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Yo sup everyone, as yall should know, Michael Jackson is dead liaos, sad sia. I loved his songs and his sick dances. Yall should go check out his albums and stuff, cuz his songs are really very nice to listen, and also nice to dance to haha. Anyways this video here is a tribute to his amazing dance moves, and he was the dude who made many people believe in magic haha.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKBLxh3u0tM

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Loving someone that doesn't love you is like reaching for a star, you know you'll never reach it, but you just got to keep trying - Unknown

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The topic is relationships: the successful, the unsuccessful and everything in between.Now I've only been an occupant of this planet for 29 years, but in that time I've seen the sunshine and the rain. I am a man that has gone thru the many levels of what it is to be a man. From the selfishness and greed that we as a species suffer from, to the realization that the world doesn't revolve around me and I'm NOT supposed to just get my way, to the being angry at that fact, to eventually accepting it and learning that it doesn't mean that I can't be happy. Because ultimately that's what everybody wants. Be it "for life", or "only for a night", everybody wants to be happy.I think happiness starts with figuring out which one YOU want. If it's "only for a night", don't run around getting into serious relationships, knowing all you're gonna do is cheat. If it's "for life", understand what that means and be very careful in your selection process. Gotta make sure the other person is thinking the same way you are.In theory this should be very easy to do, in reality we lie to ourselves more than we do to other people. Being honest with YOU is one of the greatest gifts you can give yourself, or another person. That honesty clears your vision. Now you know who you are, what you're into, ans where your head is at, thus making it a little easier to look for what you want.This is a topic that'll take much time to discuss fully, and I don't have a lot of free time as you all know. So let's talk again soon. In the meantime, strat with being honest with YOU, at the very least it's a step in the right direction.See ya on the road!!!
-Ne-Yo

i think this is pretty inspirational, thanks to Ne-Yo !

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Fairytale

Once upon a time,
In a place not far from here,
There was the Good Guy, Bad Guy, and the Good Girl.
I'll tell their story in this rhyme,
Listen closely, its deeper than you hear.

The Good Guy and the Good Girl were together,
The two of them were the happiest couple,
They thought they could be like that forever,
Until the problems came, and they toppled.

They used to be sky high, touching the stars,
Holdin' hands, walking together to the moon and Mars,
They will meet each other after class,
Sittin' side by side after school on the bus.

But too young they were to cope with love,
This relationship ain't to be preserved,
This pain neither of them deserved,
It's a break-up on a platter they were served.

So now the Good Girl is alone,
She don't want anymore love, please don't,
remind her of the past, or think,
she's gonna accept from another guy a drink.

Now here, let's meet Mr Bad Guy,
He's evil, he's ugly and he tells lies.
But he just had this little soft spot,
It's in his heart, a tiny little dot.

He tried to make the Good Girl his,
And he had planned a long way for this,
The secrets to get to her he solved,
To win the heart of the girl he loved.

The Good Girl saw him coming, and she was scared,
But no worries though, she was prepared,
She's going to turn him down, have him sacked,
Until he lay face down on deck, and never come back.

Good Girl missed Good Guy, she wanted him back,
Wish they could go back to the days they had,
But first she had to deal with the Bad Guy,
Because she dosen't love him, day and night.

The Good Girl took a shotgun and aimed,
at the Bad Guy's heart, where its most pain.
Everytime he took a step closer, she fired,
0, 5, 18 bullets in his heart, that hurt.

Finally, Bad Guy stopped dead in his tracks,
Tried to reach Good Girl but he collapsed,
Laying sprawled on the ground, bleeding from his heart,
And nobody found him even after the day turned dark.

Bad Guy's out of the way, the path is clear,
Good Girl's heart now had no fear,
She ran back to Good Guy, once her dear,
And promised this time to make it last forever.
He blinked, smiled, then hugged and kissed her,
And they lived happily ever after.







But the story dosen't end here, you see,
This isn't how the ending's gonna be,
This world ain't a fairytale, you know,
Things like that are just for show.

Bad guys don't cry, we all know that,
All they do is things that are bad.
But hurting Bad Guy most is what?
Its the tears from his eyes, not the blood from his heart.

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Hey yos, go check out this song. Its Same Girl by R.Kelly and Usher. Its a really cute and nice song, perfect for R&B lovers and probably anyone. And its very funny also, especially the vid, watch it here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HN1SVSH40b4 .

