Wednesday, June 30, 2010

388

Hmm, I'm wondering, how the fuck did I get through the day without talking to you?

Oh wait, I realised, just by looking at you, I feel that I have a reason to live again.

Monday, June 28, 2010

387

How To Talk To Someone In A Million Easy Steps
By Me :)




Hello, so you wanna learn how to talk.

To be smooth with your words and put style in your walk.

You wanna always say the things they wanna hear.

And put nothing but solid gold in their ears.

You want them to love you for the stuff you say.

And make their hearts become the games you play.

You wanna be the coolest person in school?

Well, here is what you gotta do.


First, you gotta look and be sure what you wanna say.

Then you have to find the lucky person of the day.

Then you think, think what would make her smile?

Something that could keep you in her mind for a while.

The words almost slip out when you come face to face.

Now, now, now, its a bad mistake, you big disgrace!

Never, never say what you really want to mean.

Because she will never take it like what it seems.

Because only YOU think thats what she wants to hear.

No matter what you do, you can't make sure.

Never does anybody know what everybody wants.

We try to make them happy but we simply can't.

Because when we're trying to talk, we're always playing this game.

We reach level 100 but things remain the same.

The first words that come out of our mouths are what we really meant.

Those that come after that are way below 100 percent.

But hey! That's not the point. You are here to learn.

To be that ladies man, that smooth talking person.

So quickly now, let's get along with our lesson.

Only a million steps, that's what you gotta learn.

It's simple to remember them because they're all the same.

But once you learn to get those right, you will earn your fame.

It's just a simple thought process repeated over again.

Please don't worry, soon enough, you will get used to the pain.

Now before those words roll off your toungue, let this in your head.

Think, think, think again. Before the things you say.

Now, think, think, think again, what if I said this?

Will she be surprised? Unhappy? Or downright screwed up pissed?

Now think, think, think again, what if I said that?

Is that what she wants to hear? Or will that make her sad?

Now think, think, think again. Repeat this a million times.

Craft your sentence and polish your mouth and your words must be refined.

Think through a million possibilities, of what could happen if,

You said a wrong thing, or looked the wrong way, trust me it makes a diff.

Maybe she won't talk to you anymore. Or they'll shun you away.

Your whole life can be destroyed just because of one thing that you said.

So caps lock, subliminal messaging, haha, LOL, smiley face.

But then you realise that your most pressed button is actually "backspace".

So stutter, look away, "erms" and "ahs", juggle your words again.

You must always remember to be careful what you say.

So one moment she's typing, the next she's not, and the same goes for him.

There's no such thing as a perfect conversation, it just exists in dreams.

Learn to speak carefully, my friend. She may not take it as you think.

Something small you said might ruin your life, and make her see you like a fiend.

So before you say something to try to make her smile the smile of your dreams.

Think, think, think again. Never say what you really mean.



Sunday, June 27, 2010

386

School's gonna start tomorrow.





























































































































































































































































FUCK

Saturday, June 26, 2010

385

Well it must be pretty fun for the world to look at one guy fail miserably in the most important task of his life.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

384

"Voici mon secret. Il est très simple: on ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux."

- Le Petit Prince


"Here is my secret. It is very simple: It is only with the heart that one can see clearly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."

- The Little Prince

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

383

Hello guys, I'm sorry for not being able to post much recently because of a lot of holiday hw to chiong. I will try to post as much as I can though. in the meantime, jiayous with your own holiday hw. hope to see you soon.

Monday, June 21, 2010

382

One mind on a hundred thousand things.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

381

Facade Of Intimacy
By Me :)

"Never judge a book by its cover." - Unknown


"Nah, that's just what it looks like.
Not what it really is."

Please convince me that it isn't real.
Now turn around and tell me that it is.
I'm sorry sir, can you repeat that again?
I need your help to put my heart at ease.

They look like they've got everything.
Everything, really. Everything.
What more could we ask of them?
There isn't anything missing.

Now that's where you're wrong, man.
It just looks like that.
There's definitely something missing.
You're just fooled by them.

