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ello! hope you like the La La La Another Romantic Comedy below V.V

next up : "Probably Unhealthy Addictions"

new inspiration : "The Forever Shuffle"


Random Quote (ok not so random, I FREAKING LIKE THE DAMN QUOTE) :

"I love you, and because I love you, I would sooner have you hate me for telling you the truth than adore me for telling you lies."

- Pietro Aretino


this quote...





WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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"Deceiving others, that is what the world calls a romance." - Oscar Wilde


La La La Another Romantic Comedy
By Me :) Chen Wei Heng


Hello Mr Not-so-perfect.
I see you're having problems with Miss Best-in-the world.
Now I know you love her but please don't fret.
Because she loves you too, you know?

Oh so Mister has a charm.
That no one else just happens to see.
He just manages to ring the alarm,
That in Missy it just happens to be.

Blah blah blah they fall in love,
Their hearts just melt into one.
Day sees sunshine from above,
And night turns into whatever they want.

Hold hands, kiss and then make out.
And on to something that teen boys like.
Their lives would make a fairytale proud.
Their love would shine in darkness like dazzling light.

Blah blah blah they have some problems.
And into nasty bouts of argument.
But don't worry, love is the solution.
Let's vote up love for president.

Living life with laughs, in love we trust.
There's nothing which can go wrong.
We've got the money, sex, love and lust.
And we've got the time to write this song.

But no, that's what we want life to be.
Definitely not what it really is.
I want to feel the love in me.
But what I really see is this.

Nothing goes right, she will never love me.
There's no way it can happen between us.
What? Nah, don't ask me.
I'm just repeating what she said in class.

Love isn't everything because life says so.
But love is my everything because I think so.
But in life, who gives a shit about how your day go?
There's nothing but to do the shit that you've been told.

So watch Mr Fucking-lonely live with himself.
Looking over at Miss Holy-shit-perfect and thinking like "damn".
She's beyond beautiful he almost shit himself.
She was his girl but he was not her man.

Really, but there isn't much difference at all.
The girl here stays as perfect as the girl in fairytales.
Except that the guy here got it way worse that's all.
So too bad man, you won't get any love so FAIL.

It's simple, I'll teach you how to make a love story real.
Just mix love, a guy and a girl with the world.
Now just take the love away, and make the guy fail.
Ooh, look what we have here? A perfect romantic fairytale.

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I remember wenning mentioNING that i got many msn greetings, so i bored tonight, decided to compile them :D

hello

hi

yo

yos

yoz

hey

heys

heyz

sup

supz

hey yo

hey yos

hey yoz

hey sup

yo sup

yos sup

yo supz

haha hello

good morning

herro

sup babes

yoo

evening



haha i think thats quite a lot o.o and i've used all of them before haha, and each person each day each time different de. LOL pardon my boredom haha. thursday and friday slack. woots

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Next up : "La La La Another Romantic Comedy"



New inspiration : "Probably Unhealthy Addictions"




Random Picture :




High socks are in fashion nowadays.

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"Think about any attachments that are depleting your emotional reserves, consider letting them go." - Oprah Winfrey

Fatal Emotional Attachment

By Me :)

I never thought that love could kill.
Maybe you are made to prove me wrong.
I never thought that I could still,
be alive here to write this song.

When we do things, when we do it right.
A piece of our heart is put inside.
There's no way that its possible to like,
take it back and put it back inside.

So we are too generous with our love.
And we give it out too easy.
We are humans acting like angels from above.
Nothing that we were meant to be.

Because our heart is for one, and not for all.
It's not meant to be cut in bits.
There's just one person that my heart is for.
The burst of strength when my heart is weak.

But what's love to do when there's nowhere to go?
What's love to do when there's no one to take?
Love isn't something you can put up for show.
Love isn't something that you can fake.

Subconcsiously, I let my love go.
Unknowingly, I let my love flow.
Out in the world, the love feels so cold.
Love dosen't want to play anymore, its time to fold.