Same Girl
R. Kelly ft Usher

Yo Ush
What up Kels
Wanna introduce you to this girl, think I really love this girl
Yeah
Man she so fine
Straight up dawg
She stand about 5’4” coke cola red bone
Damn
She drives a black Durango license plate say “Angel”
Tattoo on her ankle
Plus she’s making pay so she got a crib on
Peace street right on 17th street
And I call her “TT”
Wait a minute hold on dawg
Do she got a kid?
Yep
Love Some Waffle House?
Yep
Do she got a beauty mark on her left side of her mouth
Man?
Went to Georgia Tech
Yep
Works for TBS
Yep
And I can’t believe this chick… damn… mm
Tell me whats wrong dawg, what the hell you damning about
Im your homie so just say whats on your mind
Man I didn’t know that you where talking about her
So man your telling me you know her
I know her like a pastor know his word

We messing with the same girl same girl
How could the love of my life,
And my potential wife be the
Same girl same girl
Man I can’t believe that we’ve been messing with the
Same girl same girl
Thought she someone that I can trust but she’s been doubling up it on us
You can’t, man we’ve been messing with the same girl

See I met her at this party in Atlanta
Well I met her at this party in Chicago
She came right up to me given me conversation
I said do you got a man she sad no, with no hesitation
Well it must be a music thing cause she said the same to me
With a party all in my face, when I’m laughin and buyin her drinks
She whispered in my ear and said can you take me home
Me too
Man she was in the Chi singin that same song
Is that true
And I thought it was true confession when she said I love you
Man I thought her body was calling when she said I want you
Look I even got some pictures on my phone
Look at there how shes is with some boys shorts on

We messing with the same girl same girl
She’s the apple of my eye, and my potential wife
Be the Same girl same girl
Man I can’t believe that we’ve been messing around with the same damn girl
Same girl same girl
Thought she someone that I can trust
But she’s been doubling up with both of us
You can’t, man we’ve been messing with the same girl

She said she got me on ringtone
Are you talking about the pink phone
Mm-mm the blue one
Man she told me that one was turned off
Its obvious that shes been playing us playing us
Or constantly she’s been lyin to us lyin to us
Don’t like the way that she’s been goin bout it goin bout it
Kels what do you think we should do about it do about it
Well call her up at her home, she won’t know that Im on the phone
Yeah man that’s the way Homie we about to bust this trick
Man just ask her to met up with you and Im gonna show up too
And then she wouldn’t know what to do
We'll be standing there singing

Same girl same girl
She’s was the apple of my eye, and your potential wife
the Same girl same girl I can’t believe that we’ve been messing with the
same girl Same girl
Shes gonna looks so stupid when see us together
You can’t, man we’ve been messing with the same girl
See she was taken flights going back and forth
I would pick her up at the Airport Man
I really can’t believe the Same girl same girl Hey….
The same girl same girl ..

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Yo wassup yall. I'm not sure if anyone actually comes here anymore, but I just wanna desperately try to revive this dam blog.
Today quite fun, got filming but I didnt manage to whack toon, sadly, but at least I made him fall down haha. got alot of bloopers and they all very joke. the scene is set in mt faber but guess what mt faber got flats and multi storey carpark de haha. mrt backed home and discovered this thing

you know mrt beside the door got these 2 glass panel where ppl like to lean on de? well the door also got windows on each of them. so i was like leaning on one of them and looking out the window, and the person opposite was also leaning on the thing and looking out the window, and i noticed that the person was looking at the things which go past the window and past the mrt, and i was looking at the things in front of the mrt and coming towards me.

Some ppl look at the past and things they've lost, others look at the future and things yet to come.

