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its over..

0 days, 0 hours, 0 mins, 0 seconds..

but things will never turn out the way i want it...

tell me...you all reading this now...

how does it feel to be subjected to something you do not like?

how does it feel to be subjected to something you dislike, and not having even a shred of chance to speak for yourself?

not a chance to let the authority know what you think?

imagine yourself in this situation : you are told on your first day after your exams that you are to go to somewhere you dislike and do something you dislike for 2 weeks, starting from the exact first day of your holidays...it has been settled for you 4 weeks ago and you are not told about it...but by now, the decision and order is laid and you there is no way you can change it...?

how would you feel? if you do not have a chance to let your thoughts and feelings be known?

how would you feel? if you have no choice but to do something you dislike?

how would you feel? if nobody is giving you a chance to let you tell them your thoughts and feelings? not a chance at all...they just do everything without consulting you at all and the consequences of the thing is your responsibility...how would you feel?

how would you feel? if no thought is given to you at all? your words will never be heard, and others place their interests above yours?

honestly, how would you feel?

what a nice way to start a life after EOY...

today...

got sun tanned for interclass...and had stomachache on the train and was feeling very ill at home...

had a heated debate with jiajian just now about class bonding...for more details ask me and maybe i will upload a copy of the debate here...

let me tell you first that this debate does not look pretty and can be pretty hurtful to some...

also be warned that this debate contains chim language, and the meanings behind the words are reaching the threshold of emoness...

and i'm not going to school tmr...mother dun let...say i must rest of this lil bit of sickness...

nvm.. i appreciate the thoughtfullness...sorry to all...i am not there to support you all...for interclass...btw i want to congrats both teams on getting into 2nd round...

i have set some goals during the holidays to pass the time well...and not let it go to waste...as jj mentioned that this time is much more boring than he thought...so i suppose i have to agree with him on that...

Goals for hols :

1) Master the song Free Loop - Daniel Powter on piano
2)Master the song Bad Day - Daniel Powter on piano
3)Master the song Because of You - Neyo, piano version
4)Find more piano versions of popular songs to learn
5)Plan my ways to accomplish future dreams, lifelong ambitions
- Live in Los Angeles
- Open a cafe and live in an apartment in downtown LA
- Be a pianist in a club in LA
- Drive a Chrysler 300 with 24 inch rims

i know they are far fetched and i dunno why i'm obsessed with los angeles...but i will work towards those dreams...

i will post more tmr...good night for now..