Thursday, October 25, 2007

the black book

So...how to recover after this ordeal?...several engage in HappyFunPlayTime! with fellow classmates and think it through through having fun...some return to daily normal lives and look for simple leisure and entertainment...some continue to feel the aftermath of the impact even after some time...but eventually recover...but i can't...

That blaze of luck when i got to go out was wasted when most of you won't mind and wont be assaulted and bombarded with questions when you have last-minute changes in HappyFunPlayTime! plans...most of you won't mind making last minute changes which can seriously endanger my chances and can still continue to have fun in blissful ignorance and peace even when you get home...i still don't get why...

I was happy in primary school and did not know what was HappyFunPlayTime! and was contented with my life...

Secondary school opened my eyes to this confusing world of cruel bias,unfairness and others who are much more priveledged than me and yet don't really appreciate it and take it for granted...unlike me who so used to be happy with the restricted life i had...and now it was and eye-opener...letting me realise the poverty i was in so i could strive for the better for myself...

Hidden danger is within me and i must realease it...but unfortunately...yes...unfortunately is just the word...for me.

We are all living things and have feelings...so why are we trated so differently?...

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