736

Those who have no place to invest their hearts in, invest it in the most unreachable of places.

735

It's just a matter of luck.

734

The epitome of the lack of life.

733

Every year, without fail, will fail,

732

Politeness is underrated.

731

Top Must Reads For Holidays:

1) The Great Gatsby - F. Scott Fitzgerald
2) Catch-22 - Joseph Heller
3) A Clockwork Orange - Anthony Burgess
4) Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
5) 1984 - George Orwell
6) The Godfather - Mario Puzo

Yeah they all famous classics, and read them all before. Hopefully can find other works by some of the authors here, especially Fitzgerald and Heller, damn good stuff. Try these ones for the time being :)

730

Unreasonableness.

729

Revenge will be very sweet. Very sweet indeed.

728

Developed a habit.

727

Think vengeful thoughts.

726

How can you have freedom of choice if you do not have the choice of freedom?

725

What you give to me, I will give back twice as much.

What you take from me, I will take it back twice as hard.

724

All who wronged me shall understand what is right.

723

It is not about what you see. It is more about what you do not.

722

Turn your back on the world, towards cold, hard loneliness.

721

Living So Italian got me possessed.

720

5 damn bullets.

719

Darkness is not lame.

718

All along, I guess I'm meant to be alone.

716

Always my fault.

Not my fault.

715

Don't pretend.

714

Piece of shite.

713

One day, everyone will understand.

712

Tokyo. 4 Days. December 2010. Best days of my life I suppose haha.

711

Revenge gets sweeter with age.

710

Still very much a boy.

709

And thus I turn my back on the world, in a bad way.

708

Leaving Early

So Much Hate

Just Swallow

The Good Life 4

Nothing Is What I Am

Mr Unlucky

707

You will regret it.

706

You won't understand now. But one day I will make you understand. Make. You. Understand.

705

There will still be days when I feel like dying for no reason at all.

704

Haha when absurdity becomes cute.

703

They want you to think but they prevent you from doing it.

702

Be brave enough to be nice, as it brings you nothing.

701

What should have been.

700

Fuck, it's time I got back to writing some shit.

699

Technical difficulties.

698

That's just disgusting.

697

Death of inspiration.

696

I don't wanna know.

695

I've finally accepted the unacceptable.

694

I will regret. I know it. I will look back upon this life and regret. Nothing but regrets.

693

Never ever truly free.

692

These ugly.

691

The pain that gets worse after its gone.

690

But they all didn't see.

689

Nothing to do about it.

687

Love lockdown.

686

To walk the path where millions have walked before, or to be the first to walk a path which millions will follow after?

685

The better and the best.

684

Healthy lifestyles = Unhealthy lifestyles

683

It has gotta look casual.

682

The one?

680

When fantasy becomes too late for reality.

679

Fear, anger, hate.

678

Alone in a crowded place.

677

It would be a waste if the only thing you learn from school is how to study.

676

Rebel with a cause, outlaw with a lawyer.

675

The right to want, ask for, and get the best.

674

Keep calm and do better.

673

Hate gives you power, gives you strength.

672

Feels good sometimes to be filled with so much hate.

671

Hip hop saved my life.

670

Running and hiding. Mostly hiding.

669

Never gone.

668

Sad. Happy. Sad.

667

Unfortunately, I'm a little smarter than that.

666

What do you turn to when nothing makes sense anymore?

665

Aversion to inferiority. Aversion due to inferiority.

664

Luck, the decisive factor.

663

Late.

662

Which side do I stand on?

661

The new stage after rage.

660

Deliberate lies.

659

Traumerei.

658

Nothing better to do.

657

Climbing steps to the steps of a flight of stairs.

656

Do not pity, for we all are slaves of society.

655

Maximum meaningless-ness.

654

Obligations.

653

Bear in mind the costs of your indulgence.

652

Scientia potentia est.

651

Have your little fun.

650

It's a long way up.

649

Keep your cool in the face of defeat.

648

Lockdown and out.

647

Read between the lines to uncover the truth.

646

Detachment.

645

No more excuses.

644

Internalise the external cost.

643

Bad stuff, good stuff.

