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we may all die tonight...

i don't know...

nobody knows...

if not tonight then its next month...

or next year...

or 21/12/2012...

or sometime in 2049...

i don't know...

i'm not even 14...

i havent that yet...

but if i die tonight...

and you don't...

i just want you to know...

...

even so...

we would probably all die together...

good night...

screw french scientists fooling around with a 27 kilometer wide donut...

maybe...

the script i memorised will never be read out...

i had never appreciated life like this...

all the little things...

maybe i will see you tomorrow...

maybe i will not...

let's just wait...

you'll never know...

good night

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sup peeps...i know i havent posted for hell long ...and i have no time to reply to tags nor to post much..i'm sorry for the people who asked me to link them..i will try to find time before or after the dreaded EOY's...if i would choose to describe it my way..it will be !@#$%^&^%$#@$%^&*()&*^%$#...yeah you get the point..





we may die in 2 days time...if the donut particle accelerator do create a black whole to kill us all..at least no EOY...





seriously i'd rather die than to suffer from the EOY's...





its only i don't have the courage to leave this fucken world...





but only the courage to face dealt death, not voluntary death...





such a want wit fear makes of me...and fuck MOV





maths tuition helping minimally...cuz i cant seem to concentrate well after school hours...





school sucks...cant concentrate after the 1st few periods...





and everyday seems to be a heavy toll on everyone...as all are wearied by the school...





sometimes i envy jiawen going off to happy days in the states...life is so slack there...





sometimes we have to accept our fate that this is our life...though some fucked up life it is...





education is screwed...maybe at least here..and sometimes i regret allowing myself to be pushed around by my parents and somehow get into here...maybe i will be better off somewhere else...





only pros can take this...





noobs like me cannot...





its less than a month away...





and i have nothing ready to face it...





maybe i will just go take the o levels...





or just be a normal neighbourhood school teen...





not some top 10% academic shit here...and even so...being amongst the top will never satisfy them...they wont be satisfied till you become the top...





i believe many have this problem...a pity pity...

Damn you got only an A?
Go get more than this shit!
I wanna see a fucken star up there!

He toiled and sweated,
Worked and got screwed,
He got fucked up everytime,
Just to get that higher grade.

Get the hell outta here shit!

Only 90/100?

An A* is nothing but shit!

I want some 100s!

He got fucked again,

And clad himself in chains and pain,

He spent his blood and all his life,

Just for that higher grade.

Finally after dying again,

And coming back,

Drenched in blood and clad in chains,

Mangled body withering,

Twitching limbs without feel,

They finally didnt whip him.

All they did was scowl and not kill,
No torture chamber for this hour,
Blood dripping from his face, he looked up,
Only to see a snarling face.
He smiled back and had a glimmer of hope.
As they yelled, I like that full marks shit!
But that's only maths, don't think you're done!
The other 95 subjects have yet to come!


lol...just some random shit verse for this post...

this may be the last post before EOY...

or before i die...if the donut do kill us all...

anyways...

have fun breaking those mugs...fuck the school...

good night

or

good bye