Bits of my heart that I put in tears.
Bits of my heart that I put on webs.
Bits of my heart that I put in pictures.
Bits of my heart that I put in debts.

Bits of my heart that I put in stories.
Bits of my heart that I put in books.
Bits of my heart that I put in music.
Bits of my heart that I don't put in you.

You can find my heart in a million places.
All waiting for their master to come and collect.
They sit, they wait with different faces.
Until the day that I take them back.

So with the little heart I'm left, there's nothing at all,
But to put it all into the something I do.
With no one else with me, that becomes my friend.
"There's no one else but me and you."

My book, my manga, my music, my friend.
There's nowhere else that my heart can go.
But when the goodbye comes and that time must end.
My heart is lost forever into the cold.

Because there's no one there for me to love.
I turn to things without a beating heart.
Because there's no angel sent from above.
I am forever standing at the start.

So I have to say goodbye and my heart gets small.
Because things without a heart drains my love.
So there's no more heart left even for one.
So I'm nothing, just cold skin and unfeeling nerves.

So now I'm dead because I've lost my heart.
So now I'm dead because there's no one here.
So now I'm dead because I've lost my sense of touch.
But why do I need to live? Your heart's not here.

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GETTING LUCKY WITH WIFE – POINTS SYSTEM
SIMPLE DUTIES

- You make the bed (+1)
- You make the bed, but forget the decorative pillow (0)
- You throw the bedspread over rumpled sheets (-1)
- You go out to buy her what she wants (+5)
- In the rain (+8)
- But return with Beer (-5)
- You check out a suspicious noise at night (0)
- You check out a suspicious noise, and it is nothing (0)
- You check out a suspicious noise and it is something (+5)
- You pummel it with iron rod (+10)
- It’s her pet (-10)

SOCIAL ENGAGEMENTS

- You stay by her side the entire party (0)
- You stay by her side for a while, then leave to chat with a college buddy (-2)
- Named Tina (-4)
- Tina is a dancer (-10)

HER BIRTHDAY

- You take her out to dinner (0)
- You take her out to dinner and it’s not a sports bar (+1)
- Okay, it’s a sports bar (-2)
- And it’s all-you-can- eat night (-3)
- It’s a sports bar, it’s all-you-can- eat night, and your face is painted the colors of your favorite team (-10)

A NIGHT OUT

- You take her to a movie (+2)
- You take her to a movie she likes (+4)
- You take her to a movie you hate (+6)
- You take her to a movie you like (-2)
- It’s called ‘DeathCop’ (-3)
- You lied and said it was a foreign film about orphans (-15)

YOUR PHYSIQUE

- You develop a noticeable potbelly (-15)
- You develop a noticeable potbelly and exercise to get rid of it (+10)
- You develop a noticeable potbelly and resort to baggy jeans and baggy Hawaiian shirts (-30)
- You say, “It doesn’t matter, you have one too.” (-8000)

ENJOY THE ‘BIG’ QUESTION

- She asks, “Do I look fat?” (-5) [Yes, you LOSE points no matter WHAT]
- You hesitate in responding (-10)
- You reply, “Where?” (-35)
- Any other response (-20)

COMMUNICATION

- When she wants to talk about a problem , you listen, displaying what looks like a concerned expression (0)
- You listen, for over 30 minutes (+50)
- You listen for more than 30 minutes without looking at the TV (+500)
- She realizes this is because you have fallen asleep (-10000)


this is super cute :)

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Coalition Of Porn Watchers

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This has gotta be the good life :D woots

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cute

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This is hot. I did not take this with my cam haha. Ah DSLR. Screw you jiajian, richass

anyways, i realised i've been getting rather easily distracted recently, like when i'm supposed to be doing work, i will be checking out on some cool photos, or architecture like that in the pic above, or other stuff. especially the ventures into other nice cities which serve as inspiration to work harder for. but at least i still finish my work in the end and on time, but at the expense of some sleep. and on the bright side, i also finished all my holiday homework by the 2nd day of school! woots

anyways, i'm finding it hard to work on poems nowadays because i need to get into the


