There was this plan i had which was to be executed during the holidays...i will not cut my hair for the length of time if the holidays...and see how i look by the end of it...and its easy to expect...with the Discipline Master out of the way...next come parents...my dad is quite ok with it...but my mom...she came back from china after a 3 week trip 2 days ago ...and the moment she saw me...well...you can guess...all the usual came...and especially my hair...which was just touching my eyebrow and reaching my ears...well...just cut tonight and i look moronic...well...i'm not saying that Gordon is moronic but...well...his hairstyle suits him but mine don't...my original what i call "untidy" style suits me best...mine now resembles a pinecone with short spikes and with a slightly longer fringe coming down at the front...its stupid i tell ya...
This has been the worst ever...i've never been more angry at my hair...THIS IS MY BODY,MY FACE,MY HAIR! WHY MUST YOU MAKE DECISIONS HOW THEY MUST LOOK LIKE?
THIS IS MY LIFE AND I SHALL DETERMINE HOW ME,MYSELF LOOK!(under rules and restrictions of course) BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH! AND YOU SCOLDED ME LYK SIAO FOR JUST HAVING SLIGHTLY LONG HAIR AND IS NOW FORCING ME NOT JUST TO TAKE A TRIM...BUT TO CUT TILL LYK...LYK...I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY!
of course...if one day we are going for another outing and you see me wearing a hat...dun ask why..
"You own your own body,your own mind,your own soul.Don't let others make decisions for it or take control for it.Whats yours is yours...nobody else should interfere..."
I always suffer what the message above is trying to prevent...take the example of my haircut i just gave...take another one...neoprint...its ok la...except for the pink part...but my mother absolutely detests it...everytime she sees that while window shopping she will point it out to me and say..."That is an awful waste of money.All those rich and spoilt girls go there to waste their parent's hard earned money.I even see boys there sometimes.Don't you ever let me see you taking that!"
Thats why its difficult to answer the question in my friend test =)...the few neoprints i had ever taken are hidden in secluded corners of my wallet...not to display openly and not get scolded by good parents...or unless your wallet is not always rummaged and checked through by your parents?...if yours is not...lucky you...as i suffer it and the serious lack of privacy...my handphone inbox also...always bombard me with questions about my inbox contacts..."who is that'? "boy or girl?" "psle score?" "where they live?" "what kind of house?" ahh those questions...damn this thing...
If the same thing which happens to me happens to you...you must not go down that easy...heheh...give them the hell fron yourselves...
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