's hard earned money.I even see boys there sometimes.Don't you ever let me see you taking that!"
Thats why its difficult to answer the question in my friend test =)...the few neoprints i had ever taken are hidden in secluded corners of my wallet...not to display openly and not get scolded by good parents...or unless your wallet is not always rummaged and checked through by your parents?...if yours is not...lucky you...as i suffer it and the serious lack of privacy...my handphone inbox also...always bombard me with questions about my inbox contacts..."who is that'? "boy or girl?" "psle score?" "where they live?" "what kind of house?" ahh those questions...damn this thing...
If the same thing which happens to me happens to you...you must not go down that easy...heheh...give them the hell fron yourselves...
This has been the worst ever...i've never been more angry at my hair...THIS IS MY BODY,MY FACE,MY HAIR! WHY MUST YOU MAKE DECISIONS HOW THEY MUST LOOK LIKE?
THIS IS MY LIFE AND I SHALL DETERMINE HOW ME,MYSELF LOOK!(under rules and restrictions of course) BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH! AND YOU SCOLDED ME LYK SIAO FOR JUST HAVING SLIGHTLY LONG HAIR AND IS NOW FORCING ME NOT JUST TO TAKE A TRIM...BUT TO CUT TILL LYK...LYK...I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY!
of course...if one day we are going for another outing and you see me wearing a hat...dun ask why..
"You own your own body,your own mind,your own soul.Don't let others make decisions for it or take control for it.Whats yours is yours...nobody else should interfere..."
I always suffer what the message above is trying to prevent...take the example of my haircut i just gave...take another one...neoprint...its ok la...except for the pink part...but my mother absolutely detests it...everytime she sees that while window shopping she will point it out to me and say..."That is an awful waste of money.All those rich and spoilt girls go there to waste their parent's hard earned money.I even see boys there sometimes.Don't you ever let me see you taking that!"
Thats why its difficult to answer the question in my friend test =)...the few neoprints i had ever taken are hidden in secluded corners of my wallet...not to display openly and not get scolded by good parents...or unless your wallet is not always rummaged and checked through by your parents?...if yours is not...lucky you...as i suffer it and the serious lack of privacy...my handphone inbox also...always bombard me with questions about my inbox contacts..."who is that'? "boy or girl?" "psle score?" "where they live?" "what kind of house?" ahh those questions...damn this thing...
If the same thing which happens to me happens to you...you must not go down that easy...heheh...give them the hell fron yourselves...
Friday, November 2, 2007
looking through other blogs
Hello,i've been blog browsing this afternoon as the games do not entice me anymore and the xbox power adapter is melting...i've just noticed how nice other people's lives are...i no longer feel jealous and remorse anymore...now i feel CURIOSITY at how they manage to become so pro...(you know what i mean by pro)...and..well...how am i supposed to get it? Teach me people...teach me...how to manage to get such a nice and free life...for the first time...i am willing to learn...lol...
remember to take the new friend test below...its quite simple...but i'll promise a tougher one soon enough...
I've decided to post some poetry today...but just a bit...this is included in my CAP...
Have Fun,CAP Poem V,Verses I and IV
This is a common scene,
Its observed very oftenly,
We are standing at the train station,
Everything's in slow motion,
As i watch you walk down the stairs quickly,
This scene many times i have seen.
Many times we sat together on the train,
Everything's the same for both of us,
We've walked through sunshine and thundering rain,
But never was being same a must.
I'm so different from you,
We are two worlds apart,
I'm so far away from you all,
And nobody would ever hear my call,
Nor ever bothered where we part,
Or ever cared for what i do.
We bade goodbye beside the map,
Which many months ago i had stood,
I watched you hurry down the steps,
In a "going to have fun" mood.
I've combined two types of verses and rhyme in this poem...you should know the scene though...this happens so oftenly...
remember to take the new friend test below...its quite simple...but i'll promise a tougher one soon enough...
I've decided to post some poetry today...but just a bit...this is included in my CAP...
Have Fun,CAP Poem V,Verses I and IV
This is a common scene,
Its observed very oftenly,
We are standing at the train station,
Everything's in slow motion,
As i watch you walk down the stairs quickly,
This scene many times i have seen.
Many times we sat together on the train,
Everything's the same for both of us,
We've walked through sunshine and thundering rain,
But never was being same a must.
