Monday, March 9, 2009

99

Wassup yall. Long time never post liao. Anyways tonight will be a short post.

Just wanna drop by here to talk about the morning flag raising, which is one of the most memorable ones ever, and i will remember it for quite a while.

Mr Sng was talking about the pioneer batch of A level ppl, obviously they did well, and we are in the TOP 5 yay! most best, i feel so proud! - -

Flashing the numbers and statistics on the powerpoint and all is normal of course, which school dosent want to boast about their most best academics?

But whats most best about the flag raising in the hall is the powerpoint, and the comparison with other schools. ESPECIALLY VJC.

Damn joke sia, for example, one slide is ...

H2 Distinctions is > 32.5% (something liddat)

This is better than VJC!

now that is a joke. put so big, then red font summore, wah dunman high scared their ppl run away ar? leash not strong enough, need put chains

and got more slides all liddat de, dunman high discouraging ppl from going other JC?
scared lose ppl ar?

anyways thats all i have to talk about for today, see ya some other time

Thursday, February 26, 2009

98

let me love you




[Verse 1:]Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

[Chorus:]You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

[Verse 2:]Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes,
Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

[Chorus:]You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....

[Bridge:]You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

[Chorus:]You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

Saturday, February 21, 2009

97

Evening yall. Just thought I mighta drop by here to share with ya some new music.

Go find the popular Gym Class Heroes song besides Cupid's Chokehold like Clothes Off or Cookie Jar. Those are some real dope music and if you like contemporary jazz ya should go check out Guilty As Charged by the group too.

Ah and yes, do check out Kanye's official site. Its quite interactive and fun to play around with. There's videos too. And by the way check out Drive Slow by Kanye and some gangsters.

Nothing much to share about school today, except that it was rather unlucky for me. First i forgot to hand in chinese lun wen, kena gl by the chinese tcher to get notes, collect money and used 2 dollars of my own money for jz. kena gl by some year 5 or year 6 to wear tie properly 0.o. and got caught in the rain as i walked back carrying the freaking heavy notes.

Ah and yes ACE teacher the most best teacher. i like sia. i think he needs some medication 0.o.
Mental appointment at TTSH haha. And depression and stress symptoms.

And yes check out this movie Hotel Rwanda, its quite touching and action-y.

Assembly was SC investiture. Ah yall should be familiar with dhs performances. dont wanna talk about it but i like how 3C is becoming more and more notorious. Like us clapping for a SC who thing she king, and zhao hong talking so loudly "I can see mook" until the whole hall hear, plus echo summore. best.

Now the level know us liao, then we should let the whole school know 3C.

And one more thing, toby, if you're reading this, I CAN FEEL THE HEAT FROM ACROSS THE LEVEL MAN.

Nothing else to elaborate liao.

Buh bye yall.

96

i love this song man




(Work it, make it, do it, Makes us longer, better, faster, STRONGER! ) [played throughout](Work it harder make it better, Do it faster makes us stronger, More than ever, hour afterHour work is never over) [played throughout]

Th-th-that that don't kill me
Can only make me stronger
I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer
I know I got to be right now
Cause I can't get much wronger
Man I been waitin' all night now
That's how long I've been on ya

I need ya right now
I need ya right now

Let's get lost tonight
You could be my black Kate Moss tonight
Play secretary, I'm the boss tonight.
And you don't give a f**k what they all say, right?
Awesome, the Christian in Christian Dior
Damn they don't make 'em like this anymore
I ask, cause I'm not sure
Do anybody make real shit anymore?
Bow in the presence of greatness
Cause right now thou has forsaken us
You should be honored by my lateness
That I would even show up to this fake shit
So go ahead go nuts, go ape shit
Especially in my pastel, all my bape shit
Act like you can't tell who made this
New gospel homey take six, and take this, haters

N-n-now th-that that don't kill me
Can only make me stronger
I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer
I know I got to be right now
Cause I can't get much wronger
Man I been waitin' all night now
That's how long I've been on ya

I need ya right now
I need (Me like-ee) ya right now

I don't know if you got a man or not
If you made plans or not
If God put me in your plans or not
I'm trippin', this drink got me sayin' a lot
But I know that God put you in front of me
So how the hell could you front on me
There's a thousand yous
And only one of me
I'm trippin', I'm caught up in the moment right?
'Cause it's Louis Vuitton Don night
So we goin' do everything that Kan like
Heard they'd do anything for a Klondike
Well I'd do anything for a blond Dyke
And she'll do anything for the limelight
And we'll do anything when the time's right
Uh, baby you're makin' it(Harder, better, faster, stronger)

ohTh-that that don't kill me(oh)
Can only make me stronger
I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer
I know I got to be right now
Cause I can't get much wronger
Man I been waitin' all night now
That's how long I've been on ya

I need ya right now
I need ya right now

You know how long I've been on ya?
Since prince was on Apollonia
Since OJ had Isotoners
Don't act like I never told ya [x5]
Uh, baby you're makin' it(Longer, better, faster, stronger)

N-n-now th-that that don't kill me
Can only make me stronger
I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer
I know I got to be right now
Cause I can't get much wronger
Man I been waitin' all night now
That's how long I've been on ya
I need ya right now
I need ya right now
I need ya right now
I need ya right now
Never told ya [x7]



Kanye's the man.

95

Evening ya'll, as you can see i've changed the blogskin. Its about Kanye the man. Now i will try to update regularly, even though many shit stand in my way. But i promise there will be the return of my poems, new music updates, and of course, more about my life, and yours. haha.