See ya

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hey yo wassup yall. Just come back from china few days ago, went for 2 weeks.

i wanna say that the trip is damn screwed, eat so much until i put on weight, a couple of kg sia

then everyday got some fren or relative must visit or eat with de, rush here rush dere then very tired sia

anyways at least got some fun part go beijing, go visit "historical" places like the forbidden city and the great wall place and got this night market sell what fried scorpions and bugs and things like that o.o

anyways come back got alot of work to chiong sia, holiday is all do work de -.-

i need go chiong work liao, but first i intro you some hot new songs i found




this is Fabolous, a great rapper i just discovered recently, he's been in the industry for quite long, and he makes great, original rap songs

Throw It In The Bag - Fabolous ft The-Dream (this song is HOT! you must check it out)

and

Make Me Better - Fabolous ft Ne-Yo

these are sick songs, so check em out

also check out his other albums, got alot of very nice songs

also check out

Missin' You, Can't Help But Wait, I Need A Girl, In Ya Phone and Brand New by Trey Songz

and trey is releasing new album soon, check it out

and

I Can't Hear The Music - Brutha ft Fabolous

You're A Jerk - New Boyz (now this song is not really nice if you keep listening to it, but it has a catchy hook and nice beat, and great to dance to)

also check out the video at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qv9VKKXwVxU

everytime i upload youtube vid here will got problem de, so just go watch it yourself

i think the dance in the video is damn joke, especially at the 1 minute plus parts

anyways i just wanna talk about the song Make It Work by Ne-Yo, its quite old liao but just in case some of yall havent checked it out, go find it now. Its pretty nice and Ne-Yo's lyricism is simply excellent

You understand me
At least you say you do
Lately thats enough for me
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
You're the closest thing to real i've seen
Sure, everyone has their problems
Thats a given
Yours are the easiest to tolerate
This wasn't what we was wanting
How we're living
But let's take this good enough and turn it to great

Baby understand...
This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work

We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh

Sometimes i love you
More than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves (hey)
That's just reality
No, it can't always be
Kisses, hugs, and beautiful words
You was looking for your prince,ooh
What you found (wat u found)Is a pauper with potential
And no, i'm nowhere near perfect..NO
But i'm around (but im around)
Girl, time and patience is essential

Baby realize...
This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work

We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh

Thick and thin, (ooh)
The bad outweighs the good sometimes
That doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it up
My problems are yours,and yours are mine

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (guess sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work

We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh
We gotta make it work...
Ay oh ay oh oh

haha go check out the video on youtube, but the vids like only got concert vids or those no life ppl dancing to it vids

ok i go chiong work liao, see ya soon

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1st

Fingers crossed, I wait for you
Only thinking of what I should do
Rain or shine, I will walk by your side
Your hand I will hold even when worlds collide
I won't let anything else come through
Just one thing will do, let me love you
I promise to make this the best I can
All I ask for is one chance.

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Last Time

I remember last time,
I was there.
Were you?

Those days sittin under the sunlight,
You on on the left, me on the right.
I remember those days sittin under the moonlight,
Just you and me, 97' bonnie and clyde.

I remember last time, we used to say,
Hey, lets go meet up the next day,
We called that an outing, we called that a date,
We walked and talked till it was damn late.

I remember last time, together we were,
I'd thought that I could call you my girl,
I promised to take you out and see the world,
But what has happened now? All that was last time, duh.

Now all I can remember is last time,
Those smiles and laughs that we had last night,
Because now we wont have the next day,
Because it's over, what more can I say?

We used to have those smiles last time,
We used to walk and hold hands last time,
But now, you look at me like I've done some crime,
Now, all I have are memories of last time.

...

I remember that the sun had used to shine,
I remember that the happiness was all mine,
But now, I'm just lookin out at the rain,
Keeping in my heart all that pain.

What we used to be play in my head,
But you pressed the stop button out of your hate,
Please, tell me what did I do wrong?
Tell me why I'm here writing this awful song.

It was 4 in the afternoon, our first date,
20 dates later, you came late,
Candlelit dinners, valentine chocolates,
Cards and roses, love you's we said.

We used to have those smiles last time,
We used to walk and hold hands last time,
But now, you look at me like I've done some crime,
Now, all I have are memories of last time.

Oh I remember now, you were not there at all.



haha read and comment and tag.

anyways i will briefly talk about SE concert yesterday.

it was fun.

and i will remember it forever.

haha and i like the encore performance, very creative.

most importantly i will remember it.

haha see ya.

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GPA sucks. School sucks. Grades sucks. Life sucks.

suck what? i dunno.

anws screwed up ba, gonna end this post with something cute i thought while seeing all the test papers and grades.

1/2 + 1/2 = 2/2

lo/love + ve/love=love/love

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See You In My Nightmares

"Let's get a drink."

