Brief comeback

There will be small moments when i am lucky and able to reach the computer while they are out...so this is one rare moment when i got to post...

The Rare Moment,Appreciation Part I

The rare moment don't always come by,
If you don't seize it it will fly,
Away and far from the groping hands,
And will never come back again,that makes sense

The rare moment don't always appear,
You may not see it but do not fear,
And if you lose it don't drop a tear,
As its not your fault you can't see that,(it's shing chun's)

The rare moment may not happen at all,
Only the sad sorrowful times you saw,
Sometimes you can't control it it is the "law"
Feeding on the fears,standing tall,

The rare moment may be always there,
And take it or leave it,it's your fare,
If you take it yeah it's fair,
But if you leave it sorrow you can't bear,

The rare moment is always good,
Even better than what i crave good food,
Take the opportunity,get it now,
But you are warned,too much of a good thing is never good,

The rare moment appreciate it,
It can come from anyone at anytime,
So you must have the ideas lit,
So that you can have it nice,just like rhyme,(haha)

So hear all you people,get it done,
And if you do it will be much fun,
But if you are discovered(like me),just run,
But do not try it if you can't...

I managed to come up with this within 15 minutes...appreciate it...await the next time i will log in again...which may be weeks later...when i got the rare moment like today again...

"I will be back,no matter what happens"

Last poem

As I am gonna be banned from the com until the end of exams...i will commemorate possibly the last post until the end of those condemmed exams...

Final Words

Unknowingly what did i do,
I was met with the fate which will make me a fool,
I am banned from the friend i had for years,
The one which removed my fears,

I may also lose you all,
And maybe not even allowed to make a call,
My comdemmed life you saw,
I can't stop it,its just the law,

I'm sorry all for that I am gone,
And YOU are gone,so I am torn,
My life is gone,
All is wrong,

The condemmed thing behind it all,
Feeding on my fears,standing tall,
I can do nothing about it,
And yet i did nothing to deserve it...

You may think this is unfair...but remember this..."Since when was life ever fair to me?"

I will miss talking to you all...i will wait for the glorious day when all the misery ends...

Life sucks...wanna jump outta the window...

The price i had to pay..

Ah finally can post liaos...
that day go watch movie so sad...when i got home i was killed immediately and killed again and again the few days after that...

Day 1:The joy of living and the sorrow of death

The day was dawned,simple thats all,
Unknowningly the blow will fall,
Soon enough,after the joy,
Will come the death of a boy,

The sacrifice made,nothing was said,
The journey was to come,the plan is laid,
The event missed,but it was worth,
Seriously speaking it took some nerve,

The plan was flawless,all went well,
And i was nervous about what to tell,
To the face of Death,with what i have left,
And go willingly without a fight with Death,

The pretty face may be the last i see,
Before i become what i was supposed to be,
Trying to be normal,i am done,
And now i am left with none,

The feeling of dread as i heard the ring,
The voice and tone it could only bring,
Myself to think that it is the end,
And the broken spirit none can mend,

Afraid as i sat on the bus,
The message sent may be the last,
The pedal stepped,the tyres squeaked,
Bringing me closer to the future which is bleak,

The silent steps i took slowly,
Glancing up at the sight unsightly,
The fear i had as i stood before the gate,
This fear and sorrow will be my fate,

Death was painful i can say,
As upon the icy cold floor i lay,
But the joy before was so worth it,
But the sorrow after was painful it bit,

The life was lost for being normal...
The person is still there and i'm going for...

I was killed for trying to be normal...and thank you anthony for the last sms wishing good luck...it worked...death was fast and only felt a little pain...

Quote - "There is a price to pay for everything,both good and evil."

the simpsons movie

Simpsons the movie

lol today go watch the movie...but at a price...
lol today finally go out with friends...but at a price...
lol today finally eat mac...but at a price...
lol today finally play arcade...but at a price...
lol today finally went out with her...but at a price...

for everything good that happened in this day...8th august 2007...i had a great price to pay...

i'm gonna write about it...but in the next post as there will be a long piece of writing...now no time to write as more payment is gonna come...

oh yeah and the movie rocks...i think it should be nc 16 at least lol...