Valentine's day is long over, but i would like to congrats all who had dates, and all who had delighted partners receiving their roses and chocolates. It was a tiring night for me, as i had 5 dates and i went to 3 other countries, LA, CA, USA ... Paris, France and Dubai. The temperature control on the jaccuzi on my limo broken down at the end of the fourth date, and the neon lighting in the minibar in the limo started flickering during the middle of the 5th date, the 5th girl was pissed further when i ran out of the small paper umbrellas you put in those colourful tropical cocktails.

495 roses and 5 boxes of chocolates is no easy thing to carry, lucky my limo had a large boot, though i had to remove the king sized bed to make room for the boot.

Woo glad that was over, then bball lose 2 matches liao, even thought the ngee an match was screwed because of referee.

Nothing much to post though, do check out my music playlist on this blog, and one last thing, ima teach ya'll some street talk.

Lesson 1 - Greetings

"Hey wassup ya'll!" (Hello everybody)

"Who's in da house man!?" (Who's there?)

"Ya dig that?" (You know/ like that?)

i will teach yall more as time goes by, anyways, just wish the best of luck to toby on his first date tonight, and best of luck to chim jia jian who is trying to be hip.

Nights.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

94

Hi ya'll, i've decided to post something , SOMETHING about my normal life today. hahas

School yesterday was sian, but i'm starting to like physics, and i still don't understand chem.

Recess is screwed, damn the queues, damn long sia, and walk from classroom to canteen already 5 minutes liao.

LA is quite ok, and i noticed mr harris like calling the same ppl over and over again to answer questions 0.o, so far i only been called once. haha own. then did this funny exercise on an old man in a picture, lol.

eg.

What do you know about this person?
1) He is a man.
2) He has a cup.
3) He wears clothes.
4) He wears a hat.

lol

What don't you know about this person?
1)Everything else.

maths was normal, coordinate geometry is easy, but then they HAD TO, THEY HAD TO BRING ALGEBRA IN. screw

after school went to play ball, but no balls, lol, so went around looking for balls. me, toon and jj went around every place possible with balls, but to no avail.

1. Toon went to pe room to borrow ball, AND I NOTICED PE TEACHERS LIKE TO GUAI LAN PPL WHEN THEY BORROW BALL.

2. JJ went to ask volleyballers if can borrow ball, no.

3. I went to look for LLB to borrow ball in the staff room, then alan koh , but no balls. haha

in the end played about 15 minutes of ball, cuz the bball girls take out their ball, lent us one/

jj is not a bad player, and i admire his enthusiasm in the game, and also his confidence, especially when trying to shoot with me in front. haha own.

and those nba drive moves are very nice to use, they're quite effective also.

ya'll, go practice the "un-gaiable shot" , which is virtually unblockable except by isaac the guai lan and brandon the other guai lan. go high release!

and i've noticed i don't post pictures here lol, cuz they aint much pics to take? lol

and i think only a few ppl come my blog now, so very hard to revive.

eh btw, can anyone teach me how to put the youtube vids in here? everytime i try then got problem de, thks

anyways i intro ya'll to some new songs which i found nice.

1) Number One (literally) by Pharrell ft. Kanye West, its a catchy song and kanye's hot as ever in this

2)Rockstar by Nickelback, i know this is an old song but i just discovered it and it's very catchy

3)Incomplete by Sisqo, it is a kinda slow r&b song, but the beat and meaningful lyrics is starting to grow on me

4)Right Here by Brandy, it sounds damn familiar in the chorus, but it has a nice melody and beat, which jj likes, AND A SONG WHICH JJ LIKES IS PROBABLY AN AMAZING SONG. cuz jj got high expectations

and last song for today

5)Drop It Like It's Hot by Snoop Dogg ft. Pharrell. I've been humming this beat almost every minute when i've got nothing to do, its my most played song in my most played list now haha

anyways i guess i'll post some other time, and maybe change this blogskin a bit, cuz long time liao, and one more thing

TAG OR DIE.

see ya (:

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

93

Aihs...sometimes i wonder :

1)Why I have to sleep at 10 pm on sundays and weekdays?
2)Why I havent gone out with my friends for months?
3)Why the hell, must I turn off msn when its the peak hour for no. of ppl online?
4)Why the f**k, can I not play games on weekdays?
5)Why, why must i sleep at 10?
6)Why i never get to see or use my angbao money?
7)Why my inbox is always raided on an almost daily basis?
8)Why must i be interrogated who my friends are?
9)Why the hell, must a friend's grades matter in making him/her my friend?
10)Why the hell does life suck in a million more ways?
11)Why the hell am I even living?
12)Why the hell are you reading this?
13)Why the hell am I typing this?
14)Why the hell am I "lol"ing here?
15)Lol...

alright i cant post much nowadays, cuz life's screwed, so i guess i'll see you around

happy cny, appreciate the fact you get to open your angbaos

Saturday, January 10, 2009

92

HEY YA'LL!

THE KING'S BACK!

sorry for the long break guys, and if you still come to this blog, i promise to make it much better and active from now on, maybe a post every few days, cuz ya know, once school starts, using com during weekdays can be a problem, screw!

hmm, new school's nice, timetable sucks, won't wanna talk about the teachers here though, there are eyes everywhere...

new class is nice too, can't wait for basketball interclass next year

taking 12 to school and back everyday, most of the time with toby, anybody want come take the bus with us tell me

don't have much time to talk now, will talk next time

lol can anybody teach me about putting those embed vids on your posts? i'm a noob hahas

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

91

I'm the guy in the tuxedo, riding the pink bird.
Knight vs Phoenix Showdown!

