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I'm the guy in the tuxedo, riding the pink bird.

Knight vs Phoenix Showdown!

Final results of day tournament (wins) : Me 26 - 11 JJ

Owned him by 15 games...thought of going for 20 but time was too constrainted..

JOIN ME IN GUNBOUND! OR DIE!

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>>>I Pebbles!<<<

lol

ok today's maths trial was "HOLY F**KIN SHIT B*TCHASS NAB*I INTERESTING!"

ok you were there, you get the point...

lol...

after many many experiences you gotta agree that the school is not really the most competent of bitchasses in planning activities...but of course we cant always ask for the best..

wasted time at vivo...but good thing is that "I'M WALKING IN VIVO! HOLY SHIT THIS IS COOL MAN!" quoted by .... .... me... lol

yep...the light! the open spaces! the restaurants! the view of sentosa! the la senza shop! lol jk jk

ah.. but getting out there to walk around "WITHOUT THEM" is kinda unique...i know walkin arnd with them is quite alright...but without makes it so much more fun..lol not criticising them but....yeah...much more comfortable with friends...

hmm...bus trips are fun, you get to emo, play cards, mess around in seats, gl the instructor, gl other ppl (shing chun)...and try to lip sync violent rap songs...lol

hmm nearly thought i lost my shoe bag...but luckily was saved by "OH YOU ARE LOVED!"...

hah..thanks a lot anyways..

but cant go to training in the end...the back sprain feeling as worse as ever..

played around with some gigantic box of muffins...i think you all should have seen..

*KING OF MUFFINS*

lol...muffin is a funny word...so is bun...pastry...lol..

check out dr tran - the little cinammon bun...on youtube...its freakin cute and nice..

hmm...green tea is now my favourite drink..lol

report book...

SCREW

actually not la...i'm not really happy with the grades...but not really pissed either...at least got improvement...

B
B
B
B
B
C

lol... 2.67...exactly same as last year...

and wo0ts i passed my maths! the c lol

i got the EXACT same percentage as michelle...62.03...ar but screw the GPA system ya know? i wont reveal michelle's GPA here..otherwise she might come find me...(actually it wont make much of a difference...lol)

SCREW GPA!

lol nvm...

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by the way rmb to fill out your form...the streaming options...tmr..

hmm...

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MRT today was ok...with toon,kim,jialing,michelle

nearly wandered off to "inappropriate topics" because of kim siang...as usual..lol..

i think thats about it for today...

oh here's just one nice song for ya

The Masterplan - Oasis

its a nice emo song..the tune and guitar is very nice...extremely musical...if i can say that..

oh yes and "now or never" in HSM 3 is a nice song...

Now I feel nothing when you are gone. YES! But its for now only, now.

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wassup y'all...

let me talk abt today..

got screwed in the hall for more than 5 hours...

got a back cramp after 4 hours...

got a leg cramp when standing up after 5 hours...

now back aching...

screw dhs...no fucking brain on how to keep students alive but got alot of brains on how to kill their goddamn students

hmm...i shall not emphasize...you all should know the fucking school liao...lols...damn shuang sia...5 hours being screwed in the hall

eh...training today...

kinda slacky...nothing much to say..except that the OFS centre is holy shet...abt as tall as my father...and speaking of that...

they will be off for 4 days...until tuesday that is...when my father comes back...so its gonna be a fun weekend...

lets plan an outing...it will be my 3rd outing this year...thats not bad...
lets plan 2 outings...
alright i guess 3 is alright...
ah 10 la...

lol..

anyways...i discover the magic of being alone...watching tv...5 o clock shadow...

dinner for one

hmm...

nothing much to post now...and going soon ba...cuz even if they are not here dosent mean they didnt install cameras in the house...and things are not quite easy for me...nvms! i shall not emo...its a time to be happy!

lets end this post with a favourite songs section

i got some new tunes that you might wanna check out:

1) Hero - Nas ft. Keri Hilson...the beat and background music is damn cool...so are the vocals...quite a club techno tune...rap song

2) Turn Heads - Dem Franchize Boyz ft. Lloyd...its an excellent combination of soul, jazz and rap

3) The Next Episode - Dr. Dre ft. Snoop Dogg...some cool rap song...seriously this is nice...damn nice...especially the intro..

thats about the new tunes in my phone...check out the others..


