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Hey guys, i'm sorry for not posting shits about my life now. because everyday very boring and all the same. just school, training and crap that life throws at us.

but all the quotes and songs and lyrics and poems i post here all reflect what's happening in my life right now, so feel free to interpret haha

anyways i should be trying to post things about life soon, when things happen, so do stay tuned

also, i may be starting another blog plainly on photography, entertainment and music and fashion stuff, for leisure. i will keep you guys updated on the new blog.

should be making it soon.

see ya , and dun get bored to death in this period of time haha

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"To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful."

— Bess Myerson



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"A stupid mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won’t hurt you again."

— Unknown



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"I can’t help but remember everything. I mean, you see somebody and you think about all they’ve ever said and done. The good and the bad. It all comes back to you, and it feels so right and hurts so bad all at once."

— Unknown


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So what if everything, and I mean everything, falls apart?

Friends, grades, family, love...everything which make up your life.

You lose interest in what used to be your favourite things.

You lose out to everyone else in everything.

You lose, to life.

Ah fun. Coincidences are merely coincidences.

There's no such thing as fate or love or crap like that.

No, life don't offer you anything, you get them yourself.

But what if you give your best, and get nothing in return?

Absolutely.

Nothing.

At.

All.

Is this what it means to be human?

I'm not complaining.

Just thinking.

What can be done to make this all better?

Disappear.

Coincidences are merely coincidences.

Love? What is that?

Teach me how to smile again.

True friends can be so hard to find.

Oh I'd like to learn how to make it better. But it betrays our conscience.

My conscience.

What's the point of memories if they can't continue?

What's the point of hard work if you don't get anything?

Taken for granted.

I'd like to see you smile.

I'd like to see your smile.

Ah.

So we live life like a routine.

Nothing interesting.

Repetition.

Repetition.

Repetition.

...

So we keep going.

Keep counting.

Let memories fade to dust.

We move on.

Oh wait, you move on.

Yeah right.

What a joke.

Cruel joke.

Life.

Being too nice never brings you anything.

It hurts.

Burns.

Drains.

Makes you pay.

So does money matter now?

Love.

What is that? Can you teach me?

Friends.

Define them.

Smiles.

I have forgot how to do that.

Grades.

Fuck.

No.

We do things we don't like.

Because we're forced to.

Never get what we want.

Need.

Lower expectations.

Get less.

Raise hopes.

Get nothing.

Get hurt.

Get hit.

Pain.

Ouch.

Ah.

Oh, nothing matters anymore.

Coincidences?

Yeah.

Fate?

Fuck that.

Love?

I need a dictionary.

You are my dictionary.

Teach me how it feels to live again.

Breathe again.

Even though you take my breath away.

Oh wait.

Sweet talk.

Dosen't work for me.

Might for someone else though.

Why me Josh?

Ah. See what the school does to us?

Why me?

Haha...

We type that so often, it loses its meaning.

Laugh.

Smile.

Teach me how to smile. Please?

Down to three.

Ah desperately holding on.

What's the point?

There's nothing you can do.

Like you said.

So I blame it on myself.

Myself.

Me.

Walk alone.

Meet my friend, his name is My Shadow.

Friend.

Define it.

Love.

Find it.

Wait.

Teach me.

Love?

No, it dosen't exist.

Nope.

No.

I miss you.

Wait, more like.

I missed you.

Homies?

No more.

Go back to my prison.

Walk alone.

Ah fun.

Ah fun.

Ah fun.

There's no such thing as fate.

All that love bullshit.

I don't belong here.

I don't belong anywhere.

Love?

What's that? o.o


Oh, so everything starts to fall apart.

And I mean everything.

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Fuck life. :)

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Sometimes its best not to try to predict the future.


It may just come true.


No one's to blame but myself.

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Trey Songz - Can't Help But Wait
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Can't Help But Wait



I can't help but wait
Ohh I
Can't help but wait
Check it out


I see you, you're with him
He ain't right but you don't trip
You stand by, while he lies
Then turn right 'round and forgive
I can't take to see your face, with those tears run down your cheeks
But what can I do
I gotta stay true
'Cause deep down I'm still a G


And I don't wanna come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can


Girl I can't help but wait
'Til you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
'Til you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
'Til you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait


Listen, it ain't fresh to just let him call the shots
You're a queen, you should be, getting all that someone's got
You should be rocking the latest in purses, bracelets, and watches, your worth
Much more than an occasional "I love you"
I'm thinking of you