The Poetry Slam

Poetry Slam

Lol today poetry slam...woah kim siang your group the poem rocks to the core man!lol my group got wayne aka B.O.O. and shing chun aka KanNaBei,KanJiBei,KanXiaoNiao,KanBoJi,.......and many more...thats why so sad...no more 800 bucks DAMMIT its 50% B.O.O. fault and 50% KanSomething fault lol haha.....na bei la...

Death

On one cold winter blizzard's night,
Under the inky black sky devoid of light,
A silent shadow walked alone,
And only a glint of eye is shown,

From behind the dark clouds came the moon,
The silvery moonlight as bright as noon,
Illuminating the silent figure,
None has seen anything this queer,

A pitch black cloak and black leather shoes,
Inky black hood and a matching cape too,
From its belt there shone a scythe,
A very symbol of it's might,

A lonely cottage by the lake,
And of its beauty none can make,
Unaware of the danger it will face,
Which is now moving at a faster pace,

That night,Death broke down the door,
Slithering silently across the floor,
Raising its scythe high up in the air,
With a menacing coldness none can bear,

Pale white face and ruby red eyes,
The last thing seen before the victim dies,
Evil yet fair,dark as the night,
And of Death,none can hide...

something is wrong

Wayne...what has got into you?

It has been some time since i have posted...

Wayne...what has got into you these days?...
First you challenge me and shing chun to basketball...then today you wanna challenge me to yu gi oh???

lolol.....had someone hit your head or something?i was yu gi oh champion in my previous class...so come on la...its your choice to lose face in front of everyone else...i'm not saying thats bad..but this is weird...lol...what has got into you?...


Something is Wrong

All these time i don't feel right,
A 140 plus shortie challenged me to a fight,
A curly haired gay started playing ball,
And she did not cry although he always fall,

Something is wrong,with maple and my blog,
My vision is obscured by mist and fog,
What is happening things are upside down,
And my dad is bringing me to town,

But some things remain,
The same,
Unfortunately those nightmares still came,
The prison guards are still not tame,
From their mouths came spouting flame,

The reality you have to face,
The very fast extreme pace,
That leads you to the end of the road,
And what you see at the end,behold...

Is this a joke??? i had to do it

Lol is this a joke?



Basketball showdown -------> SHING CHUN VS Wayne Neo



Who will win?i wonder hahaha.....



I already have a dollar's bet with waynee that shing chun will win. he accepted it willingly hahahaha.....i'm gonna get richer by a dollar leh seh.....thats a can of drink liaos...or another addition my my savings in hope of one day what i could take out the money and spend it freely...currently about $30.....I can't be sure my efforts are worth or not...as i do not dare ask my parents whether i can spend money freely or not...if i ask i know the answer and so do you.....and they may get suspicious and start conducting more frequent checks of my bag.....then die lols.....



Cash



The empty wallet in my hand,

Devoid of cash,nothing to spend,

The gleeful souls full of cash,

I'm just waiting for the right time to clash,

Thinking quietly,about the dream

I once had and it involved a scream,

Coming from the victim i had found,

With so much cash till it's dropping to the ground,

The bank records showing bankrupt,

Its not my fault,its just corrupt,

Plus the restriction of freedom in my life,

I can do nothing but strife,

There is one way to solve it though,

Even though many may say no,

It is dangerous,but i must try,

So as to rekindle my hopes to fly,

The lies i have told,behold,

Too much compared to the stuff i sold,

Just to earn cash,I will dash,

And maybe sometimes even crash,

But why am i doing this,its not for fun,

If i don't,my life is done,

You are more fortunate so why not,

Have some left for people like my sort?





hahaha...wrote it out of boredom and partly for a reason...haha...



Signing off,

8 ball sinker

I am cracking.....i can't take it anymore.....

I AM CRACKING...CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE...

I am having enough of this.....i feel i can't endure any longer.....

