Black and white and shades of grey..

The holidays have been what you would call suck..and what i would call ****...

Nothing better to do than to pass the time by doing something boring...no com..hardly any tv...hardly anything at all...

Lol found this way of passing time fast..stacking a house of cards...fairly boring but very time consuming...so before i know it it is dinner then after that go sleep and one day has passed..

Black and White Part I - Diamonds and Hearts Turned Grey

Torn with anger,nothing to do,

Mixed with rage and sorrow too,

Confusion between what could be done,

Other than doing nothing to end up with none,

A pack of cards i had in my hand,

Thinking furiously,finally i could mend,

The stifiling boredom it would end,

A feeling of success it could send,

Slowly i got to work,

The others thought i went berserk,

Finally i got it after some time,

A house of cards high enough to climb,

Even as i stared at the work of my hand,

Something is missing which makes it bland,

All colour is not there at all,

Only black and white and grey i saw,

Nothing could mend this feeling i got,

No nothing can change this it could not,

Life will remain so forever more,

Reaching an end soon thats all.