The price i had to pay..

Ah finally can post liaos...
that day go watch movie so sad...when i got home i was killed immediately and killed again and again the few days after that...

Day 1:The joy of living and the sorrow of death

The day was dawned,simple thats all,
Unknowningly the blow will fall,
Soon enough,after the joy,
Will come the death of a boy,

The sacrifice made,nothing was said,
The journey was to come,the plan is laid,
The event missed,but it was worth,
Seriously speaking it took some nerve,

The plan was flawless,all went well,
And i was nervous about what to tell,
To the face of Death,with what i have left,
And go willingly without a fight with Death,

The pretty face may be the last i see,
Before i become what i was supposed to be,
Trying to be normal,i am done,
And now i am left with none,

The feeling of dread as i heard the ring,
The voice and tone it could only bring,
Myself to think that it is the end,
And the broken spirit none can mend,

Afraid as i sat on the bus,
The message sent may be the last,
The pedal stepped,the tyres squeaked,
Bringing me closer to the future which is bleak,

The silent steps i took slowly,
Glancing up at the sight unsightly,
The fear i had as i stood before the gate,
This fear and sorrow will be my fate,

Death was painful i can say,
As upon the icy cold floor i lay,
But the joy before was so worth it,
But the sorrow after was painful it bit,

The life was lost for being normal...
The person is still there and i'm going for...

I was killed for trying to be normal...and thank you anthony for the last sms wishing good luck...it worked...death was fast and only felt a little pain...

Quote - "There is a price to pay for everything,both good and evil."