642

Big time screw up.

641

You are your own worst enemy.

640

The world beneath the surface is a bigger place than you thought.

639

All the way.

638

Pain can be gotten used to.

637

Quality + Quantity

636

Change in an instant.

635

Creativity shapes worlds.

634

It's been a long time since I've had guests. It's been even longer since any have left alive.

633

Wake up Mr West.

632

Never wavers.

631

Risk homeostasis.

630

Wassup mortals.

629

2 sided goodbyes.

628

Those subtle links are ironically all too clear.

627

1 v all.

626

Mutilation of the most beautiful things.

625

There's nothing more to ask for now. But at least there's much more to give.

624

Mints and Alcohol
By Me :)

I'm lost in the world.
I'm down on my mind.
I'm building a city.
And I'm down for the night.
My life's lost in translation.
I'm inside my mind.
I'm new in the city.
And I'm off into the night.
Half a bottle liquor.
Half alcohol and cream.
Smelling like coffee.
Dash of coke and ice cream.
Speeches on the phone.
Staring into the night.
Feeling life crash.
Wanting to hold all of the lights.
I love/hate watches.
They remind of me guilt.
But I'm living my life.
Should this be how I feel?
I'm gone before I'm here.
Off before I begin.
Take another swig.
Pop a few mints in.
Elevator time.
Elevator music.
Alone in a crowd.
Wishing on another swig.
Its the last night.
Savour the sounds of the lobby.
The first and the last.
Are real good buddies.
Valets, fast cars.
Echoing halls.
Crowded taxi stands.
Picking up calls.
I'm feeling sober.
But I'm drunk in sorrow.
Wishing upon nothing.
It'll be better tomorrow.
Its perfectly alright.
If I have to wait for you.
Everything's gonna be ok.
I'll look forward to.
Saturday night, the better life in the world.
Indulgence come in small doses so I'll be off.
All of the lights, mixed feelings, thinking of you, were here.
Alone in the lobby, crushed mints in my mouth.

623

Be it good or bad, I have always wondered what did I do to deserve this.

622

La Vie En Rose

Des yeux qui font baiser les miens
Un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche
Voila le portrait sans retouche
De l'homme auquel j'appartiens
Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas
Je vois la vie en rose
Il me dit des mots d'amour
Des mots de tous les jours
Et ca me fait quelque chose
Il est entre dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause
C'est lui pour moi
Moi pour lui
Dans la vie,
l me l'a dit, l'a jure pour la vie
Et des que je l'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat
Des nuits d'amour a ne plus en finir
Un grand bonheur qui prend sa place
Des enuis des chagrins, des phases
Heureux, heureux a en mourir
Quand il me prend dans ses bras
Il me parle tout bas
Je vois la vie en rose
Il me dit des mots d'amour
Des mots de tous les jours
Et ca me fait quelque chose
Il est entre dans mon coeur
Une part de bonheur
Dont je connais la cause
C'est toi pour moi
Moi pour toi
Dans la vie
Il me l'a dit l'a jure pour la vie
Et des que je l'apercois
Alors je sens en moi
Mon coeur qui bat

621

Does rashness trump rationality?

620

It's time for a change.

619

I am a disappointment.

618

Low pressure within and high pressure without creates implosions.

617

Learn to live alone.

616

Love is a fallacy.

615

Look back upon this life, and think.

614

A new life? Or losing all that life means?

613

I mean, that's just the way the world works.

612

Hesitation.

611

Fall to commonality.

610

The lonely stoner Mr Solo Dolo.

609

Please pardon me.

608

me desculpe mas não resisti

607

The hidden things.

606

What did I give up for this?

605

Solitude over loneliness.

604

What the fuck la.

603

One behind time.

602

No moonlight.

601

How sweet.

600

Haha fucked up GG liao.

599

What would I ask for?

598

Have a little fun. Pay the price of pain.

597

How romantic.

596

Gone?

595

Never truly understand.

594

Those who have to pretend to sleep.

593

Prioritise.

592

Now you see me, now you don't.

591

If you know you are going to lose the game, don't play.

590

Headfirst dive into nightmares while awake.

589

Neither nor.

