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That Friday Afternoon Thing
By Me :)

Don't tell me little things don't matter.
Because they add up to things bigger than you think.
Things which can change lives for the better.
Things which have the ability to make you sink
to the bottom of the ocean of pain.
Caught up between the currents and waves.
Not knowing what to feel can make you insane.
And it only gets worse day by day.
All it takes is just a little time,
a little bit of this, a tiny bit of that.
Who knows it could be that simple to make you mine.
Yes, its simple, but not easy in fact.
Those days when everybody get together.
Those possibilities are endless, too much to list.
People get caught up in the moment, feeling too better.
And all that I can do is this.
I think, I sit, I think, I die.
My body's here but my heart's somewhere else.
Too bad that I'm just living a lie.
Trying to convince myself those things don't help.
But in fact, they do, they matter the most.
It's those little things we do that make us smile.
But sadly, I can't get access to those.
I'm locked up, shut down, away by a thousand miles.
It's not like I didn't give all my life to be with you.
It's just that I tried to give more than that just to be with you.
So I sit here behind my bars and think.
Inhale fake atmosphere and imagine the scenes.
Those scenes which remain forever burned in my eyes.
Covered up by my smile as a great disguise.
Yes, I do smile, but only when I think of you.
And when I'm with you, I do that too.
But no, everything conspires to keep me from you.
So I guess there's just one thing I gotta do.
Lying, lying is the way to get through.
It's the only way to get a life and be cool.
I'm sorry, I was too honest before.
I need to change to have you as the reason to live for.
So I sit here in fabricated luxury, behind my bars.
Peering through that fucking steel, mesmerized by stars.
Yes, baby, a star's what you are.
The only star I can see, yes I love you la :)
But first, I need to be there, to be with you and see.
To smile and be happy together and enjoy how magical it can be.
Hold your hand and step through that friday afternoon thing.
To just be together, happy love songs we'll sing.
Just for you, I will do anything to be free.
So I can show that I love you, to be continued,
in The Good Life Three.