- Dead and Gone - T.I. ft. Justin Timberlake
- LAX Files - The Game
- The Lovers are Losing - Keane
- Bottle Pop - Pussycat Dolls ft. Snoop Dogg
- Hip Hop is Dead - Nas

and my most played song rising up recently is Closer by Ne-Yo...the song is DAMN NICE...lol...

anyways good night...have fun

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sup all...i just wanna come here to apologise to anyone i've pissed off with my msn chats or blog posts...cuz life aint workin out for me right now and even after EOY is life still kinda fucked up...getting back papers tmr...

anyways...sorry bout anything i've said to piss you off..i'm tryna change that but its kind hard at the moment...where life is no better after EOYs...but i believe that i will one day have my goddamn freedom and go out like you all...and i'm workin for it..

this is short...

sorry for everything and i will stop talking or blogging shit about my life..

thanks and see ya

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evening ya'll...if you detest emo-ness or chim language, pls leave now..cuz the post below is goin to be somethin liddat..i dun want you all to get ideas against me if you dislike my views..

sup y'all...i suppose ya'll are preparin for the ginormous outing tmr? i suppose so..toon's list on the sms is huge! (by my standards that is..maybe not for you)
i was invited..but for no particular point..cuz you will be wasting your sms..i'm helpin ya to save some $$..so unless i suddenly become so free to be able to play more than 2 hours of psp a day...you know my parents have unlocked some chains..so maybe you should sms me at that kinda time..not now..

hmm...nothing much to do at home now..except 2 hours of psp a day and 2 hours of com a day..not bad eh? 4 hours of digital entertainment a day..its not bad for me..i don't wanna find out how much you ppl get to make you feel that its "not bad", let alone the amount you want to make you feel that its "good"..

hmm...i'd rather lose some of my psp and com time to come out with ya'll and have some fun out there..i'd rather not be rotting at home like some game addicted bastard with no life at all...

so how's your life now? after the EOYs? i suppose its good...compared to me i guess...but maybe its just not enough for you eh?

hmm...i suggest you start appreciating what you have..and stop complaining abt your boredness...and i know i am contradicting myself...as i am complaining abt my life as well..BUT...are you trying to make a difference? i am...even though its probably impossible...for years i have endured..and for even more years had i been an idiot and thought my life was great...

from P1 to P5...i gave no thought abt life...and thought my life was great...as i thought i only sufffered minor setbacks...

from p6, i started thinking...why is it that they can have this and i cannot? why is it they everyone has more freedom than me?

i started to rebel, and it was a mistake...from this point on, nearly everything was gone..1 outing...JUST 1 OUTING...in the entire year of p6...and only chances for a couple of sneaks...

Sec 1 - 3 approved outings...plus about 10 sneaks...thats an amazing record...as the 1.5 hours travelling time bt sch and jail gave me plenty of opportunities...

Sec 2 - 2 approved outings so far..and thats EDS night...and it wasnt technically an outing either...i pretended that it was compulsory...and related to sch stuff...so they probably wont let me out if it was just plainly for recreation...and i had abt 2 sneaks...one in the first sem and 1 during the mrt breakdown at bugis...

hmm...actually the emoness dont only come from the lack of outings...actually...if you all had the same amount of outings as me (even though you probably would have been dead under those conditions), i will feel perfectly fine...

i won't deny that i harbour large amounts of jealousy for you all...being able to have fun freely and with friends...i'm not addressing the general public out there...as i know some suffer the same conditions as me...someone similar would be jj...and shing chun...

so its mainly the fact that you all can have fun and i can have less which is making me such a bastard...

youall tell me to ask..and ask i did...but to no avail...i see no point wasting my breath and a chance for more now...as everything is stacked against me...i used to cherish a small slice of hope that i can come out for half an outing...but now i fall into hopelessness...not anger or annoyance... now i feel HOPELESS.

am i asking for too much? 1 GOD DAMN OUTING SO FAR IN THIS YEAR? AND IF YOU COULD CALL IT 1 OUTING...MAYBE HALF OF AN OUTING?

i know they probably wont read this...i trust my readers to keep my blog a secret from them...thank you all for making this blog possible for more than a year now...

am i an annoyance for lamenting about my unchangable life?...probably... so i am going to spout it all out for now...

