grand money massacre

due to lack of time today...i shall not post any extracts from my writings..but about and interesting event which happened today...

Grand $$$ Massacre
2Hydrus
Dunman High School, Mount Sinai
27/03/2008
$300+ lost
0815 - 0915

Today, about half of all the girls' money in our class got stolen, and the pain of it is magnified sevenfold due to many factors...

1 - Bastard who took more than $300 from the packed wallets of the gals of hydrus

2 - Packed wallets which strongly tempted a possibly stranger while the entire class is out to music class...

3 - Free wallets filled with loads of money lying on tables and under them and in bags which of all places are easiest to steal...enough to tempt anyone...

4 - Talk by Mr Ng (my shining stars) which probably infuriated many but i shall not express my views on that matter as things may turn out badly for me if i speak my mind...

5 - Inability to get the culprit...(too bad it was not me...) and he has now succedded in his crime...as its schools over and the moneys with him...and off he goes to his house and its over...no one could ever find out...


I admire that culprit a lot...as he/she has a lot of nerve to try that in dunman high school (dungman high according to xiaowen)...and its amazing how he could easily get away with more than $300 in less than an hour...maybe even in minutes...also...he/she was excellent and left no clues for us to find out anything...which stumps even me (descendant of sherlock holmes and my assistant, anthony wattson)...

But what i don't admire so much is him...a bastard who makes off with most of the money of our class's gals...(even though it may not mean much to some...)...so justinn and me have decided if we find that bastard...we will knock the stuffing outta him...like we did to jiawen and weng wa today...but even so...i still felt a little tinge of regret that i did not have his courage and could easily make off with more than $300...lying and concealing had never been easier...so it appears the culprit have won...an easy stuff down his/her undergarments and its settled...

Damn...why couldn't it have been me...

on the other hand...it appears that our ppl have a lot of money and a lot of tolerance too...which gave that culprit such an easy job...and much harvest...so...like i said...if i were to express my views...things will turn out badly for me...and ppl will hate me for thinking that...but its due to my father's education...forced education which enforced that value into me and also my life and background...appreciating every grain of rice...but maybe its not for you...so i shall shut up...

What else i admired today was the coolness of the DM Teo Chor Howe, Richard Hia Joo Tiah, and a couple of other dudes...who turned over our bags, willing to check the dangerous contents of our shoes...and bang open our locks...with amazing awe, coolness and a detective CSI aura...and one of em' even had a walkie talkie!! damn thats cool...

Let's conclude this...its mainly the culprit's problem but you ppl hold some responsibility too...and its weird how some feel so little at so much losses...and i understand the pain of some who cried their hearts out at such a heavy loss...i understand...and i'm sorry for your catastrophe...

All the best to the gang of teacher who i finally found so cool and intimidating (even though mr teo was so much shorter than me and was unable to open the electric box thing and had to ask me for help)...to finding the culprit...

And all the best to those trying to take some backup compensation from your parents...

But one more thing...all the best to the bloody culprit...in surviving if justinn and i ever found you...

post 1

Evening...they are out! its excellent...some china merchants had come over for investments so they are engrossed in making some commision outta it...so they are out !! yeah !

like i mentioned...i will be putting the contents of my so called book, on this blog every few days or so...and i will release it bit by bit...a word/phrase a day, a theory a day, and a solution to a problem a day...and probably a quote a day too...

so first on...

The Chainball's Dictionary, extract

"Its been a long while since I went to an outing."
Classification : Dialouge
Comparison : Happy - Sadist

Happy Meaning : Since happy people go out so very often, their "long while" may mean just a week.

Sadist Meaning : Since sadist people hardly ever got to go out, and are simply not allowed so, they tend to oftenly say it, but the "long while" within it may most probably mean at least half a year or so.


Theories of the Caged , extract
Theory : Even though a sad person did not win the lottery, his parents did, but he celebrated just like them.
Why? : Traditionally, a sad person's characteristics do not show parents ever sharing their profits with their children, but it happens, but extremely rarely. But winning the lottery is supposed to make people happy, and if the parents' moods are to his favour, his life will take a definite upturn and its always a good thing to have a chance to enjoy yourself, even for sad people as they do not have much chances at all.

Example : "Today, I'm eating teriyaki chicken don because my parents won the lottery!"


Guide to Surviving the Extremes, introduction

When solving your sadist problems, or possibly other types of problems, it is reccomended you use this 7 step method to solve it efficiently and effectively, but the success of the solution ultimately depends on the user him/herself.

Step I - Background Research

Background research is the fundamental part of any solution. It is advised that you keep a record of possible times when problems could happen, and when times are the bst for you to take action for a bit of freedom. Records of successful and failed solutions are also advisable to be kept as it gives the user a rough guide to what kind of solution he/she should use.