Final results of day tournament (wins) : Me 26 - 11 JJ
Owned him by 15 games...thought of going for 20 but time was too constrainted..
JOIN ME IN GUNBOUND! OR DIE!


>>>Gunbound Rocks<<<

>>>I Pebbles!<<<

lol

ok today's maths trial was "HOLY F**KIN SHIT B*TCHASS NAB*I INTERESTING!"

ok you were there, you get the point...

lol...

after many many experiences you gotta agree that the school is not really the most competent of bitchasses in planning activities...but of course we cant always ask for the best..

wasted time at vivo...but good thing is that "I'M WALKING IN VIVO! HOLY SHIT THIS IS COOL MAN!" quoted by .... .... me... lol

yep...the light! the open spaces! the restaurants! the view of sentosa! the la senza shop! lol jk jk

ah.. but getting out there to walk around "WITHOUT THEM" is kinda unique...i know walkin arnd with them is quite alright...but without makes it so much more fun..lol not criticising them but....yeah...much more comfortable with friends...

hmm...bus trips are fun, you get to emo, play cards, mess around in seats, gl the instructor, gl other ppl (shing chun)...and try to lip sync violent rap songs...lol

hmm nearly thought i lost my shoe bag...but luckily was saved by "OH YOU ARE LOVED!"...

hah..thanks a lot anyways..

but cant go to training in the end...the back sprain feeling as worse as ever..

played around with some gigantic box of muffins...i think you all should have seen..

*KING OF MUFFINS*

lol...muffin is a funny word...so is bun...pastry...lol..

check out dr tran - the little cinammon bun...on youtube...its freakin cute and nice..

hmm...green tea is now my favourite drink..lol

report book...

SCREW

actually not la...i'm not really happy with the grades...but not really pissed either...at least got improvement...

B
B
B
B
B
C

lol... 2.67...exactly same as last year...

and wo0ts i passed my maths! the c lol

i got the EXACT same percentage as michelle...62.03...ar but screw the GPA system ya know? i wont reveal michelle's GPA here..otherwise she might come find me...(actually it wont make much of a difference...lol)

SCREW GPA!

lol nvm...

OPTION 3B IS WHAT YOUR HEART DESIRES!

JOIN THE LEGION OF THE KING AND CONTINUE HIS RULE! WITH OPTION 3B

by the way rmb to fill out your form...the streaming options...tmr..

hmm...

YES CHECK OUT EVE ONLINE VIDEOS ON ITS WEBSITE! THEY ARE DAMN COOL, FREAKING NICE!

MRT today was ok...with toon,kim,jialing,michelle

nearly wandered off to "inappropriate topics" because of kim siang...as usual..lol..

i think thats about it for today...

oh here's just one nice song for ya

The Masterplan - Oasis

its a nice emo song..the tune and guitar is very nice...extremely musical...if i can say that..

oh yes and "now or never" in HSM 3 is a nice song...

Now I feel nothing when you are gone. YES! But its for now only, now.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

90

wassup y'all...

let me talk abt today..

got screwed in the hall for more than 5 hours...

got a back cramp after 4 hours...

got a leg cramp when standing up after 5 hours...

now back aching...

screw dhs...no fucking brain on how to keep students alive but got alot of brains on how to kill their goddamn students

hmm...i shall not emphasize...you all should know the fucking school liao...lols...damn shuang sia...5 hours being screwed in the hall

eh...training today...

kinda slacky...nothing much to say..except that the OFS centre is holy shet...abt as tall as my father...and speaking of that...

they will be off for 4 days...until tuesday that is...when my father comes back...so its gonna be a fun weekend...

lets plan an outing...it will be my 3rd outing this year...thats not bad...
lets plan 2 outings...
alright i guess 3 is alright...
ah 10 la...

lol..

anyways...i discover the magic of being alone...watching tv...5 o clock shadow...

dinner for one

hmm...

nothing much to post now...and going soon ba...cuz even if they are not here dosent mean they didnt install cameras in the house...and things are not quite easy for me...nvms! i shall not emo...its a time to be happy!

lets end this post with a favourite songs section

i got some new tunes that you might wanna check out:

1) Hero - Nas ft. Keri Hilson...the beat and background music is damn cool...so are the vocals...quite a club techno tune...rap song

2) Turn Heads - Dem Franchize Boyz ft. Lloyd...its an excellent combination of soul, jazz and rap

3) The Next Episode - Dr. Dre ft. Snoop Dogg...some cool rap song...seriously this is nice...damn nice...especially the intro..

thats about the new tunes in my phone...check out the others..


- Dead and Gone - T.I. ft. Justin Timberlake
- LAX Files - The Game
- The Lovers are Losing - Keane
- Bottle Pop - Pussycat Dolls ft. Snoop Dogg
- Hip Hop is Dead - Nas

and my most played song rising up recently is Closer by Ne-Yo...the song is DAMN NICE...lol...

anyways good night...have fun

Sunday, October 19, 2008

89

sup all...i just wanna come here to apologise to anyone i've pissed off with my msn chats or blog posts...cuz life aint workin out for me right now and even after EOY is life still kinda fucked up...getting back papers tmr...

anyways...sorry bout anything i've said to piss you off..i'm tryna change that but its kind hard at the moment...where life is no better after EOYs...but i believe that i will one day have my goddamn freedom and go out like you all...and i'm workin for it..

this is short...

sorry for everything and i will stop talking or blogging shit about my life..