West, Jack, Jay and the Girl were chilling out at the school canteen. It was after the level camp and they were all tired and sore. As the sun set across the field, Jack and Jay decided that time was running late so they left, eager to get home for some well-deserved rest. However, West and the Girl decided to take a walk around the beautiful campus and feel the ambience of dusk. They slowly strolled across the misty field and towards the container classrooms. They laughed, and talked and enjoyed the comfortable breeze.

But across the sky the clouds gathered.
There was no such thing as beautiful weather.
As the wind kicked up and sky turned dark,
The field became a cemetery, no longer a park.

But the two kept walking, past the containers,
Oblivious to the icy cold gust and the darkness that towered.
But as the classroom became an old shack and the grass to sea,
The two were not prepared for what they would see.

The water was black and the shack was old,
Their world was dark and the wind icy cold,
Stunned, they walked to the edge of the tiny cliff,
Marvelling at the scene they cannot perceive.

In an instant, the sky flashed bright.
The water rose to the heavens' height.
He grabbed her hand and won't let go,
But he found no warmth, only icy, stone cold.

He yelled and pulled but to no avail,
He panicked as the ocean rose to its tail.
He let go and ran to the little broken shack,
He turned to see but she didn't turn back.

All he could see was her hair in the wind,
Her big eyes shining but her face unseen,
She still clutched his jacket, looked just the same as before,
So beautiful, so cold, silhouette against the backdrop of the storm.

He shouted out loud but she didn't move a bone,
She just looked and stood as unmoving as stone,
As the ocean crashed and she disappeared under the waves,
All he could see was her watery grave.

The flood will destroy everything in its path,
Show the world the might of its wrath,
But a new power will surface and get back,
Its the force of his regret.

As the shivering West climbed up a tree and looked down at the ocean rushing around him, he looked back at the cliff and shouted her name till his lungs hurt. But it was now too late for her to hear, too late for his regrets, too late for anything to mean to him anymore.




"Often, we only truly appreciate someone or something only when they're gone."

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His Mistake

Do I remind you of the pain
That he put you through, girl
Is that the reason I`m to blame
Before I do it
Is it because he, treated you badly
I always stand accused
Protecting yourself, from somebody else
I`m not the one who`s hurting you

And it`s killing me girl you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can`t win, I can`t win

I`ll do anything to prove
I love you
Baby girl would I refuse to
Pay for something I didn`t do
I love you, girl

But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes

He left a scar across your heart
I understand, girl
Don`t let his wrongs tear us apart
Cause girl I`m your man

Just because he did
You swear I`m cheating
You think I just don`t care

Why must I do time
For another man`s crime
Girl you know that aint fair

And it`s killing me girl when you compare me to him
Always guilty before the sin
I can`t win, I can`t win

I`ll do anything to prove
I love you
Baby girl would I refuse to
Pay for something I didn`t do
I love you, girl

But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes

I know he did you wrong
But tell me what does that have to do with me
Trying to show you something real
Figure out what is going on
Before you look up and I`ll be gone..

I`ll do anything to prove
I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn`t do, girl
I love you, and I love you I love you
I`ll do anything to prove
I love you
Baby girl but I refuse
To pay for something I didn`t do

But I refuse to stay
Paying for his mistakes

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We can take a picture with a camera phone.

103

I'm not sure if you still come here anymore. But its only now did I realise that you were the real one. But its far too late to turn back. I have many regrets in life but this is one of the biggest and most painful. I am ashamed to turn away in fear of other things. But I'm sure that you felt something that time. But there's nothing left now. You hide in my prescence and I hide in yours. But the fact that you still respond to my prescence still makes me smile. But I regret. It took me such a long time to realise that that love, is the kind which lasts even after forever.

102

Broken Chardonnay, Shattered Love

West sat down on the bench, sweat dripping from his forehead. It had been a tiring training, and he was glad it was over.His teammates clattered around noisily, hefting bags and leaving for the showers. "Hey! Lets hit the showers, we don't wanna be late for the prom!" Jay said loudly. As the rest of his teammates trooped towards the showers, West remained behind and thought. He did not have to rush, neither of them had to. The ballroom was right beside the basketball court. And anyway, I have no date to rush to, West thought.