The Mental Cage

The prison kept,
All except,
The diminished soul,
That's growing old,

Nothing could be seen,
None could hear,
This has always been,
The way of life here,

I need to get out,
But there isn't a way,
Its the law of nature,
I could only stay,

The risks i took,
ended up found,
I could only look,
As all fell to the ground,

There isn't a way,
I have no say,
Except yell "okay",
As i end the freaking day,

I need help,
but none can give,
Then i can only grieve,
And with that i will leave...

You may be next...

THIS IS A WARNING...I AM BEING MERCIFUL TO THOSE WHO ARE ON THE LOWER PART OF THE BLACKLIST...AS I WILL FINISH THE TOP ONES FIRST.....





You may not know why...or how...but for some of you there,you are NEXT.....You may not be sure when it will happen...but your possessions may be at stake...I am in trouble,no one can help me now...so i'll have to solve it myself.....YOU...are the only way i can solve the problem...i have no choice.....you are next.....

You Are Next


I will walk the streets at night,

Not going down without a fight,

But you,my friend,watch your step,

As anytime now i may stab,

Gun in hand,i will stand,

In secret corners without a scent,

You may not know,but as you pass,

This nightime walk may be your last,


Accomplices,the number is two,

And all of us,none can fool,

We will speak nothing,except

"Hello friend,watch your step."


Heed this or not,it's your choice,

But don't regret,none will hear your voice,

Now you know,you have been warned,

So as we work,do not mourn...





You are next...you know who you are...I have no choice...sorry.....

The failed attempts but it's not my fault...

I FAILED TO GET IT BUT IT'S NOT MY FAULT...its yours.....

Sometimes you may want to achieve something,or get something you had always desired...but sometimes,you may not get or achieve it...it may be your lack of experience in the matter or simply not trying hard enough...but you may not always be at fault...

I had this experience,which left a deep memory carved inside me...It was not my fault i did not get into the bball team,actually i could've got in,but if it wasn't for my lack of attendance,i would've gotten home that night,smiling broadly and waving the new jersey in front of my parents.....

It was because they got me to go overseas...China...this june holidays...which prevented me from attending all of the holiday trainings...which much is learned during it...which i missed out all which could've improved me and got me to one of my dreams,...which is to get into the school team and play for the school.....

Honestly,coach wanted to put me in,but if it wasn't for that unforgettable nightmarish incident,i would've done myself proud...

It wasn't my fault,i wanted to train and improve myself...but it's because of you that i lost the dream,first dream when i entered secondary school...

It wasn't my fault,it's yours.....

The self confidence test - Male

This is the question you can ask to boy's...BOYS ONLY,as its not really applicable to gals...

Self confidence question:Hey,your zipper.

Outcomes:1.If he looks down or checks his zipper,there is a below average amount of self-confidence.
2.If he stands and says confidently that he had not forgotten his zipper,that person is brimming with self confidence,(but sometimes really overconfidence leads to the exposed zipper for the rest of he day until he finally realises it lolol)

As for gals i not sure,so nvm lors...haha

Self - confidence

SELF-CONFIDENCE is something which is the very basic stage for the accomplishment of great things.Can be attained by many ways...

1.Some thing or event which kindled self confidence in you,which everyone has self confidence only that they do not find it or realise it...

2.Some one which gave you support and encouragement throughout the journey...can be in the form of sms ;D(haha if YOU r reading this you should know who you are..haha)

3.You may just have the initiative to hold your head high and filled with self confidence,brimming with self esteem.

>>>>>>>WARNING<<<<<<<

Overdose of self confidence and/or self esteem may lead to dangerous overconfidence,which may endanger partners or people around you.May also lead to misconceptions and/or misintepretations and sometimes a certain level of embarrassment.

BUT WHY AM I TELLING YOU ALL OF THIS **** DAMN BORING STUFF???

SOME MAY JUST HAVE ENOUGH "KINDNESS" TO SPARE ONE LOOK AT IT FROM THEIR PRECIOUS TIME TO STUDY THIS PIECE OF WRITING.

I am DEFINITELY not meaning all of you who read this,but there are people out there who do not CARE at all...remember this?"To care,to serve and to lead."

You may,however,disregard all the abovementioned if desired.BUT to consider it or not it's always your choice...

you will always have a choice...

I can say nothing more...

