its over...at lasst...but

Sorry for late update as i was too immersed in playing game after exam...its over...but even so some things undesirable remain...

5 more minutes,and It's over

I'm sitting here,on this dark blue chair,
With my head bowed,legs crossed,hands in my hair,
The papers under my dark blue table,
The result of a long time of labour.

I'm sitting here,10th October,2007,
With twenty minutes to eleven,
In the air-conditioned classroom,
Having survived the period of doom.

I'm sitting here,10.41 in the morning,
The excitement throbbing within me could make me sing,
I stared blankly at the white wall,glazed with sunlight,
The time after this would be bright.

I'm sitting here,staring at the clock,
Its second hand ticking,i want to say,but can't talk,
To express the excitement threatening to burst
at 10.42,spurring me to be the first.

I'm sitting here,10.43,watching the second hand,
Fingering my calculator,spinning my pen,
As the teacher said,two minutes left,
To everything else save happiness,i am deaf.

I'm sitting here,waiting for one more minute,
60 more seconds,no longer i can sit,
to wait that long,and remain silent,
wating for the explosion of violence.

Pressing the calculator,minus one,minus one,
As it melted into seconds,almost done.
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,
3,2,1,its over,once and for all.

Haha...i like it,kinda nice,and really i was pressing my calculator minus one minus one...lol...
Went to watch balls of fury that day after exam,i went home rather "late" for my standards...but nothing for yours though...haiz...after exam...though...but still sad...but at least better,can't expect the best out of everything...

oh yeah...sadly...i can't go to your family outing,justinn...but its beyond my control...

"Its just those little circumstances which prevent the best of happiness from happening."