FUCKING EMO MOOD (FEM)


in order to start writing proper poems. but its kinda hard to get into, so i apologise for the wait if there's any haha


anyways, have fun with your pw or whatever undone homework.


me and boon kiat are gonna revive old games. such as maple and gunbound. jiajian and toon have revived dragonica and trickster and me and jiajian will be reviving pangya soon enough. interested people should not hesitate to join us! we will play a bit during the weekends just so to actually enjoy a bit of life and not just be staring at our homework aimlessly. and go and check out perfect world, i am promoting it for zhangxin haha.

woots day 3 tomorrow. the best, most epic day of the entire timetable. yay

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woots 300 posts. thanks for the continued support guys! yall rock big time. without yall, i ain't nothin', haha. do keep coming, i have some cool stuffs planned for this blog. anyways, have fun for the new term! cya

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Ah don't we just love school? ♥

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hey yos! i'm currently working on the new poem which i have renamed "Fatal Emotional Attachment" instead of the one with the sydrome behind it haha. i thought that sounded guai lan. it should be up in a few days and i promise it will be good :) since its a first-hand experience for me :O




tmr is the band concert :D . who wanna go eat dinner with me somewhere pls sms me hahaha. otherwise i very sianz. also jiayous to everyone chionging the holiday homework, i do hope i can pull off the maximum homework chionging i did for the december holiday homework this time. that time, i finished all the holiday homework in 3 days, what an accomplishment xD


so i do hope this time i can do it too, because there's only 2 days left of the holiday and i still have lots more left to do haha.

Here's a guy who needs some serious rehab.

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There's nothing wrong with pursuing one's own interests, but do remember its not just you who have interests.

Do have some respect for what other people have to say and share, since they also respect what you have to say and share.

It isn't a problem to be selfish, as long as you know the problem and work to change it.

What's the worst, is when that idiot does not even know his problems. Now that, is the real problem.

I have seen many things recently, and I am forced to conclude that this world is screwed.

Being a good person no longer brings you any rewards, because there are just too many bad people in the world.

And I know bad is subjective, but people are bad in any ways imaginable.

So don't bother about being nice, because people just won't return the favour.

Don't bother about appreciating the good times, because they won't even remember them.

They probably won't give a damn about the things you've done for them.

They won't listen to the things you are eager to share with a good friend.

They will just be absorbed in their own selfish fantasies, oblivious to the world.

Or even worse, influence the world with that.

What we can do is to hope for the change in their minds.

That's the only thing we can do, really. The world is being overwhelmed by the worst behaviours, mindsets and emotions ever known. And the few people who still possess a proper, sane, understanding, open, helpful, kind, nice state of mind are dying out.

Soon, there will be no one like that left. No fucking one.

We will be screwed.




"...., from now on I'm thinking only of me," said Yossarian.

Major Danby replied indulgently with a superior smile, "But, Yossarian, suppose everyone felt that way."

"Then I'd certainly be a damned fool to feel any other way, wouldn't I?"


- Catch 22

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"Why did man create fantasy? Because they know perfection does not exist."

- Me :)


F ucking
A ddictive
N eeds
T hat
A lways
S crew
Y ou


F.A.N.T.A.S.Y.

Ah. Don't we wish for so many things to happen?


A new phenomenon taking over broken-hourglass.blogspot

Joint collaboration between me and Jiajian.

Stay tuned for more info :)

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Infinite Distance Restraining Order
By Me :)

Love has no boundaries.
Yeah.
Right.

Put me a million miles away.
Probably right.
Yeah fine, I'll just go crazy anyway.
Not like you give a fuck about what I gotta say.

You'll be pulling on the left while I'm hitting on the right.
You'll be searching for the day while I'm living in the night.
You'll be running for the stairs while I'm waiting for the lift.
You'll be happier that way while my heart is in grief.