thanks and see ya

Friday, October 17, 2008

88

evening ya'll...if you detest emo-ness or chim language, pls leave now..cuz the post below is goin to be somethin liddat..i dun want you all to get ideas against me if you dislike my views..

sup y'all...i suppose ya'll are preparin for the ginormous outing tmr? i suppose so..toon's list on the sms is huge! (by my standards that is..maybe not for you)
i was invited..but for no particular point..cuz you will be wasting your sms..i'm helpin ya to save some $$..so unless i suddenly become so free to be able to play more than 2 hours of psp a day...you know my parents have unlocked some chains..so maybe you should sms me at that kinda time..not now..

hmm...nothing much to do at home now..except 2 hours of psp a day and 2 hours of com a day..not bad eh? 4 hours of digital entertainment a day..its not bad for me..i don't wanna find out how much you ppl get to make you feel that its "not bad", let alone the amount you want to make you feel that its "good"..

hmm...i'd rather lose some of my psp and com time to come out with ya'll and have some fun out there..i'd rather not be rotting at home like some game addicted bastard with no life at all...

so how's your life now? after the EOYs? i suppose its good...compared to me i guess...but maybe its just not enough for you eh?

hmm...i suggest you start appreciating what you have..and stop complaining abt your boredness...and i know i am contradicting myself...as i am complaining abt my life as well..BUT...are you trying to make a difference? i am...even though its probably impossible...for years i have endured..and for even more years had i been an idiot and thought my life was great...

from P1 to P5...i gave no thought abt life...and thought my life was great...as i thought i only sufffered minor setbacks...

from p6, i started thinking...why is it that they can have this and i cannot? why is it they everyone has more freedom than me?

i started to rebel, and it was a mistake...from this point on, nearly everything was gone..1 outing...JUST 1 OUTING...in the entire year of p6...and only chances for a couple of sneaks...

Sec 1 - 3 approved outings...plus about 10 sneaks...thats an amazing record...as the 1.5 hours travelling time bt sch and jail gave me plenty of opportunities...

Sec 2 - 2 approved outings so far..and thats EDS night...and it wasnt technically an outing either...i pretended that it was compulsory...and related to sch stuff...so they probably wont let me out if it was just plainly for recreation...and i had abt 2 sneaks...one in the first sem and 1 during the mrt breakdown at bugis...

hmm...actually the emoness dont only come from the lack of outings...actually...if you all had the same amount of outings as me (even though you probably would have been dead under those conditions), i will feel perfectly fine...

i won't deny that i harbour large amounts of jealousy for you all...being able to have fun freely and with friends...i'm not addressing the general public out there...as i know some suffer the same conditions as me...someone similar would be jj...and shing chun...

so its mainly the fact that you all can have fun and i can have less which is making me such a bastard...

youall tell me to ask..and ask i did...but to no avail...i see no point wasting my breath and a chance for more now...as everything is stacked against me...i used to cherish a small slice of hope that i can come out for half an outing...but now i fall into hopelessness...not anger or annoyance... now i feel HOPELESS.

am i asking for too much? 1 GOD DAMN OUTING SO FAR IN THIS YEAR? AND IF YOU COULD CALL IT 1 OUTING...MAYBE HALF OF AN OUTING?

i know they probably wont read this...i trust my readers to keep my blog a secret from them...thank you all for making this blog possible for more than a year now...

am i an annoyance for lamenting about my unchangable life?...probably... so i am going to spout it all out for now...

Reasons to emo abt my life :

1) Lack of outings
2) Most ppl having more outings than me
3) Jealousy sustained from experience
4) Less amount of fun received compared to others
5) Lack of people with similar experiences to talk to and share our stories(jj and sc so far...sometimes michelle)
6) General lack of freedom (tv, time alloted for reaching home, time alloted for going out etc.)
7) No house key
8) No privacy (daily inbox raids, bag raids, wallet raids etc)
9) No chance to defend myself, or speak my thoughts
10) All causing a sense of hopelessness for life, and a loss of hope to continue living

i think thats SOME of it...i have much to lament about...but little to do to change it..

think of it...try placing yourself in my life...and see how you feel...i know its going to be hard imagining destroying your own life and ending up in mine...but try...and if you succeed...it will be like a realistic horror movie which will never end...

speaking of movies...you all have fun watching the hottest blockbusters tgt eh? i think some of you have watched enough tgt to write books on movie reviews...

but...on the not so dark side (but not bright)...i've got the psp so far...2 hours a day...and the com (2 hours a day), and plenty of channels on the tv (currently no limit set) wo0ts! its not bad already...considering my life's usual circumstances...but probably a killer for you? hmm...

anyways..have fun trying to empty those wallets which will never be thinned, and have fun watching those movies which will never end, and have fun going on outings which fun is infinite...and the amount of freedom you receive from your parents is infinite...

have fun...and good night..

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

87

its over..