Jack stayed with West though. This loyal friend would stick by his side whatever happens. So after the noisy bunch was out of the gym, the duo took their turn. Jack walked with West to the ballroom. It was a short walk, so they were just in time, 7 pm. The sky was turning dark as the sun set on the horizon across the large flat field before the ballroom and gymnasium block. A cool breeze rolled in and the two of them inhaled the fresh evening scent. Jack looked uncomfortable in his long-sleeved, collared shirt and slim jeans, but he projected confidence all the same. Jack had to meet his date, Megan and hastily said goodbye to West, as rushed into the crowd already formed in the cavernous ballroom.

West sighed and settled down in an armchair in the corner of the dimly lit hall. He got himself a Chardonnay cocktail and sipped it thoughtfully. All his friends had dates and were enjoying themselves in the throng of enthusiastic students, eager to make the most out of this evening. He, in the meantime, had no one to dance with, let alone anyone to talk to, since everyone was engaged with their partners. But he endured it all the same, he could ask any girl for a dance though, but he decided to keep his firm word to his girlfriend. Or who used to be my girlfriend, West thought, slightly annoyed. West never liked too much attention, but he was popular because he was easy to get along with and had a great sense of humour. To add to that was his gentlemanly charming looks and equally, if not more, pretty girlfriend. But West knew looks were not the most important.

He glanced at the crowd, several couples were dancing already, as the DJ was playing an upbeat dance tune. As many laughed and joked around, West felt left out. He was usually in the middle of the throng, but not tonight. It made West feel sick looking at the dance floor from the corner of the ridiculously high-ceilinged hall, so he downed his drink the pushed the double doors open to go out the the second floor corridoor.

He leaned on the ledge of the corridoor and let the cool evening breeze ripple his casual black shirt. He just wished the time will be over soon. "So whatcha doing? You're not supposed to emo on this night," an incredulous voice asked. Jay was leaning on the ledge beside West, holding a fruit cocktail. "Ah well, I'm not in the mood," shrugged West.

"Where's your girl? Candice?" Jay pressed on.
"We're on a hiatus, she said we need to cool off for some time." West replied, annoyance creeping into his tone. He rarely got this annoyed.
"Well alright, chill dude. What happened?"
"I don't know if I did something wrong, but she don't seem to be so happy nowadays." West said. I wonder what she's doing now, West thought.

"Well ok man, I won't bother you anymore. See ya." Jay went back to the ballroom.

West sighed and glanced up at the sky. It was exceptionally dark and heavy clouds were gathering above the school. A strong gust kicked up and sent autumn leaves rushing through the corridoor. It bacame chilly, so West pushed back open the double doors and returned to the hall.

Almost everyone was on the floor now, except for a few outcasts reading books in a corner, West was amongst the only few people who werent enjoying their night with a date. He glanced up and down the crowd, trying to locate that familiar, calmingly pretty face. Where is she?

He settled back in the same chair and poured himself another Chardonnay. He was just starting to think again when he noticed the same pale blue medium heels she wore on their first date. He scanned upwards and saw her, in a simple, dark blue dress and her hair let down in wavy lines. He smiled, like he would always do when he met her. But Candice did not see him at all, in fact, she was looking into the eyes of her dance partner. It was Roy, one of West's good friends. West frowned and paused. The song ended and Roy and Candice pulled together. Even though the room was dimly lit and it was chaotic in the crowd, there was no mistaking the silhouette of a couple kissing passionately against the backdrop of dim crimson light and many other dancers. And they didn't stop there, that moment seemed to last for a century.

West dropped his glass.

He got up and strode to the doors, ignoring the slightly drunken beckons of Jack and Jay and some others. He pushed them open and walked quickly along the corridoor, and slowly broke into a run. It was raining outside, and dim lights shone from across the field, illuminating the school compound. I didn't see what I just saw. I didn't see what I just saw...

He pulled open the gym doors and collapsed onto the bench. He put his face in his hands, and thought, and thought. What did I do wrong? I kept my promise, I didn't go for any other date. What is happening?

He thought of all the times he had spent, and all that he had tried. He tried to laugh but he couldn't, he tried to feel but he couldn't, he tried to scream but he couldn't. He just sat there on the bench, in the eerily empty basketball court, just one wall away where people were enjoying themselves, having fun, betraying ...

Nobody would know what happened to him, and nobody would care, because who has the time to worry about a young man, drowning in self despair, sitting alone in the gym, when they have their friends, newly made partners, and music and drinks?

