The choice to make for fun for you...not for me

I havent posted for a month...i know that...

This is going to be short...

First thing...happy birthday jieyu...i owe u a drink...

Next...today's CIP sucks...

Finally...THIS ENTIRE DAY SUCKS...CUZ ALL OF YOU HAPPY PEOPLE OUT THERE ARE GIVEN A CHOICE! WHILE I AM NOT...

IT DOES NOT MATTER IF YOU GO OR NOT...AS A SMALL AMOUNT OF PPL CHOSE NOT TO GO...CHOSE MIND YOU ! THEY CAN CHOOSE! DAMMIT!

YOU ALL ARE PROBABLY HAVING FUN THERE AT THE PARK NOW AND I AM STUCK AT PRISON WITH NOTHING TO DO (ACTUALLY 2 HOURS OF GAMING PER DAY IS EXCELLENT FOR ME BUT PROBABLY NOTHING TO YOU DAMMIT FUCK!)

WHAT'S THE POINT EH? THIS POST MAY NOT BE READ ANYTIME SOON CUZ MAYBE YOU HAPPY PPL WOULD HAVE MUCH MORE TO DO AFTER THAT DAMN PARTY WHICH I SO MUCH WANTED TO GO BUT FORCED NOT TO!?!?!?

TO JON - YOU MADE THE CHOICE NOT TO GO..AND THATS YOUR CHOICE...AT LEAST YOU HAD THE CHOICE AND MADE ONE WHICH YOU WANTED AND LIKED! I AM NOT GIVEN THE CHOICE!?!?

WHY AM I ALWAYS SHOUTING AND ARGURING OVER THE PHONE WHILE U PPL DON'T HAVE TO LET EM' KNOW AT ALL!?!?

WHY!?!?

FUCK DAMMIT BASTARD JIBAI LA!

OH KEEP HAVING FUN!?!? YEAH I DON'T MIND

i'M ONLY POSTING THIS TO RELEASE ALL MY ANGER AND NOT TO DISCREDIT YOU OR ANYTHING,..ITS NOT YOUR FAULT AT ALL I KNOW THAT...ITS MY GODDAMN LIFE!

FUCK THIS ALL!!!

AND I SHALL END THIS FUCKING UNHAPPY POST WITH A QUOTE -

DESCRIBING SOMETHING IMPOSSIBLE TO ACCOMPLISH OR A FLAT REJECTION TO A REQUEST -

"IF WEI HENG IS GOING, THEN I'M GOING."

OR THE OPPOSITE, WHICH MEANS SOMETHING EASILY DONE AND ALSO A FLAT REJECTION -

"IF WEI HENG IS NOT GOING, THEN I'M NOT GOING."

FUCK THIS DAY...I JUST WANNA FORGET IT AND LET THE POWER SWITCH I'M GOING TO PRESS SOON ELECTROCUTE ME TO DEATH...