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Angel of The Northern Lights


I'd like to make myself believe,
That you are not what you seem to be.

It must have been a long fall from heaven for you,
And you chose to land right in front of me.
Tell me why, why did you have to,
Change me from the person that I used to be.

I'm very afraid to lose you 'cause,
Nothing as good as you will happen to me again,
You're the one in a million gifts in all,
But comes with you a note which says "pain."

An angel is as an angel does,
You lit up my life with a thousand stars.
You reached out to me from afar,
And gave me a love-filled candy bar.

I have never seen your beauty shine so bright,
Just like a show of northern lights.
I want to reach out to you in the sky,
But you chose to watch me die.

You ran to the left when I went to the right.
You would hide in the day while I walked the night.
I'd never see a jewel this bright again,
But this very same jewel drives me insane.

You would run from me and into the night,
Beautiful angel of the northern lights,
When you said no, you broke my heart.
So I know you're nice to see, but not to touch.



Copyright (c) Chen Wei Heng

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Random Love Shit

Oops. You dropped my heart and now its shattered into pieces. :) No worries, I will pick them up myself. Ah. Many pieces are missing, but don't worry about it. I will find them myself :) . Go on, I don't blame you for breaking my heart :) . Because in fact, you did not even do anything at all. Maybe my heart is too unworthy for your hands, you had to ask someone else to come do the job. But haha, I also don't want your hands to get dirtied. I know I am only a piece of dirt in your eyes, but will you let me try again if I polish myself until I'm a diamond? Probably not. Why give diamonds to a diamond? You deserve much better. All the best :)

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I'd never dreamt that you would do this to me. By doing nothing yourself.

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Yos wassup. How do you like the new blogskin? haha, btw pls tag and give comments :D

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Hey yos wassup yall. I'm just gonna list my end of year holiday plans here so i won't forget them haha. i know theres this klp subway outing ystd after mooncake festival and details about mooncake festival but i wont post about it tonight, i just wanna list down those plans because i just remembered all of them and i dun wanna forget those

and because of jiajian's influence, i have mindlessly produced many acronyms for these plans, even if they make no sense, screw you jj -.-

1. PPP = professional physical practice (this should be professional physical training, but i just put the extra p to make it more nice...)

this is about my parents training me the way they were trained, cuz i wanna get the full marks for napha next year, so i gotta buck on on the physical side of training

2. PP = Project Photography

this is about me investing in a good camera and experimenting with photographs and stuff, because its really cool and inspiring, besides putting my thoughts down in words like poems and lovestuffs, now i have an additional route which is photos

3. P = Purchase

this is about me actually buying some stuffs with the money i have saved, and those are not yugioh cards of some games for my psp or stuff like last time, those are too old-school. I'm gonna invest in some shit like photoshop or video converter things, because i wanna make sure my potential phone (sony ericsson aino) is loaded with entertainment by the middle of the holidays. and that means tons of music and videos

4. Wardrobe Revolution

this is about me researching and checking out stuffs about fashion online, and trying to match them with my existing clothes, OR investing just a liil bit of money on some stuffs which i can get easily to fit those styles, and i'm also gonna try to find a style which suits me, and the reason why i'm getting steadily more obsessed with dressing because. Dress for Success, simple as that

5. Self-Improvement

this is quite simple to understand. just look at the title. i'm gonna be back changed and improved for the better next year. look out for me


ok i guess thats about it, and i should be posting regularly during the holidays about stuffs, so stay tuned.

but now's not even EOY yet haha. anyways, during this mug period, i should be posting less often, but don't stop coming here haha, i will post some stuffs occasionally. and rmb to tag

see ya

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When someone breaks your heart, it teaches you that loving someone does not always mean that the person will love you back. But don’t turn your back on love, because when you find the right person, the joy that one person brings you will make up for all of your past hurts. Times a thousand fold.

