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Hey yos, i know i havent been fast on the poems, so sorry bout that. Cuz these days, not a lot of time to write, mostly spent training, trying to do work, or procrastinating by reading manga. So, yeah, i will try to put them out soon.

Yesterday had this so-called project meeting at my house for the physics balloon car thingy, at least we have a design. Ended up playing poker with my newly bought chips. And seeing yesterday, i believe boon kiat needs some serious help. haha. 9 peeps in one house aint exactly easy to pull off for me, so its another eye opening experience.

speaking of eye opening experiences, this holiday got rather a lot sia.

anyways, i had this new inspiration for poem, which i found when i was reading manga. ok reading manga goes like this,

1) find a manga

2) read it (maybe cry over it)

3) finish it

yeah thats it, i do about 20 chapters every weekend, and THAT ISNT EXACTLY OTAKU, JIAJIAN.

and i only read it during weekends, so i think its kinda ok. so those big mangas, like more than 100 chapters de, i will take like more than a month to finish, so its kinda ok. but, when it comes the time to say goodbye, i always have this sad feeling in me because i have to say goodbye to something which i have been attached to for a few months. something which have been accompanying my lonely hours in front of the com.

yeah, so its kinda like a small emotional attachment. yeah i know i know its just a story with pictures to go along. but because of the nature of the mangas i read, somehow, its screwed that i get involved in those stuff. and i will always remember 1/1/2010, when a bored guy sitting at home in front of the com decided to try out manga, and he NEVER STOPPED EVER SINCE.

aihs i hate myself. now i'm drawn into this frenzy of finding new mangas to read because i am afraid that i will one day read finish everything, so now i have this long list of mangas in my favourites list, enough to last me until at least the end of this year, at the rate i'm reading.

so yeah, back to the emotional attachment thing. my point is, its ok to read stuff and mangas, but its not ok to get emotionally attached to them. they will end some day, and we must bear to say goodbye. i feel that each story is like a journey for me, taking me around a world which will never exist. so i get attached to them.

so comes this inspiration

"Fatal Emotional Attachment Syndrome"

yeah, i experienced that when i finished elfen lied, one of the most intruiging mangas that i've read and experienced

anyways, i am ashamed of this newfound problem, and i hope i can solve it. when i looked upon my manga-addicted friends with disapproval barely a year ago, i had never known that i would be part of that realm very quickly.

if anyone has any tips of suggestions to pull me out of this hole, do not hesitate to tell me, cuz i need it badly haha

yeah so, have fun doing all the holiday homework, and by holiday, it simply means school time converted to homework time, nothing more than that

Somebody help me.