Step II - Identify

Identifying the problem is the basic part of any problem solving. You can't solve a problem if you don't know what it is.

Step III - Find Links

Finding links to the problem makes solving it much easier. You can find out what led to the problem, or what the problem could lead to if it goes unsolved. It gives a sense of urgency to the user and also provides much more information on how the problem could be solved.

Step IV - Check

Checking is very important. You check your available resources and tools to solve the problem, and check that your movements are not being monitored except by your most trusted. If any information leak through, you are done for. You need to check on everything you have which can help in solving the problem so as to make it easier.

Step V - Plan

This is the critical part of the problem solving. Plan out your details to solve the problem, if its long term or short term or blast. Put in all your knowledge and background research and available tools and select the best way and methods to solve the problem. This is a part which experience is very important, so don't sulk if you fail in the earlier tries, experience will be gained. (more details on planning to be released soon...)

Step VI - Execute

Follow according to plan and do what it says. If things do not go as expected, try to change it slightly and make it up as you go. Also, this requires experience, so do not feel discouraged if you fail in the first few tries. (more details on executing to be released soon...)

Step VII - Analyse and Record

If the plan goes correctly, record it down, to remember what you did right and what can be improved to make future similar problems so much easier to solve. If it failed, ask yourself questions about how and why it failed and find out problems to it and solve it again, so as to ensure you do not make similar mistakes again. And the analysis and records goes into your background research and the chain starts all over again.


Thats about it for today, and more to come in the next posts...so stay tuned...comments and suggestions are welcomed in the tagboard...

I'll let you see through your life...

yo its been seriously long since i posted any poetry...but its just for the fun of writing its not to get damn A.A.'s shit attention like the black shit and wayne...

but first let's post about the day...just like any1 else...today quite sianz...pe slacking was fun though...walked...jogged...talked and play played...and chinese was storytelling as usual...and really BEDTIME STORIES...slacked through maths also...

went home with veron...since no other would resort to their prisons so quickly...or if it can be prison in your way but it is in mine...so i don't blame you guys...why go to prison so early if you can stay out of it longer? but alas...some unfortunates...not only me...as many other are much worse...have to abide by the orders and sadly take leave from their fellow free friends and head on to a long and lonely road to their imprisonment...

i recently got myself a new toy...and its been quite a while* since i got one (see The Prisoner's Book of Language, By Chen Wei Heng, for more details) and its a high tech gun like penknife, which can slice through thick plastic with ease, but i have not tried metal, but if it can marr plastic, it sure can to flesh and blood...hehehe...


So eh...don't get too freaked out when you see me playing with it...cuz Wen Xin and Xiaowen saw me twirling the exquisite weapoin in my hands and they resorted immediately to a futile attempt to stop my soon would be suicide...hahaha...

ok after so much of my talks and boring testimonies which you weaklings are too blessed to experience to fully understand my situation and jiajian's and many other people out there...i will make some writings, simple ones mind you, to let you understand our situation and therefore reduce misunderstanding amongst us and make peace between all...and others who suffer can also convey their thoughts and opinions here through my tagboard...so everyone gets a fair fighting chance...and recently i got this idea to put something similar on the school forum...which would rapidly spread the understanding..but thats not soon...and it will take lots of preparation...

and i'm aware if any teacher got wind of that, and if any teacher conveys the message to them through the parent teacher conference...hoho...let's not think about that..

ok back to the painful reality...and not imaginations and wonders of maybe impossible scheming and fighting for our right to live free...

today sat at the back of the class and discussed with xw how the class might be after 10 years...and its pretty funny...but i shall not go on to the finer details yet but we do know some will have their sweet rides and some may look conpletely different due to removal of rules and stiff...but let's not talk about that now...we males have 2 years of NS to go through and its at least 7 years till just maybe i will get my freedom...just MAYBE...

It is said that learning will accompany you through life...just like huo2 dao4 lao3, xue2 dao4 lao3...and even though we are not old and withered, we are in the midst of learning, and learning much more than we normally should and do, and i've just finished learning a simple concept, which is xian1 ku3 hou4 tian2, which i saw wonders in it after doing a large bulk of my hw during the weekends and saw the wonders of not worrying about homework while gunbound and trickster music rings in my ears...haha...

Since i'm afraid to lose your attention after such a long post (for you but not for me, as you may not actually have the patience to browse through the opinions of an inferior lack of freedom man...) i'm going on the the poetry..hah...

Respect Your Enemy

Ok let's take it this way,

You two decide to finish each other off,

Ok, let me do the say,

Everybody not a sound, not a cough.