Nobody would know about West, and he would not know about anything else. He just thought, and thought, and thought.

What did I do wrong?



Eh this story is based on a dream i had, and its poorly written, since this is my first try at writing stories. Much more to learn =D. Anyways nothing much about today, except shivering when i think of this dream, those who want to know it in detail can come chat with me on msn, as its contents could probably contain you. haha sianning around. no more test, but tmr got some shit hsk. anyways have fun yalls, see yall.

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The Celebration

It was suspense, as Ms Ling was about to read out the groups for the upcoming history project. Tensions were high. But it had to come. The first group was alright, seemingly normal. As the second group's name was announced, at the fifth name, it was the one which everyone wanted to hear, Bryan Chan, everyone, that is, besides the unfortunate people in the second group. It was a sight to behold. Thirty people rose as one in one gigantic standing ovation. People whose names havent been called were crying in joy, hugging each other, completely lost in the mirth of not having Bryan in their group. As the sun shone and life was changed for the lucky survivors. The unfortunate five froze in their world, unable or unwilling to accept the truth and their fate.
This moment will be captured forever, the golden, shining moment, as I rose and clapped and cheered with the others, the golden, shining moment, as I thumped my chest as I'm proud to be a survivor, the golden shining moment, as there won't be a Bryan Chan in my sight, in my group, in my life, for a while. That is more than anyone can ask for. Isn't it?

Written by, Chen Wei Heng

100

Woo 100th post, calls for celebration eh? lols not much time tonight so i will make it bang bang skeet skeet

lol i believe yall heard baojia in her speech today, most inspirational, but i think theres propoganda, and the authorities forced her to speak some stuff

and have you noticed, some senior high ppl like to guai lan junior high ppl, accusing them of shit, but are they any better? i'm not saying all, some only...lols... jj made me say this

nothing much to talk about, just to intro you to

thatcrack.com

great place to download free mixtapes, you can find hip hop and r&b there, hottest and unreleased

have fun dawgs

99

Wassup yall. Long time never post liao. Anyways tonight will be a short post.

Just wanna drop by here to talk about the morning flag raising, which is one of the most memorable ones ever, and i will remember it for quite a while.

Mr Sng was talking about the pioneer batch of A level ppl, obviously they did well, and we are in the TOP 5 yay! most best, i feel so proud! - -

Flashing the numbers and statistics on the powerpoint and all is normal of course, which school dosent want to boast about their most best academics?

But whats most best about the flag raising in the hall is the powerpoint, and the comparison with other schools. ESPECIALLY VJC.

Damn joke sia, for example, one slide is ...

H2 Distinctions is > 32.5% (something liddat)

This is better than VJC!

now that is a joke. put so big, then red font summore, wah dunman high scared their ppl run away ar? leash not strong enough, need put chains

and got more slides all liddat de, dunman high discouraging ppl from going other JC?
scared lose ppl ar?

anyways thats all i have to talk about for today, see ya some other time

98

let me love you




[Verse 1:]Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

[Chorus:]You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

[Verse 2:]Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes,
Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

[Chorus:]You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....

[Bridge:]You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

[Chorus:]You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

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Evening yall. Just thought I mighta drop by here to share with ya some new music.

Go find the popular Gym Class Heroes song besides Cupid's Chokehold like Clothes Off or Cookie Jar. Those are some real dope music and if you like contemporary jazz ya should go check out Guilty As Charged by the group too.

Ah and yes, do check out Kanye's official site. Its quite interactive and fun to play around with. There's videos too. And by the way check out Drive Slow by Kanye and some gangsters.

Nothing much to share about school today, except that it was rather unlucky for me. First i forgot to hand in chinese lun wen, kena gl by the chinese tcher to get notes, collect money and used 2 dollars of my own money for jz. kena gl by some year 5 or year 6 to wear tie properly 0.o. and got caught in the rain as i walked back carrying the freaking heavy notes.

Ah and yes ACE teacher the most best teacher. i like sia. i think he needs some medication 0.o.
Mental appointment at TTSH haha. And depression and stress symptoms.

And yes check out this movie Hotel Rwanda, its quite touching and action-y.

Assembly was SC investiture. Ah yall should be familiar with dhs performances. dont wanna talk about it but i like how 3C is becoming more and more notorious. Like us clapping for a SC who thing she king, and zhao hong talking so loudly "I can see mook" until the whole hall hear, plus echo summore. best.