0 days, 0 hours, 0 mins, 0 seconds..

but things will never turn out the way i want it...

tell me...you all reading this now...

how does it feel to be subjected to something you do not like?

how does it feel to be subjected to something you dislike, and not having even a shred of chance to speak for yourself?

not a chance to let the authority know what you think?

imagine yourself in this situation : you are told on your first day after your exams that you are to go to somewhere you dislike and do something you dislike for 2 weeks, starting from the exact first day of your holidays...it has been settled for you 4 weeks ago and you are not told about it...but by now, the decision and order is laid and you there is no way you can change it...?

how would you feel? if you do not have a chance to let your thoughts and feelings be known?

how would you feel? if you have no choice but to do something you dislike?

how would you feel? if nobody is giving you a chance to let you tell them your thoughts and feelings? not a chance at all...they just do everything without consulting you at all and the consequences of the thing is your responsibility...how would you feel?

how would you feel? if no thought is given to you at all? your words will never be heard, and others place their interests above yours?

honestly, how would you feel?

what a nice way to start a life after EOY...

today...

got sun tanned for interclass...and had stomachache on the train and was feeling very ill at home...

had a heated debate with jiajian just now about class bonding...for more details ask me and maybe i will upload a copy of the debate here...

let me tell you first that this debate does not look pretty and can be pretty hurtful to some...

also be warned that this debate contains chim language, and the meanings behind the words are reaching the threshold of emoness...

and i'm not going to school tmr...mother dun let...say i must rest of this lil bit of sickness...

nvm.. i appreciate the thoughtfullness...sorry to all...i am not there to support you all...for interclass...btw i want to congrats both teams on getting into 2nd round...

i have set some goals during the holidays to pass the time well...and not let it go to waste...as jj mentioned that this time is much more boring than he thought...so i suppose i have to agree with him on that...

Goals for hols :

1) Master the song Free Loop - Daniel Powter on piano
2)Master the song Bad Day - Daniel Powter on piano
3)Master the song Because of You - Neyo, piano version
4)Find more piano versions of popular songs to learn
5)Plan my ways to accomplish future dreams, lifelong ambitions
- Live in Los Angeles
- Open a cafe and live in an apartment in downtown LA
- Be a pianist in a club in LA
- Drive a Chrysler 300 with 24 inch rims

i know they are far fetched and i dunno why i'm obsessed with los angeles...but i will work towards those dreams...

i will post more tmr...good night for now..

Monday, October 6, 2008

86

sup...i know this is not a time for blogging but i just happened to feel that sept 9 has been there for too long...lols...tmr is hist...and i can't stop thinking of mrs kang when i think of history...lols... LA essay was fine... me and ant chose comparison..wo0ts...and me and jl chose qn 7 0.o..its not very common for ppl to choose that one lols...so we're quite isolated..

chinese compo was gay..no time at all...chionged some shit and slacked for 15 mins doing litarally nothing in the middle of the exam..screw...

after hist is geog...and after geog is LA and Chi... then science and the holy shit maths and we are done...

current countdown... 182.5 hours...keep counting folks...

hope are all are doing fine...which i doubt..and neither do i...so have fun mugging (technically mugging is not a word in the dictionary)

14/10/2008, 10.45 am
A King's World Premiere
It's something big...
REAL BIG.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

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we may all die tonight...

i don't know...

nobody knows...

if not tonight then its next month...

or next year...

or 21/12/2012...

or sometime in 2049...

i don't know...

i'm not even 14...

i havent that yet...

but if i die tonight...

and you don't...

i just want you to know...

...

even so...

we would probably all die together...

good night...

screw french scientists fooling around with a 27 kilometer wide donut...

maybe...

the script i memorised will never be read out...

i had never appreciated life like this...

all the little things...

maybe i will see you tomorrow...

maybe i will not...

let's just wait...

you'll never know...

good night

Monday, September 8, 2008

85

sup peeps...i know i havent posted for hell long ...and i have no time to reply to tags nor to post much..i'm sorry for the people who asked me to link them..i will try to find time before or after the dreaded EOY's...if i would choose to describe it my way..it will be !@#$%^&^%$#@$%^&*()&*^%$#...yeah you get the point..





we may die in 2 days time...if the donut particle accelerator do create a black whole to kill us all..at least no EOY...





seriously i'd rather die than to suffer from the EOY's...





its only i don't have the courage to leave this fucken world...





but only the courage to face dealt death, not voluntary death...





such a want wit fear makes of me...and fuck MOV





maths tuition helping minimally...cuz i cant seem to concentrate well after school hours...





school sucks...cant concentrate after the 1st few periods...





and everyday seems to be a heavy toll on everyone...as all are wearied by the school...





sometimes i envy jiawen going off to happy days in the states...life is so slack there...





sometimes we have to accept our fate that this is our life...though some fucked up life it is...





education is screwed...maybe at least here..and sometimes i regret allowing myself to be pushed around by my parents and somehow get into here...maybe i will be better off somewhere else...





only pros can take this...





noobs like me cannot...





its less than a month away...





and i have nothing ready to face it...





maybe i will just go take the o levels...





or just be a normal neighbourhood school teen...





not some top 10% academic shit here...and even so...being amongst the top will never satisfy them...they wont be satisfied till you become the top...





i believe many have this problem...a pity pity...

Damn you got only an A?
Go get more than this shit!
I wanna see a fucken star up there!

He toiled and sweated,
Worked and got screwed,
He got fucked up everytime,
Just to get that higher grade.

Get the hell outta here shit!

Only 90/100?

An A* is nothing but shit!

I want some 100s!

He got fucked again,

And clad himself in chains and pain,

He spent his blood and all his life,

Just for that higher grade.

Finally after dying again,

And coming back,

Drenched in blood and clad in chains,

Mangled body withering,

Twitching limbs without feel,

They finally didnt whip him.