But why do you say so? That ain't right.
They're everything everybody wants to be.
What more could you ask for than
some true-to-heart L-O-V-E?

Haha, we've got a lovesick man here right now.
Somebody call the ambulance.
OPEN YOUR EYES, my foolish friend.
Don't get caught up in the moment.

My eyes are open, pardon me.
But I've seen them at it before.
I've seen things I'm not supposed to see
behind the classroom door.

Look at the way they work the world.
To draw a thousand pairs of eyes.
They set their thoughts in motion.
And how could you say its a lie?

Well, trust me. People ain't really as they seem
to be, they are not really what they let you see.
You only see what they choose to show you.
So for that, my friend, please don't be fooled.

No way, that couldn't possibly happen.
I've got a million ways to prove the truth.
While you've got none to go your way.
I don't think you've got anymore to say.

Haha, I guess you've got me now.
But you need to know this verse.
"Intimacy may be appealing to you,
But facade comes in first."

Look beyond that crap you see.
And think why could it happen.
Why? Why do they do that?
Such perfection never happens.

Learn to know that good things never,
never, never, ever happens.
If you think you see it does,
It's just a lie, because it never happens.

You think they may have gripped your thoughts.
Your heart and your desires.
So think, think, think again.
You'll discover that the whole world, not just them.
Are a bunch of fucking liars.

Wait a few months and you will see.
Their so called "love" fall apart.
By then, you will know that broken hearts
are really what facades are.

They never stand strong, they never last long.
They shatter because they are made of shattered hearts.
What you see isn't what you get.
So there's no point wishing on the shooting stars.

Because they're just airplanes, falling down from the sky.
Like lovers once they're over their high.
And they will crash, crash and burn.
And burn until there's nothing left.

So what you see now is just for now.
They're merely trying to shake your heart.
Trust me, pull your eyes away.
And stop thinking about it like a retard.

They're in it just for a moment of high.
When the whole world turns to look at them.
Look, look, what's the point of that?
If you don't know how to look inside.

Sit with me, my friend, and watch the show.
When they crumble and fall after a few moments.
Love and happiness never had long lives.
So there's no point, no point trying at all.

They look like they've got everything.
In fact, there's nothing. Really nothing.
Because nothing lasts forever, you see.
Nothing lasts forever.

Man, that's a lot to say for just one thing.
I think you are right.
So all we're doing is watching a show.
With scenes that are just well acted.

Alright, let's leave them at it.
We can do better things with this time.
They may look like they've got everything.
But that's just what it looks like.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

380

Anyone know where to get some sleeping pills? I really need those.

Friday, June 18, 2010

379

"I dont mind having *** with him and then give birth to his kids. After that, DITCH HIM ^^"
HAHAHAHA"


- Wenning, sunnysideuppp.xanga.com

holy shit, people nowadays sure are evil =.=

378

This song is so far the only bieber song i've accepted LOL. maybe its because his voice is breaking and aint as gay as last time. I think its not bad and usher adds a great verse to it. i think the video's pretty cool. but bieber can't dance =.= , ok maybe a lil' only. but the other dudes sure as hell can. they've got some really cool moves in there and usher has some slick footwork in there too. do check it out! haha

Thursday, June 17, 2010

377

If you bother to look beyond the exterior, you will find things you will never had imagined there before. Be it tv shows, movies, videos, mangas, novels. If you bother to take the time to look beyond that action filled scene, that sensuous drawing, that long seemingly unmeaningful pile of words. You will discover the depth, the originality and the multitude of things you can relate to and think about for years to come. I have seen and felt many. They have impacted me one way or another. I am a different person because I try, to success, to look beyond what is on the outside. Trust me, it will be a great feeling to have that sense of discovery and accomplishment when you go "Oh that's deep, thats meaningful, thats interesting, I never thought that it could be so ..." Yes. Trust me on that. Even though some exteriors may look disgusting, perverted, crazy and downright wrong, all you need to do is "hmm, what if I think of it this way?" Presto. Magic. Just try.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

376

I've searched for meaning in this life for 16 years. And I thought I had found it. I was wrong.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

374

Hello I'm back. Go tell your friends. Go. Now.