And I don't wanna come between you and your man (No)
Even though I know I treat you better than he can


Girl I can't help but wait
'Til you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
'Til you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
'Til you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait


Get it together
You can do better
See-ers believers
And I see what you need so
I'm gone play my position
Let you catch what you've been missin'
I'm calling out


Girl 'cause I can't help but wait
'Til you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
'Til you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
'Til you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait


Girl I can't help but wait
'Til you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
'Til you see that with me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
'Til you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait


Oh - can't help but wait, babe
No-no-no-no-no-no
I can't help but wait
Oh-oh-oh, can't help but wait

No, no, no

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"Love is a force more formidable than any other. It is invisible- it cannot be seen or measured- yet is powerful enough to transform you in a moment, and offer you more joy than any material possession ever could."

— Barbara De Angelis


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"If it is important enough to you, you will find a way. If it is not, you will find an excuse."

— Unknown


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What makes a love story true? There's no love in it.

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Boy meets girl.

Boy falls in love.

Girl dosen't.



- (500) Days of Summer

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"Love is a two-sided issue: Just as it can give one the greatest ecstasy, it can cause one the greatest pain. Yet most of us are willing to take the risk."

— Kahlil Gibran


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"You can’t do this. You can’t put one relationship on hold for another. It’s like a call waiting… you leave one person on hold long enough, and they are gonna hang up."

— Unknown


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最珍贵的是要但得不到的。最珍贵的是曾经拥有而失去的。









damn, the chinese passage in the exam inspired me today.

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"Sometimes what you want the most is what you’re better off without."

— Unknown


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If I really have to lose, I will lose with a smile.

If I really have to fail, I will fail it in style.

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"The truth is, everyone you meet will hurt you at one point or another. You just need to decide who is worth the pain."

— Unknown


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Rules are made to be broken.
















So is your heart.
















Credits to Clarence for the original idea.

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"They give their hearts to each other unconditionally… That’s what true love really is. It’s not this fairy tale life that never knows pain, but it’s two souls facing it together and diminishing it with unconditional love."

— One Tree Hill


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Wasting Time


Why am I looking at the clock,
When I already know my time has run out?
How could it be that we let our thoughts,
Waste away in those seconds, tick tock?

So I let myself sit down here alone,
My hands are frozen but my heart reaches for my phone.
What would I make of myself by making that call?
Because we both know its far too late now.

Hey I'm sorry that I have wasted your time.
I know that wack idiots like me had no right.
I can see when I came in from the right, you moved to the left.
That you had no more thoughts of you and me left.

I'm sorry that I have wasted your time.
Because you're a million dollar bill, not a dime.
So this poor dude's wallet's empty now.
Just like his heart.
Ouch.

I'm sorry this boy had no right.
Because some other man had both sides.
I could only talk to you in the day,
While he held you in the night.

All the time you wasted on me.
All of the things that you could be.
All his wonders that you could've seen.
I'm sorry I'm just a beggar, not a king.

Wasting time is my niche,
I guess for that you can call me a bitch.
Because I'm unworthy for those beautiful eyes of yours.
Even when I knock, you don't have to open the door.

So we let our memories fade to dust.
Like sand through a broken hourglass.
So I can never see your beautiful face...
Wait wait wait! Were there even memories in the first place?




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"I can’t keep being your second choice- not when you’re my first."

—Everwood


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"The sooner you realize things will never be the same again, the sooner you can move on."

- The O.C.


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I'm like so breaking the "not posting during EOYs" thing ... haha

anyways 3 papers down. left 5 more... and tmr and tuesday is kinda screwed. only got half an hour break in between the 2 papers. screw them lols... on the first day in between the 2 LA papers got 1 hour break. then now half hour only... -.-

anyways jiayous for studying luh. tonight chiong lots and tmr after the exams slack a bit and can slack also during the long weekend haha.

jiayous and good luck for the coming papers :)

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When I'm Gone


We say goodbye, but don't really mean it.
We say see you later, but do we really do it?
When you're gone, I'll do anything to find you.
But when I'm gone, what will you bother to do?

When I'm here, I didn't change anything.
I didn't make you better, I just complicate things.
I'm sorry I didn't make things better.
I guess its just my screwed up nature.

There's this painful feeling in my heart,
Which I feel everytime we are apart.
But I think you're smiling in the dark,
Because I'm not there to screw things up.

There's no need to tell me the wrongs I do,
Because I know its my mistake for loving you.
But it's just so clear to me,
You're the only person I can see.

