Thursday, December 6, 2007

Forced to hide that contempt with a smile...

Hmm...what if your grandmother decided to visit from overseas during your holiday...for...2 weeks? that may be good for you oh i don't know...gifts? fun? freedom? oh i don't know...but in my case...well...you don't wanna know...but i'm tellin ya...

Buisness partner came along...inventor of the highway signboards and stuff which light up in the dark...and those glow in the dark stuff which you paste on the walls...innovative..creative and ambitious...but utterly bitter for me...

Yep rich ppl who count money in millions and stocks and property...and everything must go along with ...so i am forced to give up my favourite seat in the world so far...the left front seat of my dad's car...and be squeezed in the back row in the middle between my grandmother on my right and my mother and sister on my left..yep...i have long legs and wide shoulders and a generally tall build...so i'm stuck there...but lucky me i am pretty thin...so its one good thing...but it is drowned by more problems...

Yep...good dinner...but hardly anything to satisfy my gi-normous appetite which is contrary to the inventor's amazingly tiny vegetarian stomach...so its a problem...went home with stomach aching with hunger...yep...but another good thing is that i got a new pair of converse shoes...black and gold...very nice...but it does not fit me well...they misread the male 10 US size as the female 11.5 US size...which means they think i am female or they are not english literate...so i gotta wear them as many times as possible before my foot outgrows the shoe...which is going to be pretty soon...considering my usual size of 11...

Erm...me and my grandmother don't get along very well...i mean...not as well as a obedient grandson to a fussy but caring grandmother...i'm rebellious...which is contrary to what she likes...and what she likes is obedience and going by her ways...which is contrary to her character...if you can get through all that mind-tounge tying o get what it means...

Well...there are lots more to say...whatever they talk about is not what i like exactly...if you think i am the treasurer and therefore likes exploring the world of finance and money...in short...the world of adults...then you are wrong...the world of adults is a dangerous yet boring territory which shouldnt be accesible to us younger people...enjoying the full fun of life in our teenage years but unfortunately their world has invaded much into ours and changed it greatly...thus greatly influencing us and my life can be a simple example...but i am not so easily perturbed...fron those long and ardous talks i understand about their world and how to stop it...but unfortunately i wont be able to do it in time before we too reach the years which is time for us to be consumed into their world too...

I believe i can change the world to the way in which it will be more fun and carefree without the woes of the slight 1 mm decline on the stock market chart and the jolt of excitement resulting in heart attack when hearing the news of rapidly growing property markets...i believe i can change the world...but i need help and support...so are you in?

unfortunately i can't elaborate more as now i am forced to hide my contempt with a smile which reveals my ugly teeth...and i still wonder why they complain i don't smile enough in photographs when they know very well they are the problem...and my fate and destiny adds to it...for a long long time...my face remains blank and expressionless in my photo album...but i hope that will change..

"I'm trying to stop what is happening to others now...but not in time to stop it from happening to us..."

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