All they did was scowl and not kill,
No torture chamber for this hour,
Blood dripping from his face, he looked up,
Only to see a snarling face.
He smiled back and had a glimmer of hope.
As they yelled, I like that full marks shit!
But that's only maths, don't think you're done!
The other 95 subjects have yet to come!


lol...just some random shit verse for this post...

this may be the last post before EOY...

or before i die...if the donut do kill us all...

anyways...

have fun breaking those mugs...fuck the school...

good night

or

good bye

Monday, July 28, 2008

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Du**an High School
Academy of Murder
World Acclaimed Student Slaughter

We offer - Massacre Services (Mass Extermination of Students)
Despair Treatment (Make our students suffer more than others!)
Suicidal Extreme (When we make teenage suicide rates in Singapore go wayyy up!)
Heavy Blows Program (When we give them the good, then take it away from them!)
Shattering Mugs (When too much mugging breaks the mug, and your life spills out!)

And many many more!

Here are some of the comments of our satisfied sadists!

"They gave me TKB the best! But now...they...those BASTARDS! they took TKB AWAY FROM ME! THEY GAVE ME THE G! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!?!??! THE G!!!!!! ARGH F**K!"

Anonymous by preference

"I'm feeling the stress of fu**ed up education in DHS."

Anonymous by preference

"DHS is one of the best schools ever! I'm having so much fun here!"

Anonymous by preference, but deceased due to mass assault upon saying such stupid things.

"School is a very fun place where we can enjoy learning at a gentle pace."

Edited, Chen Wei Heng, Irony Class 101, Language Arts, Year 2, 2008

"Aihs, you see those neighbourhood schools, so song sia!"

Chim Jia Jian


There's too much good comments for us! We can't possibly put it all here! So this is already a good reason to join us!

Send your child here to be screwed up and tortured! Let's all laugh at them while they miserably waste their life and energy dying!

DU**AN HIGH SCHOOL
ACADEMY OF MURDER
WORLD ACCLAIMED STUDENT SLAUGHTER

AWARDS:

MOST MASSIVE STUDENT BLOODSHED (2007,2008)
HIGHEST RATE OF SCHOOL SUCIDES (2003,2004,2006,2007)
MOST STUDENTS IN DEPRESSION (2005,2006,2007)
THE ROYAL MUG BREAKER AWARD(657 B.C., 2006,2007)
THE MICHAEL JACKSON PSYCHO STUDENTS AWARD (2005,2006)
THE QUALITY SLAUGHTER AWARD, SINGAPORE (2000 - 2007)
BEST STUDENT TORTURE ENTERTAINMENT AWARD (2003 - 2006)

THE CAMPUS JAIL OPEN, SINGAPORE - SILVER (2005)
GOLD (2006)
GOLD (2007)

SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DIE II - 2ND (2005)
1ST (2006, 2007)

SINGAPORE STUDENT SLAUGHER TOURNAMENT - 1ST (2005 - 2007)

SCHOOL UNIVERSE - 2ND (2006)
(MISS) 1ST (2007)

THE GUINESS 9 DEATHS TOUR - DU**AN HIGH SCHOOL - 1ST (2007)

CAMPUS KILLS SUPERSTAR - DHS - 1ST (2006, 2007)

THE FORMULA 99 , STUDENT KILLS RACE - DHS 1ST (2005, 2007)

THE INTERSCHOOL FRIENDLY STUDENT SUICIDE TOURNAMENT - 1ST (2006, 2007)

AND MANY MORE...

COME JOIN US!

DU**AN HIGH SCHOOL!

>>>!NOW RECRUITING!<<<

I would also like to wish all of you good luck in chionging your tests tmr...mind you don't crack your mugs! Good night.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

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A.A.A.

Anti Academics Association

Let's Live Life! Screw Education!

NOW RECRUITING!!!!!!!


Sub-Clubs include

Anti-Tak Society

Burnin' Extraordinary Sums of Tiredness (B.E.S.T.)

Go Green! Save the Earth! No Exams! Campaign

Stop E-Learning! Save Our Eyesight and Electricity! Campaign (Anti E)

Operation H.Y.D.R.O.G.E.N.

TKBFC


We shall strive for our freedom. Our right to live!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

82

Evening all...as you can see...i have changed the skin...
I think this one is quite nice...i like the crossed guns and the 5 aces...and rmb you can change the colour of the skin using the 2 little small skulls at the top right...and the cards look light the black tiger and tally ho decks in the black skull mode...check it out, " quote, mr yeo meng han"...

Life is seriously quite screwed now...considering all the workload...and i agree fully to jiajian's point on dhs being very acadmic minded...but...which school is not academic minded? its only dhs expects a whole lot more from us cuz we are "gifted" students in a top government school...sometimes i regret coming here only to be snarled at by my parents for not being amongst the better in the school...say around the top 25%...thats what happened in pri sch...and i am proud to say i am even top 10% in some years...but this is different...i am sure many of you out there have the same problem...and i hope you can solve that problem by utilizing methods acordingly to your problems...

nothing much happened today...except i managed to hand in maths during recess...woots first time not chionging after sch...and i think science lab lessons are very nice...can talk to jj and gl michelle...lols...

maybe i'm going for fps tmr...i dunno...cuz i wanna sleep...and there's a lot of work to do...and my parents aint helping by scolding me at night when i'm trying to finish my work...seriously...even if i want to...i can't sleep at the usual 10 pm if they want me to finish my work...its impossible...i tend to get distracted easily but i'm trying hard to complete my work...i am tired too and i don't require their nagging to distract me further...

i have more bad news...i dun think i will be submitting my work for the budding writers cuz i dun have enough time to write more poems..my old poems are admittedly not as good as the ones i write now...(thats what i think)...i can't believe that i will actually get started on work on a friday...and i managed to get a start on the maths assignment just now...the questions are quite ok...

if i have to go for the fps...it will be at 7 am...so i'll have to wake up at around 5 plus...dammit...screw academics...does life ever matter at all?