588

I'd rather not live than to live a fucked up life.

587

All I ask.

586

Insomnia is not a natural phenomenon.

585

It's a beautiful life being forced to be invisible.

584

After so many years, nothing have changed.

583

Hide.

582

Have your little fun.

581

All I ask for.

580

Antidepressants.

579

I wonder if I was brought up the same way, without a childhood.

578

Just watched (500) Days of Summer on tv again just now. Gotta watch movies more than once to truly understand them. Real interesting, amusing and good movie.

577

All of this will hold you down on to the ground until you're crawling on the gravel like a regular guy.
All, all of this will hold you down on to the ground until you're drowning in your sorrows with the a bottle of rye.

Grieves - On The Rocks

576

The moon will illuminate my room and soon I'm consumed by my doom.

575

2 long years.

574

1050180.

573

Such, conflict.

572

Maybe its a bit too obvious. Maybe its a bit too sad. It's fucking time for some change to this stupid life I had.

571

Hey ... you awake?








I miss you. A lot.

570

The fuck? O.O

568

Trying.

567

"It's my life, or lack thereof, that prevents me from having a life at all. And they are responsible for it."

Rebel With A Cause

566

One Way Glass
By Me :)


I.C.U.C.I.C.U.
I don't want you to see me but I wanna see you.
In our little sanctuaries we hide.
To look at the rest but don't want them to see our eyes.

Because they give off a hint of a lie.
A lie told to ourselves every night.
We wish to hide from the world in a world of our own.
And hope our acts will never be shown.

But the truth is that hiding can never pass.
As much as we can buy one-way glass.
As many, as much, miles that we afford.
We can build a city with the glass that we bought.

Yes, its all one-way glass, put up everywhere.
We can do things under the surface and the rest can disappear.
Our very own little fragile bubble free from enemies.
Filled with a concoction of our sophisticated fantasies.

Those little alleys where we hide.
Locked doors with so much going on inside.
Everybody would think that I'm not there.
I'm rich, my very own hideout millionaire.

You can't see me but I can see you.
You'll never realize the things we do.
There's nobody you can ask.
About where we are behind this one-way glass.

But glass is glass, and like all things, they break.
As much as we want to keep them up, they're fake.
Mere futile illusions to keep them out.
Until they decide to break down those walls.

Glass, I mean, for walls don't work.
Because then I won't see be able to see them sure.
Call me selfish, I'm a little loser miser.
I want to keep things and don't let them have them.

But one day, they would break the glass.
Since its an emergency, they wouldn't take that pass.
They'll come in, hot guns blazing.
And destroy our little paradise we're building.

But for now, we live in a castle of lies.
Wall after wall after wall they can't climb.
Just being here with you is the best.
We'll hide behind this one-way glass.

565

Within sight but out of reach.

564

Its starting.

563

Hollywood nights.

562

Shoot that bastard through the fucking head.

561

Nice try.

560

Too much sleep ain't good for health.

559

This is a direct path to death and I'm choosing to let them make me take it.

558

A few moments ago.

557

Maximum existence. Not maximum life.

556

Fucking waste of time.

555

"Judge, please do me a favour. Thanks man."

554

Now that's just being mean.

553

We are all belligrents.

552

Anger Works Alone
By Me :)


Nobody ever said you can't be angry.
But nobody said either what will come from it.
Or go, to make it more precise.
Yes, anger works alone.
Maintain a cool head, don't lose your stuff.
Even if the tough don't get going when the going gets tough.
Yeah, the other version's a bunch of shit.
Just like how what you do returns you a bunch of shit.
I've never felt like this for a long time.
Or even felt like that at all, this is a departure
from the usual "I'm fine"s and "I'm ok"s
though this shit ain't what I do.
Ask me I'm fucking pissed off? Hell right you are.
Or how fucking wrong were you.
You've been shittin' on me for way too long.
I ain't gonna clean your fucking ass no more.