Not like I really do care a lot, but
its not I like don't care at all, um.
I'm just trying to find the words to say, erm.
I just freaking wanna be with you, hmm.
I don't just wanna sit with you for the term.
Being with you forever is my new concern.
But, but, but.
Your heart is ice while I let my heart burn.

Our hearts are not meant to be together.
They are supposed to be a million miles apart.
Wait, not a million miles either.
How about infinity, that's a start.

Everytime I take one step forward,
You take ten steps back.
I have no idea that is for what.
I just don't understand what I lack.

I'm sorry I just can't write no more.
Cause' my hands are tired and my heart is sore.
Anyways, what's the point of writing if you won't read?
I'm fooling myself, who am I trying to kid?

Infinite distance restraining order,
between you and me.
Your heart and mine will be seperated forever.
And nothing is what we will be.

Infinite distane restraining order,
placed upon my heart.
So it cannot cry out for you any louder.
Nor can it go back to the start.

Infinite distance restraining order.
Forever.

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I seriously think I need some medication.

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btw i almost forgot, yall could tag and ask me to write certain stuffs about certain stuffs you wanna read about, so feel free! haha

here to list another inspiration

"La La La Another Romantic Comedy"

damn this, why does my mind go faster than my hands?

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Hey yos, i know i havent been fast on the poems, so sorry bout that. Cuz these days, not a lot of time to write, mostly spent training, trying to do work, or procrastinating by reading manga. So, yeah, i will try to put them out soon.

Yesterday had this so-called project meeting at my house for the physics balloon car thingy, at least we have a design. Ended up playing poker with my newly bought chips. And seeing yesterday, i believe boon kiat needs some serious help. haha. 9 peeps in one house aint exactly easy to pull off for me, so its another eye opening experience.

speaking of eye opening experiences, this holiday got rather a lot sia.

anyways, i had this new inspiration for poem, which i found when i was reading manga. ok reading manga goes like this,

1) find a manga

2) read it (maybe cry over it)

3) finish it

yeah thats it, i do about 20 chapters every weekend, and THAT ISNT EXACTLY OTAKU, JIAJIAN.

and i only read it during weekends, so i think its kinda ok. so those big mangas, like more than 100 chapters de, i will take like more than a month to finish, so its kinda ok. but, when it comes the time to say goodbye, i always have this sad feeling in me because i have to say goodbye to something which i have been attached to for a few months. something which have been accompanying my lonely hours in front of the com.

yeah, so its kinda like a small emotional attachment. yeah i know i know its just a story with pictures to go along. but because of the nature of the mangas i read, somehow, its screwed that i get involved in those stuff. and i will always remember 1/1/2010, when a bored guy sitting at home in front of the com decided to try out manga, and he NEVER STOPPED EVER SINCE.

aihs i hate myself. now i'm drawn into this frenzy of finding new mangas to read because i am afraid that i will one day read finish everything, so now i have this long list of mangas in my favourites list, enough to last me until at least the end of this year, at the rate i'm reading.

so yeah, back to the emotional attachment thing. my point is, its ok to read stuff and mangas, but its not ok to get emotionally attached to them. they will end some day, and we must bear to say goodbye. i feel that each story is like a journey for me, taking me around a world which will never exist. so i get attached to them.

so comes this inspiration

"Fatal Emotional Attachment Syndrome"

yeah, i experienced that when i finished elfen lied, one of the most intruiging mangas that i've read and experienced

anyways, i am ashamed of this newfound problem, and i hope i can solve it. when i looked upon my manga-addicted friends with disapproval barely a year ago, i had never known that i would be part of that realm very quickly.

if anyone has any tips of suggestions to pull me out of this hole, do not hesitate to tell me, cuz i need it badly haha

yeah so, have fun doing all the holiday homework, and by holiday, it simply means school time converted to homework time, nothing more than that

Somebody help me.