Reasons to emo abt my life :

1) Lack of outings
2) Most ppl having more outings than me
3) Jealousy sustained from experience
4) Less amount of fun received compared to others
5) Lack of people with similar experiences to talk to and share our stories(jj and sc so far...sometimes michelle)
6) General lack of freedom (tv, time alloted for reaching home, time alloted for going out etc.)
7) No house key
8) No privacy (daily inbox raids, bag raids, wallet raids etc)
9) No chance to defend myself, or speak my thoughts
10) All causing a sense of hopelessness for life, and a loss of hope to continue living

i think thats SOME of it...i have much to lament about...but little to do to change it..

think of it...try placing yourself in my life...and see how you feel...i know its going to be hard imagining destroying your own life and ending up in mine...but try...and if you succeed...it will be like a realistic horror movie which will never end...

speaking of movies...you all have fun watching the hottest blockbusters tgt eh? i think some of you have watched enough tgt to write books on movie reviews...

but...on the not so dark side (but not bright)...i've got the psp so far...2 hours a day...and the com (2 hours a day), and plenty of channels on the tv (currently no limit set) wo0ts! its not bad already...considering my life's usual circumstances...but probably a killer for you? hmm...

anyways..have fun trying to empty those wallets which will never be thinned, and have fun watching those movies which will never end, and have fun going on outings which fun is infinite...and the amount of freedom you receive from your parents is infinite...

have fun...and good night..

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its over..

0 days, 0 hours, 0 mins, 0 seconds..

but things will never turn out the way i want it...

tell me...you all reading this now...

how does it feel to be subjected to something you do not like?

how does it feel to be subjected to something you dislike, and not having even a shred of chance to speak for yourself?

not a chance to let the authority know what you think?

imagine yourself in this situation : you are told on your first day after your exams that you are to go to somewhere you dislike and do something you dislike for 2 weeks, starting from the exact first day of your holidays...it has been settled for you 4 weeks ago and you are not told about it...but by now, the decision and order is laid and you there is no way you can change it...?

how would you feel? if you do not have a chance to let your thoughts and feelings be known?

how would you feel? if you have no choice but to do something you dislike?

how would you feel? if nobody is giving you a chance to let you tell them your thoughts and feelings? not a chance at all...they just do everything without consulting you at all and the consequences of the thing is your responsibility...how would you feel?

how would you feel? if no thought is given to you at all? your words will never be heard, and others place their interests above yours?

honestly, how would you feel?

what a nice way to start a life after EOY...

today...

got sun tanned for interclass...and had stomachache on the train and was feeling very ill at home...

had a heated debate with jiajian just now about class bonding...for more details ask me and maybe i will upload a copy of the debate here...

let me tell you first that this debate does not look pretty and can be pretty hurtful to some...

also be warned that this debate contains chim language, and the meanings behind the words are reaching the threshold of emoness...

and i'm not going to school tmr...mother dun let...say i must rest of this lil bit of sickness...

nvm.. i appreciate the thoughtfullness...sorry to all...i am not there to support you all...for interclass...btw i want to congrats both teams on getting into 2nd round...

i have set some goals during the holidays to pass the time well...and not let it go to waste...as jj mentioned that this time is much more boring than he thought...so i suppose i have to agree with him on that...

Goals for hols :

1) Master the song Free Loop - Daniel Powter on piano
2)Master the song Bad Day - Daniel Powter on piano
3)Master the song Because of You - Neyo, piano version
4)Find more piano versions of popular songs to learn
5)Plan my ways to accomplish future dreams, lifelong ambitions
- Live in Los Angeles
- Open a cafe and live in an apartment in downtown LA
- Be a pianist in a club in LA
- Drive a Chrysler 300 with 24 inch rims

i know they are far fetched and i dunno why i'm obsessed with los angeles...but i will work towards those dreams...

i will post more tmr...good night for now..

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sup...i know this is not a time for blogging but i just happened to feel that sept 9 has been there for too long...lols...tmr is hist...and i can't stop thinking of mrs kang when i think of history...lols... LA essay was fine... me and ant chose comparison..wo0ts...and me and jl chose qn 7 0.o..its not very common for ppl to choose that one lols...so we're quite isolated..

chinese compo was gay..no time at all...chionged some shit and slacked for 15 mins doing litarally nothing in the middle of the exam..screw...

after hist is geog...and after geog is LA and Chi... then science and the holy shit maths and we are done...

current countdown... 182.5 hours...keep counting folks...

hope are all are doing fine...which i doubt..and neither do i...so have fun mugging (technically mugging is not a word in the dictionary)

14/10/2008, 10.45 am
A King's World Premiere
It's something big...
REAL BIG.