You got that? No more fucking around with me no more.
Being too nice never brought you shit.
Being too nice never got me any shit.
Kindness only got met with closed doors.
But no, being like this don't always mean the end.
Not even when I'm just trying to be a fucking friend.
I repeat again what I always said.
It's not what you do but who you are.
Any other fucker can wreck shit upon the world.
And oh damn the whole world shall give a fuck.
Unprecedented tantrums is the key to attention.
Silent suffering is the secret to being shit upon.
But how I do this is just the spur of the occasion.
We all know what's right and wrong.

Only for today shall I do this shit.
For all the world cares, this ain't me.
We keep hope in the face being fucked up.
We shall be nice and put em' smileys :)
The other side is smaller than this one.
So doing the usual is still they way to go.
Even if the whole world wants to fuck things up.
None of the above shit would be shown.
Still smile and shake my head and laugh.
Because life is fucked up anyway.
No point letting it fuck you up even more.
Just be who you are and see if it works.
After all, its who you are and not what you do.
Let yourself prevail in the face of more fucks.
Because anger works alone, so do you.
But even, even if we keep getting shit in the face.
Does that make things better?
Either you get shit and at least flowers to come with it.
Or you do the opposite and walk alone.
But the thing is, it's not that simple.
You get shit and walk alone.
People shit on others and get flowers.
Anger never really worked alone.
It's not what you do, but who you are fuckers.

Still, I smile as its my best way to fight the world.
Don't let the above fool you of me.
It's just that people have 2 sides, you see.
I'm sorry I let my other run free.
Mr Nice Guy still lives like in the past.
Although he always finishes last.
Talk to him, don't let him kill himself.
Or let who he became create itself.
He'll keep doing what he does.
Just because that's really himself.
He'll let himself get shit upon.
Not saying that's wrong, don't get me wrong.
He lives with the hope that anger works alone.
And gentlemen don't get their anger shown.
Or feel any at all for that matter.
He won't degrade to this for all the better.
All the shit in life, he'll take.
For the better of everyone's sake.
I ain't talkin' bout me or talkin' bout you.
I'm just giving some realist shit truth.

Instant asswipe is always here.
Haha just kidding but seriously lol.
Not even that, but that's ok.
Shall still be nice in the things I say.

Post 552 of today.
Anger works alone.
I'm sorry somebody else typed this stuff.
But gonna leave it here because I could possibly be him.

Somebody get me a cup of coffee, I just woke up.
Damn what happened? That was a terrible nightmare.
The world's in luck.

Hello :) I'm here, still myself for you.
Because its who you are, not what you do.



Been very long since I posted anything. If you ask me, its a piece of shit. But otherwise, an eye-opener for myself, to see to what extent of degradation shall I fall.

551

Monster.

550

Soo. Much. Hate.

549

Unreasonable, self-centred, irresponsible madman.

548

Cold, unforgiving, torturous wreck.

547

Mindless idiots.

546

Power-hungry, cold and rigid bastards devoid of empathy.

545

It's just really sad. Again.

544

What shit.

543

A minute ago.

541

Over-confidence? Over-optimism? Over-happiness?

540

A bit the cold.

539

That ain't what I do.

538

A comeback.

537

Just because somebody treats you nicely, does not mean he/she actually likes you. Maybe its just because that particular person is treating you like a human being while everyone else is treating you like shit.

536

Oh, runaway.

535

Don't make conclusions without knowing what really happened first.

534

DOUBLE FAIL. T-T-T-TRIPLE FAIL!!!

533

Always remember that there's always more than one side to the story.

532

This one's for you. Happy birthday Yi Jia! :)

531

Just for a moment.

530

How fucked up is pretty obvious.

529

So speechless.

528

Purposefully.

527

one helluva training

526

It's just really really sad.

525

It's a shame.

524

Lupe, the voice in my headphones.

523

For all to see.

522

:(

521

P.D.A. ~

520

One of these days.

519

Watch just to let it go.

518

Happy friday!

517

Up.Down.

516

I gotta lock up all the windows in my house because one of these days I'm gonna start treating them like doors.

515

Happy Valentine's :)

514

Kill!

513

Alright, already the show goes on all night, till the morning we dream so long ..

512

1/1/2010 - Reading manga for 8 hours

1/1/2011 - Watching tv for 8 hours

I'm screwed up haha