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You know what? I think Ne-Yo has been observing my life and wrote this song for me to give to her.

Back To What You Know

Ne-Yo

OoooLa-di-da-la-la

Wooohhh woah woah

La-di-da-la-la

I don't know where to begin

Fighting a war I can't win

Fighting a memory

Something that use to be

Hmmm

No matter how hard I fight

All of my strength and my might

Keeps defeating me

It just keeps defeating me

Ummm

So what I'm trying to say

I know what's happening

Your body is here with me

But your heart and your mind is still with him

Go back to what you know

Go back to where you know your heart is girl

Just be honest(This is impossible)

This is impossible

We'll never work cause you don't want it girl

You belong with him so go back to what you know

Go back to what you know

(Cause this is impossible)

Telling me things of you two

Killing me when he was with you

And how he was oh so sweet

The way that he use to treat you

(Seems you just can't) Keep him out of your mind

Obvious to me that I'm

Not where you want to be

Baby you don't want me

No no

So what I'm trying to say

I know whats happening

Your body is here with me

But your heart and your mind is still with him

(Go back to what you know)

(Cause this is impossible)

And if that's really what you want

I will not stand in your way

You Wanna be free

I will let you be

I'd rather you're happy

Then miserable with me

Back to what you know

Said ain't no way to make this last

You're stuck in the past

Pedal to the gas

And drive away

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Perfectly empty. Perfectly. Empty.

Today was an eye opening experience for me. Orchard. Bugis. Hangin' out feelin' free. And by chance encounter, Arie and Kiara. Man, what a night. Jiajian, I wish you were here man. Haha

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"A smile on my face is the biggest lie I can tell."

- Me :)

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"But really, skinny jeans and guys that look like gays are way too overrated."

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7 Mistakes That Prolong The Misery Of A Breakup:

1. Why can’t we be friends? This sounds nice but in reality an ex does not make a true friend, especially immediately after the breakup.

2. I must have closure. Closure can be difficult to obtain no matter how many conversations one has. The best closure can come from resisting the urge for dialogue and moving on.

3. I just need to make sense of it all, and I just have one more thing to say before you go. Another version of closure and another reason to stay in contact when in reality this just gives your ex another opportunity to hurt you. Not fun.

4. I want to be available for reconciliation. Wanting to get back together is a fair feeling to have. Even if you do end up reconciling, the relationship will undoubtedly be different. It is still important to take some time without speaking in order to mourn the relationship and contemplate how you really feel.

5. I just need to give his stuff back. Do it quickly, in the first couple days. After that, use one of our many mail services.

6. I’m just so horny. And your ex is familiar because you know him or her (and it won’t increase your “number”). But again, this is just prolonging the inevitable and will keep you stuck in the past. Time to cut off the ex and find someone new (or maybe even just yourself) to get jiggy with.

7. We run in the same circles. If this is the case, you won’t be able to help running into your ex, but that does not mean you need to get in touch afterward. Keep your conversations polite, brief and away from anything that can bring up negative feelings from the past. Obviously easier said than done.

So while our natural reaction to a breakup may be to keep in touch, whatever the reason, in order to successfully move on, the No Contact rule is a good place to start. No matter how much we want to rationalize, the sooner we stop talking to our ex, the faster we’ll move on.

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When people look at you like you've got some sort of disease.

When people choose to walk left when you walk right.

When people want to do things in a way which is opposite of yours.

When people shun you away from them.

When people don't care if you will be lonely.

When people just want to be as far away from you as possible.

When people just, don't want to talk to you ever again.


And you don't know why.

And that "people", yeah, of course you knew it, it just means that one person.











Infinite Distance Restraining Order

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10 Things Men Wish Women Knew About Them:

Here’s the standard line on men: We’re simple, straightforward, limited—and usually perfectly happy to leave it there. Why? Because it keeps your expectations of us low. But here’s the single biggest thing women don’t get about men: Masculinity is a complicated performance we agree to in order to be seen as men. Unfortunately, that performance is more designed to conceal than reveal us. For instance, it’s easier and more “masculine” for us to talk about the great sex we had rather than describe the great conversation afterward. So, a woman ends up knowing the male script, but not the man. Breaking character, then, I give you (in random order) 10 things he wishes you knew about him.

