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Deliberate State Of Non-Contact
By Me :)

It's ok if you don't wanna talk,
and it's ok if your heart's out for a walk.

And its not there for me, that's fine.
I should learn to know what's mine.

And what's not, I need to be taught,
that I don't get things no matter how I fought.

It's ok if you ignore me,
as long as your eyes can see,

That at least I tried, I fucking tried.
And now I'm breaking down on the inside.

Just inside, and not out.
Because I must pretend I don't care at all.

Otherwise you won't be happy about it.
And will say that I'm talking shit.

Even though I ain't, I feel real pain.
When you just won't say,

anything, anything at all.
But its just a little heartbreak, thats all.

Its ok if I wait for the message that will never come.
Because at least you opened mine, and read some.

You may not wish to reply me today.
But one day, one day, you may just talk to me again.