"SCHOOL is a VERY FUN PLACE where can can acquire more knowledge."

quoted from YL, XW, JY and me...today in LA class...i feel the satisfaction from the expression of my irony and sarcasm...

Here's a shot lil rhyme verse i wrote out of boredom...it is the preview sneak peak of what-i-think-supposedly-yo-don't-have-to-agree-to-and-i-am-not-haolianing masterpiece...this is the preview of Quarantine...

The Clinking of the Chains

Marble floors,
Polished doors,
Painted walls.

My mansion,
My prison.

Prisoner of war in my own country,
Prisoner of restrictions in my own house,
Prisoner of chains and bars in my own prison,
Prisoner of pain and despair in my own mind.

I'll rustle the chains in a vain attempt,
To escape this nightmare prison camp.
The cell door closes, and locks.
So do my mind.

probably you can guess its topic already...

Its getting late...for me that is...not for you...so i'll say goodnight here...

Saturday, July 12, 2008

81

hey all...i will be posting less and less as time progresses...as it has come again...

Quarantine is a part of every year...it usually occurs halfway through term 3 or at the start of term 4...the best "quarantine" was in p1, when i was banned from tv 1 week before exams...and the worst so far was p6...when i was banned the moment june hols ended...all the way until the psle was over...

this year...it has started now...with the first restrictions of no gaming...all the games in my com are deleted forcibly and I was forced to pain myself by clicking the uninstall button...

quarantine is pain...it involves the slow shutdown of all my priveledges one by one...usually it comes out like this...according to chronological order

1st rule - No Xbox, PSP, Gameboy...those major gaming equipment are only available during holidays...with the exception of the september holidays...

2nd rule - No gaming on weekdays..weekends only...this is normally a routine which happens every day of the school term...

3rd rule - reduction of gaming time

4th rule - deletion of games...usually occurs at the start of every quarantine period...

5th rule - more workload, occurs through entire quarantine

6th rule - no com...usually occurs a week or two before the exams...

7th rule - no tv...occurs a week before exams

8th rule - (plausible) no more memory card with all my music during the week of exam

9th rule - (plausible) i will be taken home after sch immediately...a week before or during exams...

10th rule - extreme isolation - during the week of exam...nothing but study...

besides the cycle above...theres a big chance that my laptop will be shifted to the living room table so they can ensure i'm doing right stuff and not slacking...

I am not going to complain about this...this is just an explanation to why i will not be posting much anymore and my much induced emo-ness during this period...but however..the worst has not come yet...so i have a couple of weeks of slight fun...

I believe under these circumstances...i can do well...yes and i shall...its my chance to get outta this once and for all..this is merely part of the price to pay...

I am prepared. I am ready. I can survive this.

and just for fun...i will be listing the duration of my quarantine from pri 1 to now...

Pri 1 - 1 week
Pri 2 - 1 week
Pri 3 - 2 weeks
Pri 4 - 4 weeks
Pri 5 - 4 weeks
Pri 6 - 3+ months
Sec 1 - 4 weeks
Sec 2 - 3 months

I hope you all are enjoying your last moments of fun before your quarantine. Even though some of your's may come later or some may not even have quarantine at all, I wish you all the best in surviving your's if you have and able to get good grades for them to see if you are ready to sacrifice your happy times for good grades. To all who are like me: Trust yourself that you are gonna live through it. Yes you can. Once you work hard for them and its all over, you will be happier. And I would also like to wish those who don't have quarantine good luck. Yes, good luck in screwing yourself. Dammit.

Sunday, July 6, 2008

80

hey all...now watching wimbledon finals...rafael nadal seems to be owning roger federer...and by the way...check out the time...have funs ~ =D

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

79

see the time...=D i'm living the life...wo0ts ~

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

78

this will be a short post...had idmi meeting in the morning...was late by 2 hours...cuz unfortunately some ppl do not understand the sad meaning of my life and decided to notify me of the meeting at 10.30 pm...leading to a disastrous chain of events involving a couple of aching legs, minutes of scolding endurance and much chionging...

i shall take this chance to tell ppl who do not know...I AM FORCED TO SLEEP AT 10 PM...UNLESS ITS A DAY WHICH THEY HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO LET ME STAY TO DO WORK, BUT NEVERTHELESS, MY PHONE WILL BE TAKEN AWAY FOR THE NIGHT TO PREVENT MESSAGING MY FRIENDS WHEN I AM SUPPOSED TO BE ASLEEP...AND THE PHONE WILL ONLY BE RELEASED TO ME WHEN I RISE IN THE MORNING.THEREFORE, I AM VERY SORRY TO ALL MY GROUP MEMBERS FOR TURNING UP LATE ALL BECAUSE OHH..THIS BASTARD SLEEPS SO EARLY...WOO...THIS ASSHOLE IS A MAMA'S BOY...(NO OFFENCE AND NOT DIRECTED TO ANYONE), SO PLEASE, I BEG ALL OF YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT THE SAD MISERABLE BASTARD LIKE ME HAS TO SLEEP BY 10, EVEN THOUGH INSOMNIA TAKES OVER AND I CAN DO NOTHING BUT STARE AT THE CEILING...MY PHONE IS NOT WITH ME! SO I WOULD LIKE ALL OUT THERE WHO IS KIND ENOUGH TO TELL ME IMPORTANT THINGS BETWEEN 6AM AND 10PM...I HAVE NO WAY TO TALK MY MOTHER OVER THIS...NO WAY...I HAVE ALREADY ARGUED WITH MY MOM OVER THIS ISSUE MANY TIMES AND THE MOST RECENT DEBATE WAS A FEW MINUTES AGO...I WOULD LIKE TO REQUEST ELAINE TO HURRY UP WITH THE POWERPOINT SO I CAN AVOID A PAINFUL SCOLDING LATER IN THE NIGHT. THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH.