Now the level know us liao, then we should let the whole school know 3C.

And one more thing, toby, if you're reading this, I CAN FEEL THE HEAT FROM ACROSS THE LEVEL MAN.

Nothing else to elaborate liao.

Buh bye yall.

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i love this song man




(Work it, make it, do it, Makes us longer, better, faster, STRONGER! ) [played throughout](Work it harder make it better, Do it faster makes us stronger, More than ever, hour afterHour work is never over) [played throughout]
Th-th-that that don't kill me
Can only make me stronger
I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer
I know I got to be right now
Cause I can't get much wronger
Man I been waitin' all night now
That's how long I've been on ya

I need ya right now
I need ya right now

Let's get lost tonight
You could be my black Kate Moss tonight
Play secretary, I'm the boss tonight.
And you don't give a f**k what they all say, right?
Awesome, the Christian in Christian Dior
Damn they don't make 'em like this anymore
I ask, cause I'm not sure
Do anybody make real shit anymore?
Bow in the presence of greatness
Cause right now thou has forsaken us
You should be honored by my lateness
That I would even show up to this fake shit
So go ahead go nuts, go ape shit
Especially in my pastel, all my bape shit
Act like you can't tell who made this
New gospel homey take six, and take this, haters

N-n-now th-that that don't kill me
Can only make me stronger
I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer
I know I got to be right now
Cause I can't get much wronger
Man I been waitin' all night now
That's how long I've been on ya

I need ya right now
I need (Me like-ee) ya right now

I don't know if you got a man or not
If you made plans or not
If God put me in your plans or not
I'm trippin', this drink got me sayin' a lot
But I know that God put you in front of me
So how the hell could you front on me
There's a thousand yous
And only one of me
I'm trippin', I'm caught up in the moment right?
'Cause it's Louis Vuitton Don night
So we goin' do everything that Kan like
Heard they'd do anything for a Klondike
Well I'd do anything for a blond Dyke
And she'll do anything for the limelight
And we'll do anything when the time's right
Uh, baby you're makin' it(Harder, better, faster, stronger)

ohTh-that that don't kill me(oh)
Can only make me stronger
I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer
I know I got to be right now
Cause I can't get much wronger
Man I been waitin' all night now
That's how long I've been on ya

I need ya right now
I need ya right now

You know how long I've been on ya?
Since prince was on Apollonia
Since OJ had Isotoners
Don't act like I never told ya [x5]
Uh, baby you're makin' it(Longer, better, faster, stronger)

N-n-now th-that that don't kill me
Can only make me stronger
I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer
I know I got to be right now
Cause I can't get much wronger
Man I been waitin' all night now
That's how long I've been on ya
I need ya right now
I need ya right now
I need ya right now
I need ya right now
Never told ya [x7]



Kanye's the man.

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Evening ya'll, as you can see i've changed the blogskin. Its about Kanye the man. Now i will try to update regularly, even though many shit stand in my way. But i promise there will be the return of my poems, new music updates, and of course, more about my life, and yours. haha.

Valentine's day is long over, but i would like to congrats all who had dates, and all who had delighted partners receiving their roses and chocolates. It was a tiring night for me, as i had 5 dates and i went to 3 other countries, LA, CA, USA ... Paris, France and Dubai. The temperature control on the jaccuzi on my limo broken down at the end of the fourth date, and the neon lighting in the minibar in the limo started flickering during the middle of the 5th date, the 5th girl was pissed further when i ran out of the small paper umbrellas you put in those colourful tropical cocktails.

495 roses and 5 boxes of chocolates is no easy thing to carry, lucky my limo had a large boot, though i had to remove the king sized bed to make room for the boot.

Woo glad that was over, then bball lose 2 matches liao, even thought the ngee an match was screwed because of referee.

Nothing much to post though, do check out my music playlist on this blog, and one last thing, ima teach ya'll some street talk.

Lesson 1 - Greetings

"Hey wassup ya'll!" (Hello everybody)

"Who's in da house man!?" (Who's there?)

"Ya dig that?" (You know/ like that?)

i will teach yall more as time goes by, anyways, just wish the best of luck to toby on his first date tonight, and best of luck to chim jia jian who is trying to be hip.

