Apologize for a new start

hey all...i'm here to apologize about that contradicting post which probably made all of you unhappy or angry also...so i deleted it...

hey all...i'm sorry for that post and the rash words and meaning inside it but it was a moment of impulse when i posted all that stupid stuff...i didn't mean any of it and now when i look at it, it indeed is very insensitive...

i posted all that stupid stuff out of impluse ... but that blaze had now passed and its over... i'm sorry to all once again and i hope you don't take those foolish words against me...

thanks for all the tags though...i appreciate it but i believe it needn't happen if i was better at controlling my rage and not letting my mood affect my attitude towards my friends...(even though my parents always let the stock market or company status affect their attitude to me...)

I'm sorry once again and i promise it won't happen again...

I'm sorry to justin sim too...it was not intentional and it was only a moment of outburst when i said those foolish things...

I'm sorry to all who had been offended by all my actions in this period of damn time, when things don't go well and smoothly, but i admit i'm a lousy bastard at controlling how i feel and i emo too much and most of the time offend others or make other uncomfortable or unhappy or angry and stuff...so i'm sorry again and i would not let it ever happen again...

I'm sorry to all who i had unwittingly insulted or offended for being what they do best, and being themselves, seriously its my own little error in mispredicting what could happen...so i need to learn more...

So let's put this behind us and get on to a new start, with a new mindset, a new attidude...

Previous Mindset - I must find methods to defy them and make others believe that they are very happy and must let non believers suffer the pain too.

New Improved Mindset - I must learn from the other happy people and therefore thank them and appreciate their time and patience for teaching me excellent methods in improving my freedom.

So now...i know that after misunderstanding all you ppl's good intentions, i shouldnt ask for more but i require your secrets to your happiness and freedom...so teach me, i am willing to learn...so all will be much better...

Tell me your secrets and i will tell you mine to how to survive in extreme conditions...

I'm willing to learn from my masters and soon enough i will be as good as them (you) so please if you do not mind spend a little bit of time telling me about your methods to your success in freedom and i will appreciate it a lot...

Thanks to all and sorry once again for that post...

Seriously its my fault but i will try my best to make it not so, and not let any problems happen which eventually lead any someone's fault...