I'm so different from you,
We are two worlds apart,
I'm so far away from you all,
And nobody would ever hear my call,
Nor ever bothered where we part,
Or ever cared for what i do.
We bade goodbye beside the map,
Which many months ago i had stood,
I watched you hurry down the steps,
In a "going to have fun" mood.
I've combined two types of verses and rhyme in this poem...you should know the scene though...this happens so oftenly...
Thursday, November 1, 2007
tag or die
Yos ppl...can i ask you for a favour?...PLEASE TAG...i'm updating nearly everyday and yet i see no new tags...this makes the blog very sian if i see no one tagging...and i've updated the music thing also...just tag alrite?...thanks..
This day marks 45 more days to my birthday...which strangely enough i am very anticipating this year's birthday for dunno what reason...i didnt much enjoy the previous years...i just get this feeling this year's would be nicer and better than the other years...but i can't shake off the feeling something might go nightmarishly wrong...it is either very nice or very bad...i'm feeling confused and stuff...but its still 45 days more...so i gotta wait...
This day marks 45 more days to my birthday...which strangely enough i am very anticipating this year's birthday for dunno what reason...i didnt much enjoy the previous years...i just get this feeling this year's would be nicer and better than the other years...but i can't shake off the feeling something might go nightmarishly wrong...it is either very nice or very bad...i'm feeling confused and stuff...but its still 45 days more...so i gotta wait...
The 7th Poem
Hey all...i've decided on the 7th and the last poem on the cap file liao...ima name it "The 7th Poem"...lol...kinda lame but once you read it it would be nicer than you think...lol...eh...i'm sorry for my intruding and nosiness but actually i'm quite interested to read what the others have to write about in the CAP...i know its still far too early to start on the things but since i have interest in it i will tend to finish it earlier...heys...really i'm sorry for the nosiness and what you'd call act-cool and action...but then its just my interest to read what you have to say...is it simply a make up fiction just to earn you marks...or is it something which is drawn from inspiration and comes from deep within?i do not know,but i wish to find out...meanwhile...i've decided to remove the 2nd prose, "Smiles Last Forever" from the CAP as it is harder than i thought to write something that common about these tiny obstacles in life and trying to overcome it...and its kinda lame and the idea is kinda taken by many other authors and movie directors...so i've decided to write the other 2 proses...maybe slightly lesser marks though...but more time to improve on the other works...why i'm so concerned about the CAP is that is is a majoy assignment as we are given 2 months to do it and i think it takes up 15% or 20% of out CA1...which makes up 40% of year overall...20% of 40% is 8%..which means the CAP takes up 8% of the year LA overall...which is quite a large sum...so i'm determined to make it better next year due to my mistakes made this year which resulted in tragedy...i did not take the assignments during non-exam times seriously which resulted in overall grade pull down despite the exam marks...which even so are slightly better than the others but still relatively lousy compared to the pros...
I think i overshot on the CAP amount of works...but i wanna get more marks...i hope you understand and don't start saying stuff which i am not and do not wish to do...i'm not the kind of person who stands in the spotlight taking all the attention..and i'm not the kind who wants to be in the middle of the action..i'm the kind who stands by the side and observe...the silent contributor...the invisible bystander...
Wondered why many of my recent posts all do not include poem works?...cuz i am still busy concentrating on writing the other CAP poems and proses so i don't have time to make additional ones...and erm...you know the famous "Copy and Paste" function?...yeah..not that i do not trust my friends but some people can get desperate for marks and resort to plagiarism...but even so...i'd regard it as a height of dishonour to mistrust my friends...so...happy holidaying and homeworking...
I think i overshot on the CAP amount of works...but i wanna get more marks...i hope you understand and don't start saying stuff which i am not and do not wish to do...i'm not the kind of person who stands in the spotlight taking all the attention..and i'm not the kind who wants to be in the middle of the action..i'm the kind who stands by the side and observe...the silent contributor...the invisible bystander...
Wondered why many of my recent posts all do not include poem works?...cuz i am still busy concentrating on writing the other CAP poems and proses so i don't have time to make additional ones...and erm...you know the famous "Copy and Paste" function?...yeah..not that i do not trust my friends but some people can get desperate for marks and resort to plagiarism...but even so...i'd regard it as a height of dishonour to mistrust my friends...so...happy holidaying and homeworking...
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