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I am afraid of what I have become.

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"Love forever, love is free, let's turn forever you and me."

- Feel Good Inc, Gorillaz

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I'm living in a state of dystopia.

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You gotta listen to this. This song makes me feel like ripping my heart out of myself. If anyone has got its piano sheet music, do tell me. I need it. Its called Theme of Separation or Wakare no Theme. It's from the anime Gundam Seed Destiny and can be considered from the artist Nicol's Piano or Kakijima Shinji. Do help me out there. Thanks a lot.

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Respect the dedication.

Get well soon man.

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I like the way you screw up my heart.

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See how much things have changed.

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Had anyone ever realised that the best years of our life and the prime period of our life(15-25) is mostly spent doing one of the worst things that had ever happened to mankind?(school and work) once we go past 25 we may still be considered young, but we will start losing our youthful energy liaos. And somehow, the best time of our life is spent doing the worst thing. Ah. The irony of life.

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"I believe that the purpose of life is to be happy. From the moment of birth, every human being wants happiness and does not want suffering. Neither social conditioning nor education nor ideology affect this. From the very core of our being, we simply desire contentment. I don’t know whether the universe, with its countless galaxies, stars and planets, has a deeper meaning or not, but at the very least, it is clear that we humans who live on this earth face the task of making a happy life for ourselves."

— Tenzin Gyatso; The Fourteenth Dalai Lama
















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Watch this, preferably in HD and in full screen. I think this is a very creative idea by the person who decided to put his amazing video camera in front of him while driving in one of the most beautiful cities in the world. The music is great too. Do watch the whole thing, I think this is special. Haha.

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1000 views! Thank you for your support! I promise to keep the updates coming and they will be more interesting! Do stay tuned to this blog for a variety of stuffs including pictures, videos, poems and other shitz. I will try to maintain daily if not once every 2 days updates! Thank you once again!

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The futuristic city that humans dreamt about 30 years ago already exists.

Who wanna come with me to visit Tokyo some day?

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There's this battle that I will be fighting for my whole life.

Me against the world. Ah, fun.

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Way below inferiority.

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Path wide enough for only one.

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"The person you love most is the person who can hurt you the most."

- Me :)

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This is damn joke, but yet very true.

The feeling of being unwanted is one of the worst feelings you can ever experience.

Zhangxin in this picture is one example of loneliness.

Ok this picture might be a turn-off.

My point of this post is,

"People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated."

- Tom, (500) Days Of Summer

Yeah, he's absolutely right, I've never felt worse in my life.

Btw, happy chinese new year.

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"Why did man create fantasy? Because they know that perfection does not exist."

- Me :)

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"Even if you are not alone, if the one you want to be with is away, you will still feel lonely."

- Freya, Chobits


Lonely
By Chen Wei Heng

Even if I am not alone,
my heart whispers to me "I'm lonely."
He tries to come out and reach my phone,
so he can dial the name ...

My friends, my family surround my space.
But my heart don't feel warm if I don't see your face.
My heart is sitting alone on a bench in the city.
Humming a sad song called "Lonely".

I can wonder through the crowded streets,
But my heart wonders if we could meet.
Even if we do, just meters apart,
Our hearts are further apart than the stars.

Please give me a chance, let me get to the point,
I'll make it simple, I just want to be with you.
But our hearts are the heads and tails of a coin,
If I am the one who gets it, there's nothing for you.

I'll never want that to happen, do I?
I'd rather you'd be happy even if I have to die.
Nope, don't even think about it, no I won't cry.
Even if I do, those tears of happiness are just mine.

Because I'm happy that you won't be lonely.
Because you have found the someone just for you.
Even if I will end up lonely for eternity,
At least you won't suffer like me too.

I'd tell my heart to keep quiet tonight,
And stop him from crying out for you.
You would agree what I do is right,
Because it makes things easier for you.

No, I don't mind, I'm just a lonely guy.
I will choose to accept my fate.
Even if destiny says you will end up as mine,
I will change it to see a smile on your face.

So even as I walk alone in this city,
Past happier pairs of souls than me.
I cannot pretend to cry and say I'm lonely,
Because you're with me in my heart, baby.