You two, face each other here,

No getting too violent, cause' its not time yet,

Say hello without any fear,

Cause' maybe its the last that he may get.

Shake his hand, don't mind,

Even though you may curse behind,

So just make it quick, one last time,

Before either steps on the mine.

Walk to the end of the arena, face set,

As you are about to fight an honourable man,

Honorouble, yes, you can bet,

As enemies are the ones which makes you a man.

Smile and draw your guns, split second,

Decision,

So let's do your stuff and show him what'you got.

So now, resist the cheat and dirty play temptation,

Otherwise things will look ugly if you are caught.

Call him by his proper name, no name-callin',

And acknowledge him to be your rival,

Honour him to get on the likes of your hate,

But give him no chance of survival.

Ah, hear the sweet music, of gunshots renting the air,

For there is none as such this fair,

But for such honour there's one rule,

Respect your enemy, its so true.

I know its nothing much compared to my previous works...but it just popped into my mind somehow and i just got those words..so...let's end this post...

Casual Writings by me and JJ, to be published on our blogs...

I - Dictionary of the Chainball

Comparison of words and phrases used by different people with different backgrounds and lives. Excellent guide to understanding what JJ and me is talking about.

II - Theories of the Caged

Many phsycological theories about how and why people behave in the way they do which so intrigued me and JJ. Also includes reasons why such theories are true.

III - Guide To Surviving the Extremes

An excellent guide to how to survive lives like mine, jj's and many other unfortunate people out there. Recommended for all as you'd never know when disaster strikes when your parents got to know mine.

Thats about it...thanks and stay tuned to broken-hourglass.blogspot.com...

Apologize for a new start

hey all...i'm here to apologize about that contradicting post which probably made all of you unhappy or angry also...so i deleted it...

hey all...i'm sorry for that post and the rash words and meaning inside it but it was a moment of impulse when i posted all that stupid stuff...i didn't mean any of it and now when i look at it, it indeed is very insensitive...

i posted all that stupid stuff out of impluse ... but that blaze had now passed and its over... i'm sorry to all once again and i hope you don't take those foolish words against me...

thanks for all the tags though...i appreciate it but i believe it needn't happen if i was better at controlling my rage and not letting my mood affect my attitude towards my friends...(even though my parents always let the stock market or company status affect their attitude to me...)

I'm sorry once again and i promise it won't happen again...

I'm sorry to justin sim too...it was not intentional and it was only a moment of outburst when i said those foolish things...

I'm sorry to all who had been offended by all my actions in this period of damn time, when things don't go well and smoothly, but i admit i'm a lousy bastard at controlling how i feel and i emo too much and most of the time offend others or make other uncomfortable or unhappy or angry and stuff...so i'm sorry again and i would not let it ever happen again...

I'm sorry to all who i had unwittingly insulted or offended for being what they do best, and being themselves, seriously its my own little error in mispredicting what could happen...so i need to learn more...

So let's put this behind us and get on to a new start, with a new mindset, a new attidude...

Previous Mindset - I must find methods to defy them and make others believe that they are very happy and must let non believers suffer the pain too.

New Improved Mindset - I must learn from the other happy people and therefore thank them and appreciate their time and patience for teaching me excellent methods in improving my freedom.

So now...i know that after misunderstanding all you ppl's good intentions, i shouldnt ask for more but i require your secrets to your happiness and freedom...so teach me, i am willing to learn...so all will be much better...

Tell me your secrets and i will tell you mine to how to survive in extreme conditions...

I'm willing to learn from my masters and soon enough i will be as good as them (you) so please if you do not mind spend a little bit of time telling me about your methods to your success in freedom and i will appreciate it a lot...

Thanks to all and sorry once again for that post...

Seriously its my fault but i will try my best to make it not so, and not let any problems happen which eventually lead any someone's fault...

nightmare of march 14th

Nightmare of March 14th



End of the World



Chapter I - Red



Its was chaos. Everything was bathed in crimson light, as the many supposedly extinct volcanoes erupted at the same time, spewing ash into the atmosphere and lava into densely populated towns, burning houses, destroying buildings, and everything. He stumbled and ran, and ran. But the cloud of ash and carbon was closing in, and he fell to the ground, awaiting burning hot lava to melt him any second, or preparing himself to inhale breaths of lung destroying carbom monoxide. He shuddered in sweat and closed his eyes, just pleading for a miracle to save him, and whispered something inaudible as all around him, mountains of exploding magma and clouds of ash and dust with crimson illumination changed the familiar landscape of the peaceful town, terribly. But just as suddenly as it began, it stopped.
The tons of magma ejected into the air froze suddenly, and turned into solid rock, and broke into millions of pieces as they fell to the ground, all in one fluid motion. As tiny pieces of hot rock cascaded upon the stricken land, the rage of the disaster seem to stop, like a fire which is melting slowly and dying out. Soon enough the small stinging burning on his back stopped, and he stopped shuddering in fear.

