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I'm worried. Or I'm just overreacting. Or my worst fears are simply true. Please show me that they are not. Please tell me that everything is alright. I want to know, I need to know that you are ok. I hate this feeling. I'm feeling numb here. My face feels like stone. I can't feel my legs. Tell me that everything is ok. I don't want you to feel the same. I think I'm talking crap, what right do I have to do all that? I'm sorry, you are just too important to me. You are my everything. Without you, I'll have, and I'll be nothing. Not that I matter though. You are the most important, the one who matters the most, and the only one I had ever, or will ever love. Heck, I don't even know what love is, but I'm just guessing its you and me. I'm sorry to be the one who love you, I think you deserve much better. I'm sorry but my fingers are freezing up and I can't type anymore. I don't know what can make me feel like this. I have no idea. I'm sorry. I'm just overreacting, I will be fine in a few moments. Yeah I will be fine. Nothing have or had ever happened. Please don't regard all the above seriously, I'm just being mental. Or am I insane all the time? Oh wait, my fingers are unfreezing, just from the thought of you. Thank you, for being there in my head, running through my mind all day, so I can continue hoping and living. You must be tired, so please, sit down here, next to me. We can go back to when it was just you and me. Ok I'm hoping too much again. I'm going off topic. Let me end this with I love you, and I'm sorry.