Let's say you are walking along a street alone or with someone other than your parents...(i'm talking from my point of view,i'm not allowed out alone)...then u ask a passer-by this simple question:(Hi dude,how's life?) there will be some scenarios...

Number 1 - The person will look at you blankly,or simply continue on his/her way...(ignorance maneuover)...(dunno spell correctly?)

Number 2 - The person will reply with a grumpy or irritated tone,"It SUCKS/stinks,etc."
lol...(the better method of replying an innocent being...nevertheless effective,gets you the answer...)


This shows that in modern times,life is not exactly what u call "nice"...try this out...

Terms and Conditions
No responsibility shall be taken for any loss resulting from this attempt to find out about how other people's lives are.


But why though...why does life suck totally?
There are many factors leading to that theory.They are each unique to a particular person.
If it happens that you attempt to ask the abovementioned question,and the reply shockingly is "Yeah?Life rocks"(or some other reply which has the similar meaning to it...)You may have just found an Unclassified.Unclassifieds are people who has a different outlook from others in particular.Not much is known.But if you have any more information,please submit them in tag.

You may disregard all the abovementioned if desired.

But i'm posting this for a reason...some people do not really enjoy much as you fortunate fellows do,even if you do not feel it.There are people out there who do not always get what they want,unlike some of you.There are people there who suffered,NOT in the way you think as physical torture,but mental agony who some of you down here,are too blessed to receive that.I once heard this phrase,"Competition leads to greater efforts"
COMPETITION is the very thing which causes such mental agony,but sometimes uncontrollable as "Human always look upwards" ..
You will never stop comparing yourself with the better until you are the best,which unfortunately only those gifted and lucky few can be.
This is uncontrollable,this is to let some who are more priveledged than others to realise their blessings and not to look down upon those below you...and for those under them,do not give up...as you can overtake them...soon enough...NOW i'm not criticising those who are good,you managed to get this far but some,or rather,MOST of it does not come by your own labour,it came from either luck,gifts,or the work and labour of another individual or individual(s)...
YOU must spend your priveleges wisely...not waste them...
UNFORTUNATELY some are too lucky that even if they have all the time in the world,all the wealth they can afford,(which is a lot),and all the freedom in the universe,the priveledges are eternal...accomplishments academically and socially and economically...for that...
...i can say nothing...


Posted July 24th,Year 2007 A.D.
8.56 p.m. by the hourglass...

The thing i needed...

There r many wants and needs in our lives...but sometimes u may not always get what u want...so live with it!

The Thing I Need

The thing i need,
Is to be always in the lead,
In everything good,
Regardless of mood,

The thing i need,
Is something nice,
which will draw attention,
from everyone's eyes,

That may be a tall mansion,
with stuff for luxury not even needed,
Or a twelve cylinder ride,
Which will have the race leaded,

The thing i need,
Is just someone,
who will come and heed,
what i have sent,
and tried to say,
and realised it,
that i needed......

that is what i need...find out yourself...

Xbox 360

I saw it,I heard it,

I wanted it,but can't get it,

I will do anything to reap,

The fun that it keeps.

A furious face i got,

All hope vanished from my thought,

But i cant stop taking in,

The wonderful sight and the din.

With all hope gone,

I went on,

More of it unbearable,

As all was memorable.

It was the Xbox 360 i saw today at Courts...i needed it so badly but i knew better than to ask...bt i cant resist as 14 consoles just lay there...the $750 price tag dangling...but revealed too much i needed it...so all went wrong...

Theory:Parental Freedom Limitation(P.F.L.)not even allowed to talk about it or even think about it...

Director and co-director

Heheh...me n jj at goat farm...

IDMI

lol today go goat farm...so sian just take video n stuff...though the root beer was nice and i still have the bottle...the u.d.d.e.r. was huge lols...shing chun says he wanna fresh de...so he should go suck directly ..lololol...took a lot of pictures wif jj co director n some 1I ppl...
Director - Me =D
Co-Director - Jiajian
Refreshment provider(in short,donut boy) - Weng Wa
the rest i dunno...
Tip of the week:Always take photos with your friends and loved ones...it preserves the good memories of the faded past...