- littlemiss.tumblr

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Go On Girl

Ne-Yo

I can't get it back, but

I don't want it back, I

Realized that,

She don't know how to act

Never been a dumb dude

No I'm not dense

I just had a slight lack of common sense

I was the good guy

She was the bad girl

I'm thinking one girl

She thinking me, Earl, James and Jimmy

Yep she had plenty

But love for me, she didn't have any

I was inviting, her into my heart

But she was out riding in some other man's car

She was my night time, thought I was her star

Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong

Wont take long for me to move on

Please don't worry bout me I'm fine(Please don't worry bout me I'm fine)

Only gonna play the fool one time(Only gonna play the fool one time)

Trust me when I say

That I'll be OK

Go on girl(Go on girl)

Go on girl(Go on girl)

Go on girl

I can't get it back, but

I don't want it back, I

Realized that,

She don't know how to act

Tried to settle down and look what I get

Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet

She at the bar getting drinks from many men

I'm in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriends

Trust not knowing, truly not knowing

I look back now like, man, I was open

I was inviting, her into my heart

But she was out riding in some other man's car

She was my night time, thought I was her star

Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong

Wont take long for me to move on

Please don't worry bout me I'm fine(Please don't worry bout me I'm fine)

Only gonna play the fool one time(Only gonna play the fool one time)

Trust me when I say

That I'll be OK

Go on girl(Go on girl)

Go on girl(Go on girl)

Go on girl

The mistake I made is clear

(we never should've been together)

Thats the reason you're not here

(I know that I can do much better)

Not a single salty tear

Not a feeling in my ches

tBaby I'm feeling no stress

I'm too fly to be depressed

Go on Girl

Go on Girl

Go on Girl

Go on Girl

Please don't worry bout me I'm fine

(Please don't worry bout me I'm fine)

Only gonna play the fool one time

(Only gonna play the fool one time)

Trust me when I say

That I'll be OK

Go on girl(Go on girl)

Go on girl(Go on girl)

Go on girl...

Haha...this song's for you, but thing is, are you even pretending to worry about me?

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When you told me to have sweet dreams, you probably didn't mean it, but I did have sweet dreams that night.

When you didn't, you probably meant it, so I did see you in my nightmares that night.

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hey yos. just wanna drop by here to thank yall for coming to this blog. 200 views already! haha. i know it ain't nothing much compared to other peeps' blogs because stuff here aint that interesting, haha but i'm trying to make it more interesting so more peeps would come here. btw try to tag more heheh, in case you dunno the navigations are in the "kanye in the house" words on top, just click on them to go to archives, profile or tagboard. SO GO AND TAG NOW :D

ah holidays ending soon, jiayous for all the last minute work chionging and stuff, but mind you many things can go school copy de, so don't stress yourself out too much hehe

and btw, don't be me, a member of slackers united, because we are always busy. busy slacking, that is.

see ya

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Wassup peeps, just a short post haha.

Today went to KLP to study......ok change that to slack. Instead of studying or doing work, me, jj, ant and hweepin went to arcade and bowled, 3 damn games sia. anyways is use my class fund money, so its ok :D dun worry peeps, the money you give to the class fund is going to good use, VERY good use indeed.

anyways just slack alot luh, and i talked with jiajian for 15 mins on the phone today, and it drained my batt to left one bar. at first got 5 bars out of 6, then drop to 1. siala noob phone

at least i changing phone soon, and sony ericsson aino looks promising haha, go check it out online





Sony Ericsson Aino





haha the screen is touch screen, and it has 8.1 megapixel cam, now thats great. plus bluetooth earphones, and that means no more bothering with wires haha

and plus it is a slide phone, which makes me like it alot, cuz i like touch screen alot and i simply love slide phones, so this is like the 2 combined. sweet

haha thats it for today, see ya guys soon

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I can't let go of you just like the way you can't let go of him.

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hey yos wassup. i just wanna drop by here to show you how guai lan jiajian can be haha

i was doing this note on facebook asking you some questions while you have to answer them with song names while pressing shuffled songs on your phone or music player. so i got some pretty cool or funny or weird answers, but here's one...

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
I'm Missing You - Case (haha i can't link this)

haha i said that i can't link this, but jiajian could

Jiajian : it means that you're missing the person, and what's missing is just the special someone. you just don't have the person. the person is just not there.

wah screw him sia, it hurts me a lot leh...

so will i ever get married? no, i'm missing you.

haha post more next time, but now "holidays" got hell lotta work to do, so wont be that often haha paiseh

see ya

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Reminiscing is like watching a good, long, interesting movie.