Yeah, you can say that you are miles away,
And our hearts are a universe apart.
But as long as I think of you this way,
Loneliness will never be a part of my heart.

But no, thinking of you hurts me more.
I had to smash my phone to stop my call.
I just fucking hate to be lonely.
And I was hoping that you will see.

But no, you will never know how I feel.
My heart hurts like its been piereced with steel.
I want to shut down forever, for real.
Because I know that I can never heal.

So I sit here tonight, looking at the world go past.
While they enjoy their smiles, I will have my last.
Because even if I'm alone, I will still feel lonely,
Because I want to be with you and you're away.
My heart is sad while yours is happy,
So at least you have a happy Valentine's Day.

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Happy new year. What's most important is that we try to be happy.

Nothing in this life means anything to me anymore.

Never before have I been this down in my life, in such a high time.

I want to shut down. Forever.

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I believe that you're the one just for me.

But am I the one just for you?

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I am happiest when I think of her.

I am saddest when I think of her.

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I made an observation today. After school when I went to popular, its cramped with dudes who are trying to do some last minute miracle to give to their girls. Interesting.

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I'm just trying to do what I think is right. Yes, now I know your feelings should come before that.

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Never put too much hope into something. Things will just turn out to be disappointing. If you instead expect nothing to happen, and when it does, you will be more happy than you ever think you could be.

- Me :)

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When you're enjoying love, have you ever paused to wonder...

what if one day it just all

ends?












Lovestuffs : The Moment

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Certain things are just not meant to be.

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The possibilities are endless.

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"If you don’t go after what you want, you’ll never have it. If you don’t ask, the answer is always no. If you don’t step forward, you’re always in the same place."

— Nora Roberts

















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I don't know what to do. And that sucks.

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"Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart."

— Unknown
















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Just A Coincidence
By Chen Wei Heng


Just somehow we glance at the same time.
At the same moment we look into each other's eyes.
Somehow your breath is in sync with mine.
And we get the same numbers when we roll dice.

We draw lots but we still stay same.
We get the same score when we playing the same game.
So we try to avoid, but our marks add up.
And we make the whole thing seem crapped up.

Somehow, our two hearts add up to one.
Somehow, your fate is chasing while I'm on the run.
Somehow, I try to run faster but I can't.
And somehow, we don't want it but we get it done.

I don't understand how we're always there.
Even though I try not to and you don't care.
Yeah, all of that is probably just coincidence.
Yeah, its just a thousand exactly same accidents.

I think too much, my hope's too high.
I try to understand that I'm living a lie.
But truth is, the lies sound so nice.
So for that I have to pay my price.

Its just a coincidence, people may say.
But little do you know that it makes my day.
Just a coincidence that you're a little too late.
Just a coincidence that we could go on a date.
Just a coincidence that we both happen to say,
"Just a coincidence. Just blame it on fate."

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Hi everyone. Several nights ago there was this rain during the evening. At about 8 plus or 9 pm liddat. So i decided to play around with exposure on my phone cam. Night pictures are notoriously hard to take but i managed to find some fun in messin around with the lights in the exposure. Wanna learn how to do it? just put your phone cam setting in night mode and move your phone around while taking the pic. it creates this mystical fantasy picture which will leave you wanting for more.

This is what the picture is supposed to look like.

Now we play around with it. Haha.

Because of you, my mind's in a whirl.

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Sup yall. Hmm, actually come to think of it, nothing much to post. Except maybe who wanna go somewhere during CNY? I'm like totally spending CNY and Valentine's alone haha. Whoever got time can sms me or something, i very sian. Anyways, its been tough week, jiayous for the work.





















Playing hide and seek alone.

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School is a darker place than you think.






Damn the history notes. Damn the novels we have to read in one day. Damn the LA journal. Damn school work. Damn the maths test we are gonna get back tomorrow. Damn the boring chinese lessons. Damn the sense which CME lesson makes. Damn school. Damn work. Damn long trainings. Damn everything which makes life sucks. Damn life. Damn the 5 chinese texts we have to read but I don't know which. Damn everything.

And damn the LA journal which I'm supposed to do now, but instead I'm here damning things.

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"Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose."

— The Wonder Years

















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"Once you make a decision, the universe conspires to make it happen."

— Ralph Waldo Emerson

















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