Chapter II - Blue

Soon enough, that blazing heat and stinging pain on his scarred back disappeared. And the thunderous noise of the eruptions and cracking of the rocks stopped., to be replaced by something completely new, rain. As the flaming red of the sky get replaced by a cool crystal blue, and cool waves of rain began cascading upon the ruined town. He got up shakily to his feet and shook his wet hair out of his eyes, slowly taking in so much which had just happened. He spluttered, tripped on a piece of a blown up house, and stumbled into the burning wreck of the town, looking for his family and friends. Quickly he found them, and together with the rest of the little town a small caravan of tattered trucks headed out to the city miles and miles away. To their relief the city was unaffected by the disaster. Quickly he and his family brought some provisions and together with a gang of his friends, had a meal at the local cafe, celebrating the end of the disaster. But all the time, even though the rain of relief fell, a strange blue hue seemed to engulf everything, the sky, the roads, and even his vision was turned to a shade of light and dark blue, and everything seemd to shine softly like crystal, as if he was wearing a pair of blue sunglasses, even though he was not. But fun and laughter was not made to last.

Chapter III - Black
As he left the cafe, something more menacing than the volcano struck his eyes. A swirling pit of dark mass was right above the city, a black hole. And everything is sucked into it, and he could only stare on in horror at the end of the world as everything is devoured into nothingness. And he lost everything he ever had and ever wanted...

Chapter IV - Green
He woke sweating, heart beating fast, and could almost still see the black hole as it swirled above the earth. A shadow passed his eyes, and for the first time he realised how bright the sun shone and how green the trees and grass were...

The choice to make for fun for you...not for me

I havent posted for a month...i know that...

This is going to be short...

First thing...happy birthday jieyu...i owe u a drink...

Next...today's CIP sucks...

Finally...THIS ENTIRE DAY SUCKS...CUZ ALL OF YOU HAPPY PEOPLE OUT THERE ARE GIVEN A CHOICE! WHILE I AM NOT...

IT DOES NOT MATTER IF YOU GO OR NOT...AS A SMALL AMOUNT OF PPL CHOSE NOT TO GO...CHOSE MIND YOU ! THEY CAN CHOOSE! DAMMIT!

YOU ALL ARE PROBABLY HAVING FUN THERE AT THE PARK NOW AND I AM STUCK AT PRISON WITH NOTHING TO DO (ACTUALLY 2 HOURS OF GAMING PER DAY IS EXCELLENT FOR ME BUT PROBABLY NOTHING TO YOU DAMMIT FUCK!)

WHAT'S THE POINT EH? THIS POST MAY NOT BE READ ANYTIME SOON CUZ MAYBE YOU HAPPY PPL WOULD HAVE MUCH MORE TO DO AFTER THAT DAMN PARTY WHICH I SO MUCH WANTED TO GO BUT FORCED NOT TO!?!?!?

TO JON - YOU MADE THE CHOICE NOT TO GO..AND THATS YOUR CHOICE...AT LEAST YOU HAD THE CHOICE AND MADE ONE WHICH YOU WANTED AND LIKED! I AM NOT GIVEN THE CHOICE!?!?

WHY AM I ALWAYS SHOUTING AND ARGURING OVER THE PHONE WHILE U PPL DON'T HAVE TO LET EM' KNOW AT ALL!?!?

WHY!?!?

FUCK DAMMIT BASTARD JIBAI LA!

OH KEEP HAVING FUN!?!? YEAH I DON'T MIND

i'M ONLY POSTING THIS TO RELEASE ALL MY ANGER AND NOT TO DISCREDIT YOU OR ANYTHING,..ITS NOT YOUR FAULT AT ALL I KNOW THAT...ITS MY GODDAMN LIFE!

FUCK THIS ALL!!!

AND I SHALL END THIS FUCKING UNHAPPY POST WITH A QUOTE -

DESCRIBING SOMETHING IMPOSSIBLE TO ACCOMPLISH OR A FLAT REJECTION TO A REQUEST -

"IF WEI HENG IS GOING, THEN I'M GOING."

OR THE OPPOSITE, WHICH MEANS SOMETHING EASILY DONE AND ALSO A FLAT REJECTION -

"IF WEI HENG IS NOT GOING, THEN I'M NOT GOING."

FUCK THIS DAY...I JUST WANNA FORGET IT AND LET THE POWER SWITCH I'M GOING TO PRESS SOON ELECTROCUTE ME TO DEATH...