1. Even Men Like Compliments Every Once in a While.
Real guys, or so the story goes, don’t need praise. Especially not about girlish things, like if those jeans show off our assets. But the truth is, men enjoy a little well-intentioned objectification. A squeeze of the biceps and a lingering stare when we reach for the top shelf—these remind us of what attracted you to us and appeal to our Darwinian sense of selectivity (i.e., what keeps you choosing us over the other monkeys). It also makes it OK, even desirable, to send a little objectification your way, too. And just to be clear, the praise doesn’t need to be physical. In fact, it’s important that women commend those things masculinity tends to belittle, like if we’re good cooks or get passionate about foreign films. Tell us, too, when we’ve been a good father, a caring son or a helpful husband. Watch how much faster the toilet gets cleaned.

2. We Are Brutally Honest Because We Care.
We know that, at times, tact can be the only four-letter word that doesn’t describe us, but women need to rethink their reactions to male candor. Men lie and obfuscate with people they have no interest in. The art of BS—and indulging others with their BS—is how we get through the day. But with you, lucky you, we want to forget all that. We want to tell you why your mother bothers us and how you can solve the problem with your high-maintenance friend. In a relationship, honesty is a young man’s mistake because the longer a man feels punished for it, the more he begins to censor himself. And that’s when you really need to worry.

3. You Should Appreciate Our Reliability
Similar to honesty, a good man demonstrates his commitment to you by showing up. So it’s more than a little irritating to hear about your fascination with the jerk who has mastered the art of illusion: He’s there, but not really. It’s a vicious cycle—the more men feel those guys get the benefits of your time and attention, the more incentive we have to become those guys. And that’s bad for both of you since more of those guys turn your illusion into our delusion.

4. Love Means Never Having to Be Attached at the Hip
We acknowledge the importance of couple time. We’d even go so far as to say that, in the best relationships, love that is asserted each day deepens and extends. Lost in this, however, is the belief that time spent enriching oneself also enriches partnerships. In other words, going on a hiking weekend with the boys does not diminish the bond we share. Like women need the affirmation of their girl friends, guys need the companionship of other men. This kind of solo time will refresh us and we’ll come back with more for you.

5. We Respect You as Females—and Love What Makes You Women
It is sad to say that equality in our times means adopting the worst of both sexes: Men get more sexualized and women can be cruder. And while no fair-minded guy wants women to return to the 1950s sitcom (although coming home to a roast chicken and a stiff drink ain’t bad as a fantasy), neither do we want the elimination of the feminine as a virtue. Don’t be ashamed to hold on to those things that make you different from us, like how you care about smelling nice or reminding us of empathy. That isn’t regressive; it’s just beautiful. To see the exception, read #6.

6. Be the Boss in the Bedroom
Two words: Unleash yourself. Express your fantasies. Use your hands along with your…imagination. Show us who’s boss and give us good directions—you already know we don’t do well asking for them. Your explanations will heighten our intuition and your pleasure.

7. Our First Commitment Is to Ourselves
One of the biggest complaints by women (for the second, read #8) is that men don’t commit. Right or wrong, men are raised to believe that a successful life hinges on self-fulfillment. Relationships, at first glance, seem to impinge on that. They make men nervous that the pursuit of happiness will become the path of missed opportunity. But men do come around to understand that true self-fulfillment depends on fulfilling another. What can you do in the meantime? Take a page from our script on this one and focus on your self-fulfillment, your own passions. This kind of healthy withdrawal will make pursuing you part of our happiness.