THANK YOU ALL.

ALSO SORRY TO ALL FOR ANY INCONVENIENCE...BUT MY LIFE IS NOT AS FREE AS YOURS...SO MIND YOU BE CONSIDERATE TO UNFORTUNATE PPL LIKE ME.

THANK YOU ALL AGAIN.

ah lets continue...hmm...gave out surveys from 11plus to 1plus...and me and toon finished most fast...so slacked at plaza sing...oh wait...here comes the caps again...

ANOTHER REQUEST TO ALL, PLEASE DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE I'M SOME SORT OF RETARD WHEN I GET THE CHANCE TO GO TO AN OUTING IN THESE TROUBLED TIMES. CUZ ITS REALLY IMPOSSIBLE AND IF I MANAGE TO GET OUT EVEN FOR A FEW MINUTES I WILL BE OVERJOYED TO THE EXTEND I MAY SEEM LIKE AN ESCAPED MENTAL PATIENT. CUZ GOING OUT IS AN AMAZING FEAT WHICH COMES TO ME ONLY VERY SELDOMLY...GOING OUT MAY MEAN NOTHING TO YOU BUT IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME...IT PROVES THAT I AM AT LEAST A HUMAN AND CAN LIVE LIFE!

hmm i guess thats about it for the plaza sing...slacked around and looked in some game stores...ooh wait...

ALRIGHT...THIS MAY BE GETTING BORING BUT I AM STILL EMPHASISING POINTS...MIND YOU DO NOT LAUGH AT ME IF I DO NOT DARE TO STEP INTO COMICS CONNECTION OR GAMING WORLD SOMETIMES IF SOMETHING BAD JUST HAPPENED RECENTLY... I HAVE THIS UNFORTUNATE EVENT OF MY MOTHER HAPPENING TO BE IN TM AND I WAS SNEAKING OUTTA SCHOOL TO LOOK INTO GAMING WORLD...THE SAME THING HAPPENED AT THE SHOPPING CENTER NEAR MY HOUSE WHEN I DECIDED TO LOOK INTO COMICS CONNECTION WHEN I WAS PASSING... IT WAS PAINFUL..REAL PAINFUL WHEN MY MOTHER SAW ME IN THE SHOPS...EVEN WHEN I AM GOING OUT WITH THEM...ONCE I GOT A PUBLIC SCOLDING WHEN I WAS LOOKING IN GAMING WORLD WHEN I WAS WAITING FOR MY MOTHER TO COME BACK FROM THE TOILET..MY DAD SCOLDED ME AND PULLED ME AWAY FROM THE STORE AND MY MOTHER PROCEEDED TO ADD INSULT TO INJURY...IN PUBLIC! SO THANK YOU ALL FOR UNDERSTANDING WHY I DON'T GO INTO COMICS CONNECTION SOMETIMES...

alright...hmm...thats about it really... and went to kfc for lunch...oh another one!

EH ALL...THIS IS GETTING FUNNY...BUT PLEASE DON'T MIND IF I DO NOT COME WITH YOU PPL TO THOSE JONATHAN RESTAURANTS OR THOSE F-ING RICH AND EXPENSIVE PLACES TO EAT CUZ I'VE GOT OBLIGATIONS...LOL...

ok after that go training...then come home wait for ah cai and chiong script now...good night and good luck to all...

Monday, June 30, 2008

77

these inspirations keep coming...quick...before i forget...

Two Perspectives

The Bridge Between Us

Blood-Stained Secrets

Alien

The Poem Poem (The Song Song)

No Happy Endings (Ain't A Fairytale)


thats about it i guess...but i still need time to carve out the poems leh...sian la...and i doubt they can earn me much money cuz there are many ppl much more pro out there also reaching out for the 15% of profits...

just a short recap of what happened this for the past week...electives were fun...baking is nice...fire extinguisher course is kinda sian but ok...and cartooning rocks...

idmi is a fu**ed up thing...so i hope it will be over soon...and maybe bringing laptop on wed with jj...download away..tmr to sch...so good...but got training...so sian...i also updated the songs in my phone...including some very nice ones like Everything by michael buble and holiday by green day..other nice ones like lollipop by lil wayne and sunshine by twista ft anthony hamilton are also added in...but my favourite of all the additions is barbie girl by aqua..it reminds me of the popular tunes i heard when i was younger...and the song is very techno and catchy...yes and i like nigahiga videos...very funny...but not addicted to them till the extent of sim to hibari...oh yes and sim has a blog...i will link when i have more time...times up for now...good night

Saturday, June 28, 2008

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I'm just finding a place to write my inspirations down...and partly to revive this blog a bit...

pretty much though...quick..before i forget..

What Can I Say? - Excuses to explain problems

I Won't Live, I Won't Die - Irony...living IS dying

Working for Coffee - Working for more work

Quarantine - title suggests

Worse than the Worst - even the worst is better than me

Guardian of the Windows and the Doors - thats me

Unintelligible - i don't understand what you say

One Step Forward, Two Steps Back

Glance - Why won't you look at me?

Memories of the Future

thats about it...suggestions welcome...its for my money though...heh...i shall try to post some pics of the states soon enough...and jiajian...take care to use your words properly..
i will offer services...tips only...