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If you want me to die, its simple to just tell me.

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So, you're leaving, aren't you'

I knew it when you said just then when you told me you were leaving

That's when I definitely knew

But if you're trying to break my heart

Your plan is flawed from the start

You can't break my heart, it's liquid

It melted when I met you

And as you turn around to leave

Don't' turn back to me

Don't turn around and see if I'm crying

I'm not crying

I'm not crying

It's just been raining on my face

And if you think you see some tear tracks down my cheeks

Please. Pleasee, don't tell my mates

I'm not crying

No, I'm not crying

And if I am crying

It's not because of you

It's because I'm thinking about a friend of mine who you don't know who is dying

That's right, dying

These aren't tears of sadness because you're leaving me

I've just been cutting onions

I'm making a lasagna

For one

Oh, I'm not crying

No

There's just a little bit of dust in my eye

That's from the path that you made when you said your goodbye

I'm not weeping because you won't be here to hold my hand

For your information there's an inflammation in my tear gland

I'm not upset because you left me this way

My eyes are just a little sweaty today

They've been looking around

They're like searching for you

They've been looking for you

Even though I told them not to

These aren't tears of sadness

They're tears of joy

I'm just laughing

Ha ha ha-ha ha

I'm sitting at this table called love

Staring down at the irony of life

How come we've reached this fork in the road

And yet it cuts like a knife

I'm not crying

I'm not crying

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Don't worry. I know just what to do to end this. I think.

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Yos peeps. Just wanna drop by here for a break from studying and drop a few quotes which I had recorded or I had thought of myself recently.
Those quotes without any names given are made by me. Others will be credited.

About what to wear on teacher's day...
"Wear something fun, because Mr S**w wants to play with it."
Ching Ying

About Jiajian's statement of wanting to screw Zhangxin...
"Why do you want to screw Zhangxin, if you already want to screw SOTA girl?"
Ching Ying

During Physics lesson...
Me : "I don't like physics."
Ching Ying : "No no, its just Mr S**w."

Ching Ying can make interesting quotes lols.

the next few are by me

"Promises are easy to make if you know you're going to break them."

"It hurts me to see you together with someone else. But it makes me happy to see you smiling with that person."


"You lied when you said you did not know what to do. You already knew what to do. It was only a matter of time."



Haha so this is what boring lessons in school has made me create.

Also, I have found new inspirations for writing during those boring lessons too.


My So Called Life

When I'm Gone

I, You and Him

I Don't Know

Wait, Wait

Favourite Mistake

Stay tuned to this blog haha, see ya

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Yo wassup peeps. I know today is supposed to be a mugging day but somehow I don't care about doing work anymore.

Somehow I'm feeling a change in me, I'm no longer putting in effort in my work as compared to first sem, and everything is kinda dropping now and i'm starting to hand in more and more late and lousy work recently. screw

i'm supposed to get more than 3 gpa this year, at this rate i'm going its prolly gonna stay at 2.8, damn

ah screw, i seem to have changed a lot in the past couple of months i think...

HAHA ok enough of this deep-emo shit, and enough grades talk to last us for liftetimes

yall should go check out the song Forever by Drake ft Kanye West, Lil Wayne and Eminem, its a smoking hot song and it has great guest artists

btw Jay-Z's new album, The Blueprint 3, should be dropping on september 11th, so yall stay tuned to itunes

anyways I was just regretting this afternoon for not being a fan of kanye earlier, because kanye had only came to concert on his Glow In The Dark tour in october last year, if only i had known more of him last year, i would definitely have went for that concert. damn man, hope he comes soon, and its rumoured that he wants to tour with lady gaga, haha thats hot man

anyways kanye's got this new book, its called Thank You and You're Welcome, and its like a collection of quotes about life and stuff, and its quite inspirational

To most people, the saying "to use someone", carries a negative connotation. But, I don't see it that way. To 'mis' use, 'over' use or 'ab'use someone is negative. To use is necessary. If you can't be used for anything, then you're useless.

Haha this is quite interesting

anyways, i will throw in a quote i made myself today

"To be in love, you have to give love. But love cannot be defined. Nobody knows what love is. So I don't know what to give."