8. For Us, Seeing Is Believing
Want to know why men like sports? Pure, measurable success. At the end of the game, no one can dispute the number of touchdown passes or home runs. An athlete works toward a goal and is rewarded with concrete proof of his effort. What is the irrefutable proof of a successful emotional life? Here, the data is less tangible. Men fear endeavors where success is vague because failure seems a likely result. In case you hadn’t noticed, we hate to fail. One way to take the failure out is to become his ally in those pursuits that bring him emotionally alive; his attempt at wholeness there will illuminate the great rewards of an emotional life elsewhere.

9. We May Lose Small Battles, but Always Remember the Wars We’ve Won
How important is putting the toilet seat down if the yard is mowed each week? Does it matter that an item was forgotten at the store when he checked off the rest? If he let the kid go to his friend’s with a stained shirt but made sure to spend time on his science project, is there a point to mentioning it? Women should remember to give credit where credit is due.

10. Fathers Are Just as Important as Mothers
It can seem, at times, that the world elevates the feminine over the masculine and that the lessons men can impart are outmoded or regarded as Neanderthal. But when a bully is picking on your son, your husband showing him how to throw a punch is not nonsensical. Or if your daughter has an athletic talent, his testosterone-fueled guidance may teach her more than just competitiveness. Honoring what men know based on their experiences is just as valuable to the young as the insights of women. Freely sharing his wisdom prevents imbalance, both in us and those we seek to help.

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"The hard part isn’t making the decision. It’s living with it."

— Law Abiding Citizen

















littlemiss.tumblr

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The two of us came so close to making it work. But.

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"It feels great to be loved and great to be not loved, but it sucks to be in between."

- Justinn Toon

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Tiger Text! LMAO, hahahahaha

http://www.tigertext.com/

For yall dudes out there, this is the thing man. I think this is damn joke, even though I'll never use it :)

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How can a guy so badly flawed, be with a girl so godly perfect?

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So now my heart is empty.

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"If you are nice to other people, it does not mean they will be nice to you. Just because you are a nice person does not mean everyone else is. Hand out your kindness with care. Learn that you will not get rewarded for kindness. Learn that people will repay you with revenge if you are evil, but not kindness if you are nice. Point is, if you keep being nice, you will get nothing in return, rather be like everyone else and not be nice right? No. Keep being that special, one person who is nice. One day, someone will appreciate it and understand how truly special you are. So do not let the rest of the world bring you down. Just one day, it will pay off."

- Me :)

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Lovestuffs : The Moment

The moment when our eyes met for a tenth of a second.

My heart stopped for 10 seconds.

The moment when you first spoke to me.

I was tongue tied.

The moment when you smiled at me.

I felt like I could fly.

The moment when I smiled at you.

I felt that anything is possible.

The moment when I hear your sweet voice.

I could not hear anything else in the world.

The moment when I see you walk into class.

I could not see anything else in the universe.

The moment when you turn away with a small smile.

I felt like my heart could explode.

The moment when I sit down beside you.

I felt like I had the world in my hands.

The moment when we touched.

I could fall into a coma, anytime.

The moment when we caught each other's eye and laughed.

I felt like the happiest man in the world.

The moment when I realised that we could be everything we wanted.

I felt like the luckiest man in the world.

Those moments of joy we shared,

those moments of laughter we enjoyed,

those moments of fun we had,

those moments of happiness we both hold in our hearts.

Those moments, they keep my heart beating.

My heart hoping.

My heart breathing.

Maybe, just maybe, in time, you will change your mind.

You will want to be mine.

We could be everything we want to be.

The moment when you said it is not possible.

I felt like I could die on the spot.

The moment when I see your name in my inbox.

I felt alive again.


That moment when I look into your eyes, and see nothing but icy coldness.

My heart froze.

And it cracked.

Broke.

Shattered.

Little pieces that could never come back.

Never pieced back together.

Ever.


That moment when I realised that maybe there is no hope left.

My heart ceases to beat.

That moment when I realise that it is all over, and will never happen again.

I can never, ever smile again.




















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