Nights.

94

Hi ya'll, i've decided to post something , SOMETHING about my normal life today. hahas

School yesterday was sian, but i'm starting to like physics, and i still don't understand chem.

Recess is screwed, damn the queues, damn long sia, and walk from classroom to canteen already 5 minutes liao.

LA is quite ok, and i noticed mr harris like calling the same ppl over and over again to answer questions 0.o, so far i only been called once. haha own. then did this funny exercise on an old man in a picture, lol.

eg.

What do you know about this person?
1) He is a man.
2) He has a cup.
3) He wears clothes.
4) He wears a hat.

lol

What don't you know about this person?
1)Everything else.

maths was normal, coordinate geometry is easy, but then they HAD TO, THEY HAD TO BRING ALGEBRA IN. screw

after school went to play ball, but no balls, lol, so went around looking for balls. me, toon and jj went around every place possible with balls, but to no avail.

1. Toon went to pe room to borrow ball, AND I NOTICED PE TEACHERS LIKE TO GUAI LAN PPL WHEN THEY BORROW BALL.

2. JJ went to ask volleyballers if can borrow ball, no.

3. I went to look for LLB to borrow ball in the staff room, then alan koh , but no balls. haha

in the end played about 15 minutes of ball, cuz the bball girls take out their ball, lent us one/

jj is not a bad player, and i admire his enthusiasm in the game, and also his confidence, especially when trying to shoot with me in front. haha own.

and those nba drive moves are very nice to use, they're quite effective also.

ya'll, go practice the "un-gaiable shot" , which is virtually unblockable except by isaac the guai lan and brandon the other guai lan. go high release!

and i've noticed i don't post pictures here lol, cuz they aint much pics to take? lol

and i think only a few ppl come my blog now, so very hard to revive.

eh btw, can anyone teach me how to put the youtube vids in here? everytime i try then got problem de, thks

anyways i intro ya'll to some new songs which i found nice.

1) Number One (literally) by Pharrell ft. Kanye West, its a catchy song and kanye's hot as ever in this

2)Rockstar by Nickelback, i know this is an old song but i just discovered it and it's very catchy

3)Incomplete by Sisqo, it is a kinda slow r&b song, but the beat and meaningful lyrics is starting to grow on me

4)Right Here by Brandy, it sounds damn familiar in the chorus, but it has a nice melody and beat, which jj likes, AND A SONG WHICH JJ LIKES IS PROBABLY AN AMAZING SONG. cuz jj got high expectations

and last song for today

5)Drop It Like It's Hot by Snoop Dogg ft. Pharrell. I've been humming this beat almost every minute when i've got nothing to do, its my most played song in my most played list now haha

anyways i guess i'll post some other time, and maybe change this blogskin a bit, cuz long time liao, and one more thing

TAG OR DIE.

see ya (:

93

Aihs...sometimes i wonder :

1)Why I have to sleep at 10 pm on sundays and weekdays?
2)Why I havent gone out with my friends for months?
3)Why the hell, must I turn off msn when its the peak hour for no. of ppl online?
4)Why the f**k, can I not play games on weekdays?
5)Why, why must i sleep at 10?
6)Why i never get to see or use my angbao money?
7)Why my inbox is always raided on an almost daily basis?
8)Why must i be interrogated who my friends are?
9)Why the hell, must a friend's grades matter in making him/her my friend?
10)Why the hell does life suck in a million more ways?
11)Why the hell am I even living?
12)Why the hell are you reading this?
13)Why the hell am I typing this?
14)Why the hell am I "lol"ing here?
15)Lol...

alright i cant post much nowadays, cuz life's screwed, so i guess i'll see you around

happy cny, appreciate the fact you get to open your angbaos

92

HEY YA'LL!

THE KING'S BACK!

sorry for the long break guys, and if you still come to this blog, i promise to make it much better and active from now on, maybe a post every few days, cuz ya know, once school starts, using com during weekdays can be a problem, screw!

hmm, new school's nice, timetable sucks, won't wanna talk about the teachers here though, there are eyes everywhere...

new class is nice too, can't wait for basketball interclass next year

taking 12 to school and back everyday, most of the time with toby, anybody want come take the bus with us tell me

don't have much time to talk now, will talk next time

lol can anybody teach me about putting those embed vids on your posts? i'm a noob hahas