411

Not The One
By Me, For You

I'm sorry baby, I'm just ugly.
The one who can't provide for you.
I've been trippin' on you lately.
And I don't know what to do.

I guess I'm just too clumsy.
I can't handle a diamond as bright as you.
I think I'm just too lousy.
I can't do what I should for you.

Maybe I fear what you'll think.
When I try to make things good.
Because you know you don't want it.
And I can say I know it too.

I know it's best for a person like me,
to die and fade off from this world.
So a person like you can see,
a way more better life than before.

Oh wait, I'm sorry, there's no other like you.
You're the only star in my universe.
Oh wait, I got that wrong too.
You are the one who is my universe.

But I know what I am to you.
I'm simply nothing, something which don't exist at all.
Or something that you hope do not exist.
Well, maybe I should grant your wish after all.

But I don't do magic like them other dudes do.
I'm just the show's backstage crew.
Someone who's just an annoyance in your life.
Something which is less than nothing to you.

I lack the strength to make you smile.
I don't have the power to make your life better.
I can't make you have me on your speed dial.
Without me your life would be better.

I don't deserve a mention when you talk.
I don't deserve to see the beautiful way you walk.
I can't motivate you, or make you see,
the things to look forward to to make you happy.

To me, you are everything that I live for.
To you, I'm something you would rather live without.
Oh I'm sorry, I got that wrong again.
I'm just nothing, nothing to mention about.

My name don't float in your head like them others do.
My face you would rather not see too.
My so-called love is something you can do without.
Because I can't act, I'm the backstage crew.

I don't know what to say to make you smile.
I don't know what to do to make you happy.
Maybe the things I'm doing now is actually right.
But to you, it depends on who's the one saying things.

We can say the same things just as nice.
We can do the same things just as sweet.
Everything we do can be exactly identical.
But, it only matters who's the one doing it.

I'm just too talentless, who's got nothing to give.
The pathetic beggar, the careless thief.
Sometimes I really hate myself.
Oh wait, I got that wrong, I hate myself all the time.

For not being able to be the one for you.
To be the one that you look forward to
seeing everyday, look forward to the things you could do,
with the one, whom you would say "I love you" to.
Then he would say "I love you" back.
So he can keep your smile intact.
All this is true, its not an act.
Even if it's on stage, I'm the backstage crew.

The one who you would never know.
The one thinks the world of you.
The one who you wish was better off dead.
The one who should stop doing the things he do.

The one who can't put a smile on your face.
The one who is acting, wait I got that wrong, being a fool.

The one who's nearing the end of his days.

The one who can't live without you.