Tell me again why did you have to make me live for you.
Tell me please why did you have to do what you do.
Because thats just what I want to know.
But you're busy with someone else, so...

I should get the hell outta your life,
And let you be free to be another man's future wife.
So if you're feeling angry or sad just play this song.
Because you'll be happier when I'm gone.




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"I know you think of me as just a friend, and that crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you’d ever consider. But I have to say it… I can’t stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can’t look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can’t talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are."
- Chasing Amy


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"Infatuation is when you find somebody who is absolutely perfect. Love is when you realize that they aren’t and it doesn’t matter." - Unknown


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"Finding someone isn’t about trying to transform yourself into the perfect image of what you think they want. It’s about being exactly who you are and then finding a person who appreciates that."
— Unknown

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...

I'll go by myself, just get me a drink.
A shirt and a hoodie and a fresh pair of jeans.
Ima take a walk in this city, nope, no phone.
And show myself some magic of being alone.

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Wassup yall. 300 views. thanks for coming to this blog :D keep coming haha.

btw jiayous for eoys :D i shouldnt be posting until eoys are over bah, need to go chiong study shitz..haha

jiayous, and good luck.

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I Don't Know

You tellin' me all this crap?
Wait, you ain't tellin' me all these crap.
I can't and I won't take it back.
Because you won't let me do that.

I don't know why I had to do that to you.
I don't know what hell of a shit did I do.
I don't know if you've been reading me through.
But what I know is that I was a fool.

Oh, you think its fun? Check this out.
This painful exterior shadows my doubt.
I'm being whipped but I won't shout.
Because I have no other route.

I don't know if you're playing my heart.
I don't know if they are giving a fuck.
I don't know if I still have a heart.
But what I know is that he played a part.

Ah, still don't feel me? Come this way.
Hear a little of what I gotta say.
Give me your heart and let me play.
Oops I dropped it, but I don't care anyway.

I don't know if you feel the pain,
I don't know what you have to gain.
I don't know if you feel the same.
But instead of the sun you gave me the rain.

I don't know if you know what I said.
But I do know I'd be better off dead.
Do you love me? IDK.
But it wouldn't happen anyway.

You don't tell me no shit, so I don't know.
If you're playing me, keep it on the low.
If you're saying me, please don't let it show.
'Cause my heart can't take it anymore.




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"If there's no love, make some."


"Falling hurts. So why fall in love?"


This is what happens when you're supposed to be studying but you're bored.
This is what happens when you're supposed to be doing work, but you're not.

Haha. Those quotes are by me.

Woo EOYs coming in 5 days, and I'm still posting. Ah I'm slacking too much. Somebody save me.

Anyways Jiajian came up with a nice analogy for this situation.

"Your situation is like doing a very tough test. You write essays, do equations, analyse passages and much more. This test is very difficult and you have given and written a lot. But you get no marks for it. Its a zero. NO MARK IS LEFT. But what's more. You only get the results by MAIL, its not a personal delivery. No. Somebody else does it."

Credits to Jiajian



Why?

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"Love is unconditional, relationships are not."
— Grant Gudmundson


"Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love."
— Erich Fromm




"It’s so easy, to think about love, to talk about love, to wish for love, but it’s not always easy, to recognize love, even when we hold it… in our hands."

— Jaka


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Am I Still The One
Daniel Powter

I don't get much from heros
I don't give them much thought
I crumble under pressure, made of steel I’m not
I don't like my reflection
I don't like what I see
I'm scared of my shadow, it cast this doubt on me
But am I still the one?
Am I still the one?
Am I still the one?

I was standing in your shadow just to understand your pain.
But when I needed you the most you looked the other way.
I wanted you to comfort me the moment we begun.
I loved you through your nothingness. Am I still the one?

You’re coming through the windows.
You’re crawling through the floor.
You sent the spies to find me.
Now they’re kicking down my door.
But am I still the one?
Am I still the one?
Am I still the one?

I was standing in your shadow just to understand your pain.
But when I needed you the most you looked the other way.
There’s nothing left but emptiness it’s all been said and done.
I know you want me to believe that I’m still the one.

So long to the angels.
You got me on the run.

Tell me that you’ll never leave me again, and you're sorry.
Tell me that you'll never leave me again, now you're sorry.
(All these lovers)
tell me that you'll never leave me again, sorry.
tell me that you'll never leave me again, sorry.
(All these lovers)
Tell me that you'll never leave me again, sorry.
Tell me that you'll never leave me again.